I hear a a 'ding'

I recognise my phone's ring.

I open my phone,

and see it.

So it's her birth-day,

should I write to her?

So I think,

and so I decide -

I  know you now,

it hurts.

It hurts when I wait 4 U after class,

& you run past me to those 'queen toads'.

It hurts when U talk 2 me,

only cuz you need smt.

So tell me,

Why fill me with hope?

And I ask yu for help,

but you ignore.

And now it hurts

so now we both ignore.

I wanted to say so,

I wanted to so bad.

But eventually the devil on my shoulders,

got control and no more am I sad.

Oh no,

now I'm raging.

No more will I cry,

I'm not lazy.

I will kick her ugly mass.

"Oh dear-" (ex) "-best friend, Happy Birthday!"

'read'

"My birthday wish for you, and the best I could Imagine is.."

'yeah?'

"I hope for you-"(and all of us)"-you die, a gruesome death"

And  blocked.

No more will I be controlled

no more of my tears will be fed on.

I am free,

and safe...

At least until Monday ....

- Z.R.w

-07.07.2022