Chapter 4: Broken Hearts
A/N: Yes, it's finally another chapter. I'm sorry for the long wait lovelies, but it's finally here. As always, please enjoy this unedited chapter. Happy reading lovelies 😊😊
Jungkook's Pov
It's been about a month since Sakura had left me and took Jaehee with her. I missed them both very dearly. I've missed them so much to the point where I wasn't eating or sleeping properly. My motivation just went out the door so easily, me not wanting to go anywhere.
I don't have anyone to blame but myself for this. I'm the one who placed us into such a situation that I broke my own family apart, yet I can't help but regret all of my actions.
Was this all really worth it for an old time fling? No, it wasn't and that's where I screwed up. I led Sakura into a dangerous lifestyle, made her miserable. I took away her freedom, so the least I could do is allow them to be alone.
I honestly didn't deserve her at All, but I knew deep down if I put effort into trying to get her back, I could. Why would I try though? I'm the one who had hurt her. I'm the one who decided to cheat on her. I don't deserve such a precious flower such as her. She deserves to be a free bird now, one that isn't stuck in this house having to worry when her last meal might be.
Jin comes into my room as I'm lost in my thoughts, sitting on my bed and placing a tray of food on the night stand next to my bed. I just blankly stare back at him without any emotion coursing through my veins. Why does he keep trying? Why can't he just give up on me like the others have? Why does he have to keep caring for me? I don't deserve it. I'm a despicable human being who deserves to rot away.
"I'll give you a little advice," He softly spoke, gaining my attention. "You can either continue to rot away in this room, or you can get off your sorry ass and actually try to get her back. If you choose the second option," he pauses to look me in the eyes, his eyes darkening, "You better treat her right, because if you don't, I will personally kill you for ruining her a third time in her life."
I looked to Jin wide eyed, I knew he wasn't joking either, we're still a gang after all and no matter how caring we can be, we are still ruthless murderers who will not hesitate to harm someone we feel need to be harmed. I gulped, looking away from his darkening, serious gaze.
Jin himself is one of the most dangerous amongst us, he may be sweet and protective, but if you mess with those he truly cares for, you better have a passport to get out of the country. Even that won't help you though, because he will have you hunted down. Once you're caught in his web, he'll torture you until you actually beg for death. Nobody wants to mess with Jin, and I sure as hell don't want to be on his bad side.
He must have taken a real liking to Sakura if he's threatening his own family for her. Man, I better fix this and fast.
With no more words exchanged between the two of us, he gets up to walk away, closing the door behind him. After he's gone, I release a breath I hadn't realized that I was holding. I need to remember not to set him off again.
Closing my eyes, I pondered on my options, get her back or allow her to be on her own without me. What made her fall for me in the first place? I wasn't romantic nor did I ever treat her as a princess. I heave a heavy sigh, deciding to try to win my wife's heart back.
Of course I know where she resides, I had her tracked down just so I can protect her in case someone went after her. I needed to ensure that she was safe. I needed that confirmation that she wasn't going to be harmed in any way.
I decided to get to work on my plan. I sit up, rushing to my computer to look at all of the photos we had taken together on small dates or whenever we felt like it. Remembering each and every single one of them, I smiled at our memories.
In my heart, I truly wished that we could go back to these times. We were so happy without any worries or fears. We genuinely enjoyed each other's company, no harm or threat in our way to stop our happiness.
I had decided to print them all out, attaching little notes of how I felt about each one to them, sealing them in a pale pink envelope. I look to all of them hours later, feeling as if something was missing from them, and there was. These envelopes were missing roses, but instead of regular roses, I order a golden rose for each envelope, hoping they arrive soon.
I sigh as my tired body wants to get ready for bed after working on these little notes, laying down to my untouched food. I look to It, deciding to finally eat, even if it's cold by now. Jin will at least be satisfied that I had eaten. It's odd though, normally he would check on me throughout the day, but today he didn't.
Maybe he did, but I was so focused on what I was doing that I hadn't noticed, I whisper to myself in my mind. I mean, that is a possibility. Sleep finally overtook me after I had finished eating, falling into a deep slumber.
Two weeks had passed since I had started placing my plan into motion, the roses had finally arrived and I had placed the envelopes on top of each box, placing a UB drive on one of them.
Sakura had always enjoyed listening to me sing, so I had made a song for her, well a few songs for her. Satisfied with my work, I call out to Jin for help. I wanted him to bring Sakura to a garden just outside of town.
This garden had flowers of all kinds with different plants and a path leading to an awning that was lit up with string lights. It overlooked a lake that at night, the moon had shown so brightly on. Some may say it's very romantic and pleasing to see. I just hope it's enough for her.
I decided to get dressed in a black suit with a blue shirt under the jacket and a black the, black dress shoes being the finishing touch to the outfit. I brush my hair to the side, throwing on a gold watch as I spritz myself with a little bit of cologne, smiling as I looked at myself.
I begin to take each box I had made for her out to the car, nerves finally settling in. I just hope that this will all win her over. I needed her to come back to me.
Shaking my nervous thoughts away, I drive to the location, setting some boxes on the ground leading up to the awning as I placed the rest in a heart shape right by her seat. Of course Jin will walk her here, so she'll have help carrying the ones that lead to the place.
In the middle of the dinner table I had set up, I had a dozen white roses in a vase. This is really the most I ever went out of my way for someone, and I hope that it isn't too much or too little.
I heard footsteps approaching the awning as I was looking out to the lake, turning around to see a flustered Sakura holding some of the boxes, Jin right behind her as he held most of them. I took in Sakura's appearance. She had on a black sleek dress that hugged her body with black heels. Her hair was curled and fell nicely to her waist as her lips were painted a nice light pink, her rosey cheeks burning a bright red.
Our gazes met, us standing there for the longest time, eyeing each other. Finally I walked over to her, ushering her up to her seat, neither one of us saying anything. I sat down after her, encouraging her to open the boxes.
One by one, she opened them, reading the notes that were attached the the pictures, her eyes tearing up as she got through each one.
"J-Jungkook," Her soft voice whispered out, her hand covering her mouth to silence her sobs. I don't know if they're happy tears or tears filled with sadness.
"Do you not like it?" I was getting nervous again as I waited for her to answer me. Her teary eyes met mine, her hand still covering her mouth, endless tears falling down her cheeks.
How can someone look so beautiful even when they're crying? She's truly the most beautiful person I had ever laid eyes on.
"You're an idiot," She finally speaks up. I look to her in confusion, hoping that she'll clarify what she's trying to say. "Did you really put this all together so you can win me back?"
I nod my head, unable to get any words out. I can see her eyes form even more tears.
"Well, you still have to work for me, but maybe we can start off small."
"What do you mean?"
"I mean, you cheated on me, but maybe we can mend our marriage, but we'll start off as if you just asked me out for the first time. We rebuild our relationship and work to being a married couple again. In other words, I'm willing to give you a second chance Jeon Jungkook, so long as you promise to not cheat on me again."
I nod my head furiously, pulling her up into my embrace as I connect my lips to her soft ones. She instantly kissed me back, us sharing a passionate kiss that showed how much we cared for one another.
Will this be the way to us mending our relationship? For some reason, something tells me that our happiness is going to be short lived.
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