It took us a moment of laying there to calm our bodies down. I wiggled a little but he still had his head tucked into my neck under my chin. I wiggled again but he still didn't move eliciting a small giggle from me. 

"Kookie." I cooed softly at him. 

"Mmm." He responded, still not moving. 

"Baby." I said again wiggling a little more.

"What?" He mumbled into my skin causing goosebumps. 

"Please untie me." He groaned in response still not moving. "Please Kookie? My wrists are really starting to hurt." 

At that he moved right off of me and climbed to my side working on the knots he had tightened before our activities. He got one of my arms loose, then the other. When they fell to my sides they felt heavy and my muscles were sore. I tried to move but my arms were way too achey to move. He moved so that he was sitting next to me and took my arm in his hands gently. He started to work on my forearm, massaging the muscles then moving up from there. After a few minutes he moved to take my other arm giving it the same treatment. 

I relaxed into the bed, utterly and completely exhausted. I hummed in happiness as he moved from my arms down to my legs and thighs. He massaged my body for a few minutes before I felt him rub his hands over my naked body. 

"Thank you." I grumbled. 

I felt him crawl over me and lay next to me. He moved me, easily, and pulled my back into his chest. He placed a few soft kisses to my shoulder before resting his head agianst mine. "I will do that whenever you need me to." he whispered. 

"So any time you tie me up?" 

"Mmmmm." He hummed cuddling me closer and holding me tighter. "Does that mean I can tie you up again?" 

I giggled and with all the strength I had, I turned my body to face him. He lifted his arm a little so that I could turn, and once I faced him I smiled up to him. He wrapped his arm back around my back rubbing my skin softly and smiled back at me. "I think that it is a very good possibility." 

He chuckled softly and kissed me on my lips a few times before pulling the covers over us. I was comfortable and happy, my post orgasmic bliss lulling me into a deep, deep sleep. 

The next morning when I woke up I was still in Jungkook's arms. One of my favorite things about him was that he was always there when I woke up. This habit made me feel like he was a reliable man, and not some hot and cold fuckboy that was common among his age group. 

Was I lucky to find him the way I did? Or was I falling for an act? 

Before I could think too much into it I felt him stir and his arms tightened their hold on me bringing me impossibly closer to him. 

"Mmmmmmmm." He moaned. "Noona?" he questioned peeking one eye open. 

"Good Morning Kookie." 

"Good morning." He smiled. "How did you sleep?" 

"Very soundly. You?" 

"Like a rock." He chuckled. "You wore me out?"

"Me?!" I asked a bit of disbelief. "I was tied up!" 

He laughed. "Yeah but you bring something out in me..." he kissed me before finishing his thought. "...and I just can't hold back." he smirked as he finished. 

I rolled my eyes. "Whatever." I giggled as I snuggled into him. "What do you want to do today?" 

"Hmmmm well. I have to start the semester tomorrow...so I don't really want to do anything." 

"Okay." I said resting back into him. 

"Really?" 

"Well yeah." I laughed. "If you don't want to do anything, then we don't have to." 

"Damn...where have you been all my life?" 

I laughed again. "What?" 

"You're just unlike any girl I've ever dated before. All my past girlfriends are so god damn needy and not in a good way, always wanting to do something or go somewhere. Sometimes I just want to relax." 

I kinda froze at the term 'girlfriend' that he used. Did he consider me his girlfriend? Did he ask me? Did I consider myself his girlfriend? "Mhmm." I replied not knowing what else to say. 

"Sorry." He mumbled into me. 

"About what?" 

"I said the 'g' word." 

I started to breath heavily again. "Oh it's okay." 

"Can we talk about that?" 

"What is there to talk about?" I asked. 

"I don't know. When I go back to school all my friends are going to ask me who you are. So....who are you?" 

"Namjoon and Taehyung's sister. Y/N. Leena Taylor." 

"Yeah but...wait....Leena Taylor? As in the erotic novelist?" 

I giggled. "Yeah...its my pen name." 

He pulled back from me and when I looked up his eyes were wide. "Is that what you are constantly working on when you lock yourself in here? Your books?" 

I nodded. "I usually get out two books a year. Each book takes me about 3-4 months to perfect it and then my editor and publisher finish up the fine details." 

He swallowed thickly. "Damn." 

"Wait....you have read those books?"

"Um...well no not exactly." I raised an eye brow at him and he gave me a nervous smile. 

"Go on..." I encouraged. 

"Um...well I used to sleep with this girl, who wanted to reenact all the scenes she read about in those books."

"I see." I smiled. "Any of them ones you liked?" 

"Um...the one where he pushes her up against her bedroom door...that was fun." 

"Mhmm." I smiled. 

"Do you just...imagine those things?" 

"Usually they are from past experiences...I write better when I write from my own point of view." 

He smirked at that. "Will last night go into your next book?" 

"Without a doubt." 

He started laughing. "That is fucking amazing." he suddenly stopped. "Wair...has any other time between us been in one of your books?" 

"Well I was finishing up one when we first started sleeping together. So our first night together was the last chapter in the last book I submitted." 

He sighed. "That was such a good night." 

"It was." I agreed. "I'm still surprised that Taehyung is okay with all of this." 

"Tae knows that it isn't just about sex. At least not for me." 

I looked up to him and put my hand on his cheek. I pulled his face to me and gave him a kiss on his lips. "It isn't just about sex for me either." 

"Then why are you always avoiding talking about putting a label on us? I want us to be official." 

"Jungkook...what happens when you are done with school and you graduate? You have so much opportunity to travel and do whatever you want to do. I don't want to hold you back." 

He pulled away from me even more so and sat up straight turning to look at me. "You think that being with you would hold me back? From what?" 

"From any kind of future you could have. I'm so much older than you Kookie..." I said sitting up and bringing the sheet up to cover my chest. 

"So?"

"So...how do you know this is what you want unless you've experienced other things?" 

"I have plenty of experience...thanks." He said a little too sternly for my liking. 

"That isn't what I meant...obviously." 

"What exactly do you mean?" 

"I just mean that you have a lot of life to live still. There's a lot after college so maybe putting a label on what we are would put too much pressure on you to stay when you could explore." 

"I think I am adult enough to make those decisions for myself." 

"I know you are." I said softly as I looked down and played with my fingers. "I just don't want you to have to make that decision." 

He moved his hand to my chin lifting my gaze up with him. "But it's my decision. I want to make that decision...I want you...and I want to be yours." 

"Okay..." I started. "Then...if that is your decision...let's wait until you graduate." 

"Why?" 

"If you still feel that way once school is over...if you still want to be here with me...then we will revisit it then. I will wait for you, Jungkook." 

He took a deep breath and let it out slowly his eyes still on mine. "You're not going to budge on that are you?" 

"I feel like it's not an unreasonable request." I smiled. 

"Will we still get to...you know?" 

"Have sex?" 

He smirked. "Yes." 

"I don't see there to be a reason to change what we are doing." 

"Okay." He said nodding. "Can I ask one more thing?" I nodded. "Do you have feelings for me?" 

I blushed as he looked me straight in the eye as he asked me. I smiled and looked down before I looked away and then back up to him. I let out a deep breath of my own and smiled. "I have a lot of feelings for you, Jungkook. Which is why I'm not just asking you to wait for YOU, I'm asking you to wait for ME too." 

"What do you mean?" 

"I don't want to get heartbroken." I said honestly as I felt the word vomit flowing from my lips. "I have put up a wall for a long time. I'm sure you can understand why I don't want to jump into something in such a hurry." 

"I guess I can respect that." he said taking my hand and kissing the back of it. "But we are going to be exclusive right? Waiting...but not dating or seeing other people." 

"Just you try to meet someone like me." I winked at him. 

"Impossible." he said tackling me into the bed. 

I just hope he is right.