My heart was hammering in my chest. I have never done this before, but if he wanted excitement...if he wanted spice, he gets it. At first, I continued to look at him moving my fingers to lightly trace the lips of my pussy. I knew that I was wet, but I wanted to start another way. I moved my fingertips up my torso until I reached my breasts. His eyes followed my hands and watched as I took my hard nipples between my fingers and pulled hard letting them snap into place. 

This sent a jolt of pleasure through me and I decided to no longer hold back. I leaned my head back and grasped at my breast squeezing hard. I continued to fondle them, making my thumbs strum over my nipples. I let my hands wonder my body and my left hand continued to stimulate my nipple as my right hand moved to my heat. I didn't hesitate and moved my fingers between my wet lips and rubbed right over my clit. 

If felt good to touch myself. It felt even better knowing he was watching.

I started to moan lightly, and focused my energy on rubbing circles over my clit round and around. I started panting heavily...letting moans slip from my lips in low breaths. I moved my hand a little more to push two fingers into my aching hole and I gasped at the breach. It wasn't enough...and I started to feel like I was only teasing myself. 

Momentarily, I forgot I was alone. I allowed my mind to go back to the memory of Jungkook's touch. His hands, his mouth, his tongue, his cock...all of it. I drowned myself in the flesh memories, it fueling my ministrations against my womanhood. 

I groaned...and let his name leave my lips. "Ohhh...Kookie...." 

I pulled my fingers from myself and moved upwards, gliding with my arousal, and stopping at my hard and swollen bud. I started to circle the bundle of nerves again, this time faster as my left Hand squeezed my breast. 

My mouth hung open, and my back arched making my legs open wider for the man in the room to see. I felt the buildup in my lower belly start to build quickly, and I let out another moan, singing his name. 

"Oh ues...Jungkook..." 

I was panting hard, and my goal was to finish as hard as I could. Visions of Jungkook flashed across my eyes. I thought of his hard thrusts, his heavy kisses, and his wet tongue. I imagined how his skin felt against mine, and how impossible it was that his hands were both rough and gentle at the same time. He knew how to handle me properly, and that memory burned the hottest. 

Remembering his hands on my hips, and on my shoulder as he bent me over taking me for everything I was, tightened the coil inside me. 

"Oh fuck!" I let out, about to reach my high. 

That's when I felt the interruption. My hand was pulled away from my core and replaced with a strong wet muscle that I was oh too familiar with. 

Jungkook wrapped his hands around my thighs holding my pussy to his face. His tongue was lapping at my clit in strong motions moaning as he did. My back arched even harder as the tightening was at a point of breaking. He wrapped his lips around my bundle and suckled in a way that I only knew Jungkook to do. I took hold of his hair and came hard, calling out to him. 

"YES!" I yelled to him. "Fuck...Jungkook. Don't stop!" I begged him. 

He moved his tongue harder, rolling it perfectly on my throbbing bean, moaning into me as he did. The vibration of his moan only intensified my climax and my boddy started to shake. My stomach and thigh muscles were contracting, and my pussy was clamping over nothing. I used both my hands to hold on and squeeze my breasts to hold myself through the high. After what felt like an eternity, I started to come down. 

Jungkook pulled me back down to earth by slowing his tongue little by little, until he was pecking my sensitive area. I opened my eyes and I could see stars from the pleasure. I could feel him move and when I looked down, I watched him climb back over me and take my lips with his. 

His kiss was desperate and wet; I tasted myself and it was even more arousing. His cock was resting on top of my wet core and I felt him throb twice before he pulled back from the kiss. I was breathing heavily again and when I locked eyes with him there was a monstrous lust in his eyes that excited me beyond what I could understand. 

"That was the hottest fucking thing I have ever seen." He growled to me, using his tongue to trace my bottom lip afterwards. 

I smiled and ran my fingers through his hair. "What was your breaking point?" I asked him. 

"I started to lose it when you moaned my name. But when you were about to cum and you were still saying my name...I wanted to own your orgasm." 

I leaned up and kissed him softy at first, but thrusted up my hips into his cock making him grunt. I giggled and bit his bottom lip holding on to it for a second as I pushed my hips more so rubbing his hard member. 

"Kookie..." I called to him using my nails to scratch down his back. "I want to feel you." 

He adjusted his body and pulled himself off of me scooting back. He took my ankles and flipped me over so that I was laying on my stomach. When he did I let out a small yelp and then a giggle. He slapped my on my ass with a sharp impact stopping my giggling. 

He moved so that he was between my legs and lifted my hips putting two pillows under my pelvis. I knew exactly what the look on his face meant before he moved me to this position. He was about to fuck me into submission. I reached out and took hold of the opening on my headboard that had a handle to brace myself. His hand landed on my ass in another slap making me jerk and throb. 

"Be a good girl." his husky voice growled from behind me. "Be sure to let me hear how I make you feel."

I felt him positioned at my entrance, and his head felt bigger than normal. Surprisingly, he slowly pushed into me, both of us moaning out in loud guttural sounds from the back of our throats. He slid into me easily and my head was swimming at the pressure of his cock inside of me. 

"Ready baby?" he asked. 

I nodded and he pulled back out slowly, I heard him take a deep breath, and then slammed himself back into me. I yelled out and moaned shoving my face into the bed. His hips were relentless as his strength was inhumane. The force he was using to fuck me was a feeling to be happy enough to die from. My ears were ringing, my breath was short, and the electric current pulsing through my body brought me to a snapping point within seconds. 

"OH GOD! Jungkook! Fuck me!"

"Oh yeah baby! Cum on my cock like a good girl....keep it coming baby..." 

He didn't slow his movements, and my eyes dripped tears of pleasure and I was litterally drooling into the pillow. 

I felt another slap sting my ass and it made my pussy contract around his cock. "Fuck!" he let out slapping my ass again. 

I was coming down from my second orgasm of the night when I felt his body lay on top of mine. His mouth starting to leave wet kisses from the top of my spine downward. He slowed his hips to a sensual thrust, and each hit was hard and direct. He hit me in all the right spots over and over again, the coil in my stomach turning once again. One of his hands was holding him up as it was paced next to my head, and his other hand held me down by my upper shoulder near my neck. His cock pulled and pushed inside of me, and his mouth moved to my side sucking on my sensitive skin. 

I could feel it all. Every touch of his, every kiss, each thrust. My body took it all in and it was as if I was in another world. A world that I could only get to with the help of my Kookie. In the cloud of sex, I noticed something I didn't notice before. 

Yes, his thrusting was deliciously brutal like it always was. 

Yes, his hand was firm yet gentle, as it always was. 

But his kisses...

His kisses though wet, heavy and erratic.... they were tender. They were loving...and I felt...I could almost feel his longing behind them. The desperateness of them spilling onto my skin as to tell me something. That he needed to counteract the idea that he was just fucking me. He wasn't just fucking me...he was having sex with me. It was not yet love...but there was without a doubt more feelings involved.

"Jungkook." I called out to him in a breathy moan. He hummed against my skin, not letting his lips leave me. He slowed his hips a little more, lessening the wet slapping noise between our bodies so he could hear me, and so I could talk a bit more properly. "Turn me around." I asked him. "Please?" 

Reluctantly, he placed one more kiss on my back and pulled his hand from holding me down. He leaned up and pulled out of me, and I gathered just enough strength to turn my body to him. I reached out to him and he lowered his body to me instantly. I made sure to open my legs wide so he could easily slip back into me, and he did as expected. I moaned into his mouth as he pushed himself hard back into my swollen hole. He moaned in return and started moving his hips again. Our mouths moved with one another, our tongues dancing in perfect harmony. 

It was hot...and wet, and my body felt more than it ever had before. 

What was it about this moment that was so erotic...what was so different about this time? 

He continued to move his body to rock into me, but I wanted more. I pulled my mouth from his and pulled his head down so I could whisper in his ear. "More." I whispered between gasps. "Make me feel you when you're not here." 

I heard him growl and he licked up my neck before leaning up and taking one of my legs throwing it over his shoulder. His fingers dug into the skin of my thigh, and he pounded into my pussy with the strength of something that wasn't human. His eyes darkened, is muscles bulged, and the vein in his neck pullsed with the beat of his heart. 

"Oh fuck me Jungkook...take me!" I yelled to him. 

"You're mine, Noona." he grunted into me, his voice overpowering the echo of our sex through the room. "Mine!" He growled again.

A sudden snap in my stomach made me arch my back, and with it the walls of my pussy clenched down on his cock, i pulled him into the orgasm with me. We both yelled each other's names and I watched as the sweat from his ministration drenched his body. He gave one last final push into me before he dropped my leg and fell on top of me. Thankfully he caught himself before his heavy body landed on me, and he lowered himself quickly but softly. Our sweat mixed together, and I would never admit it, but I loved the feeling of it. The smell in the room was a potent aroma of our sex, and I could feel his breath fan the skin of my neck and shoulder. 

I heard him swallow thickly, and I pulled my hand up and moved my fingers through is hair lovingly. His arms slipped between my back and the bed and he held me close. He planted several kisses to the front of my shoulder and up my neck. 

"You are incredible." he mumbled; his face buried into my skin. He kissed me a few more times in light pecks. "So, fucking incredible." he said again. 

I smiled and thankfully my breathing was calming. "You are even more incredible Jungkook. You make me feel alive." I started to lightly laugh. "It's amazing the way you make me feel. It's like my body isn't even mine...my body is yours." 

"Your body IS mine, Noona." He replied kissing my neck again. The authority in his voice gave me chills and he moved his head to hover over mind. "I will make you see that the Jungkook that is with you is the real me." He said. "I'll prove it one way or another, I'll wait until you see it." 

I leaned up and kissed his lips softly and slowly. I kept it gentle without lust in an attempt for him to feel my confidence in him. When I pulled back, I smiled, looking into his beautiful warm brown eyes. "I can't wait." 

He chuckled and places a few more kisses on the skin of my chest and shoulder. "Do I have to leave and go downstairs?" he asked placing he side of his head on me, his arms still wrapped around me. 

"No." I said running my fingertips over the exposed skin of his back. "I think you can stay." 

"Okay." he said, but I could feel his smile against me. "Thank you." 

I giggled and wiggled down a bit and he moved to the side of me. His arms pulled me into his chest, and I closed my eyes. I was never able to sleep comfortably with another person before. But the night I first slept with Jungkook was the first night I slept through the night in over ten years. I hadnt been able to do in since. 

So, weird.