I know myself now
And I don't really like who I am.
Because I don't stick to one thing,
My opinions go all over the place
And my thoughts are never the same.

One day I could like you and the next I don't.

It's weird.

Because I see everyone and their personality is always consistent.

But for me,
It's not.

One day I'm forgiving and I love everyone, and I try to spread positivity.

Another day, I could be rude, I hate everyone, I do things to make people feel bad, I think of all the bad things to do and say just to hurt everyone.

The next day, Im just a sad awkward girl who blushes when people talk to her. I stay quiet and never talk, I take everything people say as something negative and I cry about it.

And it just changes all the time.

It's like there's different versions of me.

Which one of them is really me?