The world watched as I faded into oblivion

Piece by piece, part by part.

It watched as my silhouette blurred a stormy grey,

the canvas of black engulfing me whole.

As I felt my conscious slip,

the thread of sanity no longer in my hands.

My rational thoughts bellowed, trying to break free.

Yet I suppressed them with a mighty hand.

I watched them rage havoc upon me

and give way to the armageddon between sanity and chaos.

I let the monsters conquer me,

 for once feeling free.

From the burden of my thoughts,

from pain,from life itself.

I slipped into the much-welcomed oblivion.

My body screaming for once with pleasure.

My end has come, and I have never been so happy,

for I had chosen it.

Because even if the world had tortured me,

I had the upper hand at last.