As I laid on my bed thinking of whether or not I cared if it was the 'real Jungkook,' I heard a knock on my door and watched it crack open. 

"Can I come in?" 

Instead of responding I pulled down the covers and patted the spot next to me with a smile. He smiled in return closing the door behind him as he stepped in. He climbed into bed and immediately wrapped his arms around me pulling into him. 

"This is new." he laughed. 

"You've slept in my bed before." I countered. 

"Not since then. You always make me leave." he pouted again. He nuzzled his nose into the crook between mine and my cheek and his fingers traced circles on my skin. "Why?" he asked after a few moments. 

"Why what?" 

"Why did you always make me leave?"

I took my time to answer. I didn't want to hurt his feelings, but I also wanted to be honest. "I guess because I always felt as if overnight stays are usually what couples do." I paused but he didn't say anything, so I continued. "We aren't a couple." 

"We could be." He whispered. 

I was expecting that response. "You really like me that much?" 

He pulled his face from mine and looked into my eyes, his hands on my cheek and his thumb strumming my skin. "I like you a lot." 

"You've known me for a month Jungkook." 

"I didn't say that I was in love with you." he chuckled. "But I obviously like you." 

I didn't say anything. I knew that I had something inside for him. Obviously. I wasn't sure what it was though because there is so much, I don't know about him. I sighed deeply tightening my hold on him. "I like you too." 

"But..." he mumbled. 

"But I think it would be too soon to consider us a couple right now...there is still a lot we have to learn about one another." 

"You heard us when we got home today didn't you?" 

"Yeah." 

His hand started to move again up and down my back, keeping me calm in his arms. I liked this Jungkook, the blunt and honest Jungkook. 

"Do you want to talk about it?" 

"There's no need." 

"No?" he asked pulling back to look at me. "Why not?" 

"Because." I shrugged. "You don't owe me any explanations." 

"Noona..." he sighed sitting up and leaning against the bed frame. He pulled me up and I sat across from him. "Please...talk to me." he said taking my hand. 

I sighed. "Well I won't lie that it got me thinking." 

"What are you thinking?"

"You do act different around certain people. I noticed that you're not nearly as mouthy around Namjoon or Jin. But around the others you talk a little more...freely. You are more gentlemanly when I'm around, and affectionate. I can't help but think about what Jimin was saying." 

"What part?"

"If you're just going to fall back into your old habits." 

He tried to hide his smile by biting his lip, but I saw it anyway. "You mean hooking up with party girls." 

I giggled and looked down. "Yeah that." 

I felt his soft touch on my chin and he lifted my head up to meet his eyes. They were warm and welcoming, and there was something behind them I wasn't sure about. I couldn't quite read it. 

"No." He simply spoke. 

"No." I repeated. 

"I have no interest in seeing, or being with anyone other than you right now." 

"Right now?" I teased raising an eye brow. "So, when you get bored...?" 

"When I get bored...I'll run my fingers through your hair so you can relax...when I get bored I'll pester you to get away from whatever you are doing on your computer, and play a game with me. I will cuddle up on the couch with you and watch whatever movie you want. I'll pull Taehyung away from Yoongi for some best friend time...maybe bring Jimin too. When I'm bored, I'll lay here with you and just talk, even if it's about nothing; just listening to your voice would be enough for me ." He paused as he reached up and touched the pad of his finger to my bottom lip pulling it down slightly. He then pulled me so that I was sitting on his lap, and his face was closer to mine. "I'll kiss you breathless whenever I get the chance." he whispered. "Noona, I don't get bored of people I care about. If that was the case, I would have thrown Taehyung away a long time ago." 

That made me laugh and I leaned into his shoulder and he wrapped his arms around me. "Tae is far from boring." 

"You should hear him blabber on about Yoongi." he laughed. He started lightly running his hand up and down my back in a soothing manner. I moved my head back into his neck snuggling into him. We laid there for quite a while and I thought really hard about everything. I was really starting to like Jungkook...but Jimin was right. We only ever hung out in the house. The only Jungkook I really knew was inside the walls of the house and between my bed sheets. I wanted to believe that the person I was getting to know was the real him. And I'd also like to believe if he wasn't, that Taehyung or Namjoon would have said something by now. 

It's not like our activities were hidden or secret. I've kissed him in front of them and he's kissed me...once we were caught in an intense make out in the pool. And one time Jimin caught is in the act in the laundry room. 

Wouldn't they have said something?

"What are you thinking?" he asked. 

I started to card my fingers through the hair on the back of his head softly, thinking about my answer. "I guess im thinking about the conversation we are having." 

"You're going to say no aren't you?" he whispered in a disappointed tone. 

"No to what?" 

"The couple question." 

"I'm not going to say no...but I'm also not going to say yes. I really do think its too soon to put a label on anything...and I'd like to get to know you better. I don't want anything to change yet...is that fair?" 

He took his time answering this time...and I felt him kiss the top of my head. "I would have to agree that it's fair." 

I smiled against his skin and kissed his neck softly. I felt the goosebumps raise on his skin. "Thank you Kookie." I kissed him softly again, only a little longer. "Thank you so much." 

"Mmmmm." he hummed as I continued to his neck. "You are going to start something..." he warned as I started lightly sucking on his most sensitive spot. 

I giggled and let go resting my head and closing my eyes. "Sorry Kookie." 

He groaned and rolled us so he was hovering over me. "Why did you stop?"

"It sounded like you didn't want me to start something." 

"I was just being a good communicator on how you were making me feel." he smirked as his fingers traced my lips. 

I smiled. "Oh, I see." I giggled. 

He dipped down and kissed me softly and when he pulled back there was a glimmor of mischeif in his eyes. "So, you don't want anything to change officially...but you want to continue how we have been?" 

I nodded. "If you're okay with it." 

"Just so I'm clear...nothing can change?" 

He was smirking, and I knew he wanted me to clarify. "I just mean, that I'd like to continue how we have been." I kissed his lips quick. "I think it takes time to want to commit to someone, and I want to learn more about you...spend more time with you." 

"Like go on a date?" he smiled. 

I nodded. "Yes. Like that." 

"What about sex stuff?" 

I was taken a little back by that. "Um...well we have had a pretty healthy sex life Kookie." I giggled pulling his bangs from his face. "So, what do you mean?" 

"Toys." he growled grinding into me. I didn't even realize he was hard and I gasped as his grinding rubbed directly above my clit. 

"That would be good." I breathily responded. 

With no other words his mouth was on mine and his tongue was pushed into my mouth. He moved his hand behind my hair gripping being sure that I couldn't move away from him. He kissed me with such passion that I felt as if my heart would beat out of my chest. I didn't want it to stop. I moved my hands up his neck and to his hair taking a firm grip myself. Another grind into me and I had to break the kiss to breath. 

"Fuck." I let out. His lips moved from mine, to my neck, and his magical tongue burned my skin. The way he was kissing me was hot...and wanted more...I wanted his skin on me...I wanted to feel the pressure of him filling me...the stretch of him thrusting into me. "Jungkook please." 

"What baby...what can I do for you?" 

"Please....take me." I begged him. I didn't want to think anymore...I just wanted to feel. 

He nodded and leaned up helping me pull my shirt from me, then my bra. I pulled his shirt up and over his head leaning up to kiss his chest. I moved my fingertips from his waist upward, my fingertips runing over his nipples. He jerked a little and suddenly he pushed me back roughly and his fingers were working on the button of my shorts before my back hit the mattress. He was able to get them down, and then pulled my panties off right after. He moved off he bed with unreal speed ridding himself from the rest of his clothes. 

I moved up a little on the bed looking at him, and an idea came to me. He was about to pounce on me, but I stopped him. 

"Wait!" I said pushing my hand out. 

"Baby...I don't know what that means." he growled moving again. 

"No wait!" I said again just as his knee rested on the end of the bed. "Please." I said as sweetly as possible. 

I could see his breathing was accelerated, and I watched as a drop of precum dripped down his very hard and twitching length. 

"What could you possibly want me to wait for?" 

"You said you want to change it up a bit, right? Our sex life." 

"And?" 

"I want to know how much you can take." 

"Meaning?" 

"I want you to watch." I said leaning back and moving my hand to my stomach. "I traced my bellybutton biting my lip. "I want to see how far you will let me go...how much you can see before you can't take it anymore. I want to know your breaking point." 

His eyes were burning with desire, and he tore his gaze from mine and moved his eyes down my body and back up again. "Am I allowed to touch myself?" He finally asked pulling his knee off the bed and standing tall...in more than one way. 

I shook my head and giggled as his eye went a little wide. "Nope." I smiled. "I want to see how long you can control it." He swallowed thickly as his eyes flicked down to my core. I had opened my legs to give him a better view, my hand moving my fingertips over the skin below my stomach. "You wanna play?" I asked moving my hand down just a tad. 

Without looking away he nodded his head licking his lips as he focused on me.

Only me.