I have an addiction.

I have a pretty bad addiction.

I have an addiction that no one knows about.

When people talk about addictions,

I move positions,

I'll look to the other side,

I'll shake my leg,

I'll tap my finger,

I'll tap my pen on the desk.

I have an addiction.

I should do something about it.

I have an addiction.

I'm afraid I'll never stop.

I have an addiction

And you can tell if you look closely

Because I get depressed

And I get suicidal

And I try to stop

But I have an addiction.

I can't stop.

I want to stop.

I have an addiction.

No one even knows about it.

And no one should know.

No one should find me popping pills.

No one should find the needles.

No one should know.

No one should know.

I have an addiction.

Why can't I stop?