nineteen: the scars of betrayal

There was a long moment of silence as the information you and Aegon fed Daeron and Helaena sunk in. It was hard to prove without the physical evidence, but you and Aegon were determined to convince them. You started from the very beginning, from your father going on his trip to Lake Rosemagne and then to the moment you had been stabbed. Aegon filled in bits and pieces, moments in the past when Cole had made suspicious and altogether horrible decisions while on the council; especially vicious and cruel ones that heightened during the Great War.

Once finished, Daeron and Helaena were silent. They sat in their spots and glanced back and forth between the two of you as if waiting for one to confess it had all been a lie.

"Ser Cole is a longstanding loyal member of the council and guard." Daeron's voice was not coated in argumentative tones; he was simply trying to reason.

"Daeron, what reason would I or Aegon have to lie about this?" You asked him.

Daeron shrugged. "Nothing... but you have to understand I have known him for almost two millennia. He should be given the common decency of innocent until found guilty."

Aegon became visibly frustrated as his gaze went down to your side. While the wound was covered, it was not an easy sight to forget. His gaze seemed so harden while looking at it, deeply disturbed by the violence shown to his friend.

"If he was so innocent, why was he the first person after Aemond who came into the laboratory? What business would he ever have on this side of the castle?" Aegon forced out as his teeth ground together. The two brothers entered a stare-off. You then glance towards Helaena who looked nearly done with their behaviour. She got out of her seat and left the curtained area. You wish she did not leave, but you understood that this was likely the last thing she wanted to witness.

"Aegon, I'm not saying I don't believe you. This is just..." Daeron stood up from sitting on the edge of the bed and paced a small section of the room with his arms crossed. You simply sat there, not wanting to interfere in their conversation but also growing irritable. Each second that passed was a further second that could be used to prevent the war from happening. They seemed to forget that you were human and that it was your people about to become targets.

"It's what, Daeron? It's pretty damn simple. Cole's always been a twat but-" Aegon had stepped forward to go toe to toe with his brother, but the curtain shuffled once again and Helaena entered the room. The brothers stopped their movements and turned to her.

"The guards have been called. I am assuming you will need around twenty?" She questioned.

"Twenty?" Daeron responded.

"Well, if you're going to arrest Cole, I assume he'll resist." Helaena shrugged and went back to where she had been sitting. Her hands reached out to the nearby table and picked up her embroidery work to begin stitching again. You were more thankful than ever for Helaena's willingness to trust and believe you. Since that day you had helped her, she had acted like a sister.

"We can argue about the schematics of everything later, but now we need to get him before things escalate any further," You reasoned. Your hands gripped the blanket and shoved it off of your form as you moved to sit with your legs hanging off the edge. The movement caused you to grunt in pain, letting out sharp and quick breaths.

"What in the seven hells are you doing?" Aegon spoke as he and Daeron moved to try and push you back into a resting position. Their hands gently pushed on your shoulders but you shrugged them off.

You shook your head, "I'm going with you."

"Absolutely not!"

"No!"

Both of them spoke at the same time. You sighed deeply. This petty squabbling was beginning to push you over the edge. Nothing mattered but stopping this war by proving to Aemond that his advisor orchestrated it all. Aemond. You were terrified about what would happen to him.

You loved him, simply and truly. It was not something you would have admitted so openly to yourself, but your close encounter with death had you shift your priorities. That state of dreaming you had been in forced you to come to terms with it.

You needed to get to him before things became worse. He survived the last war, but there was no guarantee he would survive this one – especially if his closest advisor was so volatile and corrupt.

"The two of you can keep talking, but I won't be listening. Now, will one of you help me up?" You snapped. You looked up at them with the intensity a mother would when scolding their children for being too rowdy. They shirked back at your tone and glare.

"If we're going to do this, we have to do it right," Daeron spoke, "I'll organize the retinue of knights, simple guards are not skilled enough for this." Daeron had finally relented his position but still had an air of skepticism.

Aegon reached out to help you stand, his hold reassuring but cautious, "I'll join you in that."

"Are you sure you want to come?" Daeron asked you, "Your wound has only just started to heal and we cannot guarantee your safety should anything happen."

You broke from Aegon's hold and walked to him, only near stumbling once. You stared him right in the eyes with determination, "The bastard tried to kill me. There is no way I will sit this out."

"Good!" Aegon interrupted and squeezed his brother's shoulder, "Haven't had a good conflict in a few centuries." Aegon then gripped the fabric of Daeron's shirt and tugged him free from the room. You looked towards Helaena and the events before you became clear. The risk of this, of arresting a high-ranking member of the court – an incredibly skilled one with a longstanding reputation – was not going to be easy.

Bone-chilling dread had sunk into your body. Your first encounter with Cole's wrath nearly killed you and this next one was likely to be your last; you could feel it.

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It was only after Aegon and Daeron had left that Helaena informed you of the full story when you had been incapacitated. To your knowledge, you had simply been stabbed. However, Helaena spoke about the knife being coated in taint. You had almost become faint at such a revelation, overcome with the feeling that you were going to die. However, you did nearly faint entirely when she said that the cure potion had worked. A few of the brews by some of the healers after you had been stabbed did not work, having gotten the process wrong. The one that Daeron made worked. He was closer than ever to your work and had understood fully the process you had outlined before Cole's untimely attack.

With only one pot made, it had been expressly used on you as a last resort to keep you from dying. There was not enough to give to others, but Daeron had instructed the other healers on how to brew it. It would be difficult to make in large batches, as the use of dark magic and energy draining took its toll on each elf that brewed it. As soon as the first batch was ready, they were instructed to administer it immediately to the most severe cases.

You felt accomplished at that. All of your work, of your father's work, had succeeded. That was why, as Amara and Liriel got you dressed in elven armour for protection, you had accepted the likely possibility of this being your last day in the land of the living. Cole would not surrender without a fight and seeing you there as a walking testament to him finally being caught would be more than enough to do whatever possible to finish the job.

Pieces of armour were attached to your body as Amara and Liriel silently worked. There was no need to speak, as the severity of the situation deeply settled on the shoulders of everyone. There was a good possibility that this would be unsuccessful. The unsettling feeling of war loomed close. Cole may have gotten what he wanted - a second chance at annihilating your kind.

You were no warrior, but the armour was purely for protection should anything go wrong.

It was difficult to change into the new pieces that adorned you with the pain of your wound. Daeron had been correct about your fragile state. It had been a deep stab, penetrating multiple layers of your skin. Each movement, any strain, would cause scorching pain to spread out from your side. There had been a few times when Amara and Liriel had to stop for a moment. You only allowed yourself some milk of the poppy; any more and your mind would be too fuzzy.

When you were done, you walked out of your room to see Aegon waiting for you.

"Thank you, lovely ladies," Aegon spoke to Amara and Liriel. His smile was strained. One part was an effort to make the situation feel lighter, the other was likely to reassure himself.

Aegon then looked down the dimly lit hall before he stepped closer, "The castle is only minimally guarded. Go to Helaena's apartments, it is the most secure. Should anything happen, the stationed guards will protect you both."

"We'll be fine," Amara said, "It's your lives that we're worried about."

You moved forward to hug both of the elves. For you, it was a goodbye. You did not wish to tell anyone of your looming fear, for they would surely make a big deal of it. It was best to keep things as chipper as you could with the weight of war upon everyone.

"Stay safe" Liriel whispered in your ear before releasing you from her hold. You sent them both a tight-lipped smile. Aegon began to walk down the hall and you followed closely after.

Silence engulfed you during the walk towards the stables. Nothing but the pattering of your footsteps that echoed against the stone. You could smell the burning wood from the torches that lit up the way and you never thought you would be sad about leaving. This place had become your home. You longed to spend the rest of your days walking these halls, experiencing the parties and healing more elves.

For the first time in your life, it felt right. Yet now, you were marching towards imminent death.

Upon reaching the stables, you found comfort in the twenty guards that sat ready on their horses. Daeron was in front and wore elf armour like Aegon. You had never seen them in such prestigious pieces. For the first time since you came here, they truly looked like royalty. There was a set of steps next to one of the two horses that were positioned in the front by Daeron. Aegon helped you up the steps and to mount your horse. It was difficult and you wanted to pause multiple times due to the pain but chose not to.

Your hands gripped the reins with intensity as your knuckles turned white. You sucked in short breaths, anything longer caused you to be in more pain. When both of you were ready to go, Daeron nodded his head to the elves lined up behind and called his horse to move. From what you were told, Aemond's camp was only a few hours away from the capital. He wanted to invade at the closest border edge, which happened to be near the village you had lived in.

The dark forest had slowly disappeared as your company got closer to the edge. The trees were younger and scraps of light filtered through the leaves. The air became warmer and beads of sweat had begun to trail down your neck. You dragged the back of your arm across your forehead to wipe away some of the gloss that coated your skin. None of this helped the bitter fever that had taken hold as your body fought away infection from the wound.

A camp came into view that was settled amongst the young trees. Many soldiers stood around both in and out of armour and conversed around the camp. Others were standing guard on their makeshift perimeters. Various tents and sitting spaces were erected to accommodate the rising numbers of elves coming from all corners of the kingdom.

As your group made its way to the buzzing camp, a squad of elves marched forward to block your horses. You could see that both Daeron and Aegon took great offence to this.

"Let us pass," Daeron did not want to cause tensions to rise and spoke with a gentle tone. There was no reason to confront them with anger over what could very well be a misunderstanding.

"We cannot let you in, my prince." The guard at the front of the group spoke. He wore the typical silver armour with green and gold embellishments – the elven kingdom colours. It was plated and complex, indicating a higher rank among the other soldiers. Slick, greasy black hair hung from his head in tiny ringlets.

"And why do you refuse the orders from your prince?" Aegon questioned.

"We have orders from the general to not let anyone in," The elf responded. You flinched just slightly at the mention of Cole. The horse you were on sensed your unease and began to dig its hooves into the ground as it swayed from side to side.

"Well, we outrank the general, so best move to the side," Aegon dismissed the elf with a wave, but he remained steadfast in his position.

"We may let both of your graces in, but the human cannot pass." His beady eyes pierced through you and the same intensity of hate you recognized in Coles's eyes was replicated in his.

Daeron scoffed at his words, "Where we go, she goes."

"Then I am afraid none of you can enter. We have strict orders." You knew his excuse was thin. Cole had likely feared you living or any of the brothers figuring out what he had done. You were just being used as a piece on the board. If you had not been here, they might have come up with another lie to prevent Daeron and Aegon from reaching Aemond.

"That's bullshit," Aegon then turned to the twenty guards behind him and they got the message to be on guard, "You will let us through, now." At this point, numerous members of the camp stood and watched, unsure of what to do.

"We do not wish to escalate things further. It is best that you concede." Daeron tried to reason.

Aegon shared a look with you. His head moved almost imperceptively to gesture onwards while mouthing 'go.' Your heart began to thump quickly at the implication. The horse you had been on had been growing antsy and was likely ready to sprint off any second. One, two, and three calming breaths came in and out of your body. One hand rested on your wound and knew this was going to hurt. Your other hand tightened on the reins and in a split moment, you spurred the horse on.

It lurched forward and swept past the men. You heard shouts from behind you but were unwilling to glance back. You had no idea where Aemond's tent may be, but you assumed it would be closer to the centre of camp. Thankfully, that intuition was correct. In little time you had skidded to a halt outside a tent that was significantly larger than the others. Other elves around had turned to look at you as you galloped near but went about their activities likely having recognized you and thought you had come simply because of your status as a healer.

You were grateful that none interfered with you.

Getting off the horse had been a near disaster. Each movement you made was painful and you feared your stitches would rip at any moment. You hunkered over for a moment once finally on the ground and wheezed. Steeling yourself, you moved towards the entrance flap that had been closed. You pushed it to the side and stood at the entrance.

You looked around at the tent, cluttered with weapons, pieces of armour, and a large war table. It held a map of all the known lands and pieces were laid out strategically. You could not find a cot in your scan, instead finding a reasonably comfortable-looking chair with a blanket folded on it. If that was any indication of your beliefs, you would gather that Aemond had not slept or at the very least got little sleep. Even in such a space, you could smell Aemond's signature scent of parchment, firewood, and spices.

You finally zeroed in on Aemond who stood at the centre of the tent. His back was to you and you could see the armor that adorned his form. It was a contrast to his usual choice of leathers, however it suited him. All of the metal pieces, from the greaves on his calves to the pauldrons on his shoulders were coloured black with gold outlines; real gold that shined in the light that illuminated the tent. He had a long red piece of fabric that acted like a cape, strung from both sides over a single shoulder. The large broadsword he always had was strapped to his waist.

In your not-so-humble opinion, he was a vision of phantasmal beauty; a spectre of frightensome splendor.

Aemond had likely confused you with someone else he had been expecting, too focused on adjusting the armour piece on his shoulder, "All of their lands will be burned as we move forward. For what they've done, reduce it all to ash."

It had come back to you again that he was speaking of your people, your towns, your cities that he wished to destroy. Your relief at seeing him had been knocked down with disappointment. Those flashes of memories you had seen in that trap between the living and dead came forth; you had finally understood his hate towards your kind for all the pain that had been inflicted upon him. You could truly see him now.

"Aemond." You whispered his name in both disappointment and relief while utterly breathless. No use of 'your grace' or any other acknowledgement of his title – only the desperate pleading of a name. His body froze and his shoulders squared up tightly. The red cape that he had been affixing to his shoulder fell to the ground. Aemond's head turned just slightly before his body did as well.

There was a moment of confusion that swept across his features. He nearly took a step back, but placed his foot forward and approached you slowly. You were overwhelmed by the look in his eye. For once, the blue ocean in his eye calmed and left behind a glittering reflection of a calm sea of adoration. He approached you, unsure and scanning the length of your body as if it were a mirage.

You wanted to speak, truly you did, but his look sucked all the air from your lungs. You had never received such an emotional face from anyone in your life. He was right in front of you then, sweeping his eye across your face. The heat that started in your stomach moved across your body and turned the skin of your cheeks a dark shade of red.

It was hesitant, but Aemond moved his arms around your waist and pulled you into a hug. It was clear, by the awkward positioning, that he was not used to expressing such sentiment. There were likely centuries that had passed between now and the last hug he received. You responded immediately and wrapped your arms around his shoulders. The armour led to a degree of separation, but you did not mind. However, his hold tightened after you reciprocated and pain bloomed from your side.

A wince came forth from your lips and you flinched. Aemond pulled away like he, too, was hurt. Your hands went to your side, where underneath the metal plackart was your wound. You could feel the strain the stitches made on your skin.

"I," Aemond's mouth opened and closed a few times, "How are you..."

"Daeron, he's a damn genius with stitching people back together." You sucked in a breath as more shoots of pain rippled through your body.

Aemond shook his head, "But the knife had taint on it."

You nodded at his words, "Yes but my idea worked. The cure... We did it." Your lips wobbled. You were unsure if you were trying to smile or hold back a sob at the culmination of years of work. He moved his hands to cup your face, thumbs brushing your cheekbones.

"You did it." His words were light and graceful, washing over you in waves. It was a stark contrast to his attitude when you first arrived. He had treated you with nothing but disregard then – no human could ever come close to the level of intellect and elves possessed. You were glad to prove him wrong.

The reason as to why you came so hastily pushed forth in your mind, "Aemond, it was not humans that did this."

"What?" His thumbs stopped brushing your cheeks but his hands stayed in place. You swallowed and shook your head. It would be difficult to tell him that his closest friend was a traitor – an elf colluding with sinister means. You placed your hands over his and hoped it would help support him when you exposed his friend's transgressions.

"It was not humans that infiltrated the lab. I'm sorry, but–" The tent opening ruffled with movement. Both you and Aemond turned your heads to watch Cole enter the tent. Dread and fear gripped your body and set itself deep in your heart which had begun to beat rapidly. Aemond's hands dropped from your face, but you remained right next to him. You wanted to shrink behind him and hide and pray that this could all go away. However, the rage that built up in you at seeing the elf that tried to kill you overcame that fear.

"Ah," Cole plastered on a fake smile, "It's good to see you up and about."

"No thanks to you," You sneered.

"You seem to be delirious. All of that milk of the poppy must be messing with your mind." Cole moved to step closer, but you flinched back. Aemond noticed that reaction and held his arm out in front of you.

"Are you alright?" He asked you sincerely. You swiped your tongue across your chapped lips. While your body faced Aemond, you were staring down Cole. There was no way you could look away from him; you would not give him an advantage over you.

"Ask Cole." You answered.

Aemond looked to his friend with a questioning face, but Cole continued to brush it off, "Do not worry your grace. She is suffering from delusions, I can escort her back to the castle."

"Coward," Your teeth gritted together, "Show him the marks on your arms. Show him the spell-casting marks that happen to coincidentally match those on the patients." You were more thankful than ever that Lyra had brought them to your attention. That morning she showed you the marks felt like a lifetime ago. You were too late to save her, but not too late to kill the one who played a part in her death.

"Or maybe show him the book that Aegon found in your room, the one with all that dark magic." You finished.

"Your grace, listen to her delusion. It is–"

"Perhaps, most of all, tell him why you are still standing here after murdering my father." By then you had been reduced in tone. Your lips quivered with unvoiced sobs and tears lined your eyes. You wanted to be brave, to face this with no fear, but your life had been nothing but that and you were exhausted more than ever.

"What in the seven hells is she talking about, Ser Cole?" Aemond asked. His arm had wrapped around your waist when you had become unstable as you stood there. The pain in your wound intensified with your mood.

"Tell him how heinous you are, how tainted your soul is." The final accusation was laid out in the open. While Aemond may not understand what you said, Cole clued in on your choice of words. His eyes darkened and his jaw locked.

"I will not stand here and take such accusations." Cole simmered with anger. He scoffed towards you and turned back to leave the tent. Once again, the coward was fleeing. When he left, you followed quickly after. The intensity of the glaring sun nearly knocked you off your feet. When you got out, you were surprised to see Aegon and Daeron already standing outside the tent. The guards that came with you formed a half circle. Cole occupied some free space.

"Ah, good to see you, Cole." Aegon had his arms crossed and a smug look on his face.

"Let me through," Cole demanded.

Daeron and Aegon looked at one another before turning back to him. Daeron's lips were in a tight line, "Absolutely not."

"What is going on here?" You had not even noticed Aemond's form behind you until he spoke to his brothers. He was close, with his chest just short of hitting your back.

You turned to Aemond with a solemn look on your face, "It was Cole, the whole time." His brow twitched at your words but you continued, "The taint, he played a part in it. He murdered my father and he was the one who stabbed me."

Aemond shook his head, "No," His voice showed that he was clearly in denial.

"Brother," Daeron spoke, "We can tell you the truth after Cole is in the dungeons."

"Where are these accusations coming from?" Aemond questioned, "What validity could they possibly hold?"

You turned to Aemond and rested a hand on the metal covering his chest while you looked him in the eye, "I know this all sounds overwhelming right now, but I promise it will all make sense."

"Then tell me now," Aemond told you. His hand went up to cover yours that was placed on his chest. You did not know if he did it consciously, but he made no move to let go. Cole had been watching and his gaze intensified.

You remember growing up, in the stories your father told you, that there were evil people who did evil things, but their motivations behind it were not always bad. He emphasized that a lot; he had always been particular in his ability to see the good in people, no matter who. You had taken those lessons to heart like all the other wisdom imparted to you. Evil was something that often came from desperation, either to protect oneself or others in some twisted reasoning.

Even now, looking at Cole, you could not see what your father would have been able to see. Perhaps, there was no reasoning behind Cole's motives. You highly doubted that. There was a reason, as deep as the secrets he kept. You hoped to be privy to it. You wanted to know why he had done this but knew there may never be an answer.

Cole had begun to laugh. Not jovial, but strange and wild in temper, "Still now you listen to those things." You were worried that he would make a miscalculated move and hurt any of the surrounding elves, but he seemed to be caught up in his reverie.

"You betrayed your people... for a fucking peace treaty." Cole's words seemed to knock into Aemond and make a profound impact. In all their years together, you doubted Cole had ever spoken to him like that.

"What the hell are you talking about?" Aemond said.

"The war. Those things," Cole had raised his voice and pointed at you, "killed countless of our people, your people. And you just ended it all with a piece of parchment, like none of them ever mattered."

Aemond stepped forward to be by your side, "Our people had seen enough violence,"

"That's where you're wrong. This time, we'll take them all out. Starting with this spoiled bitch." Cole had become nearly raving mad. He reached towards his waist and pulled his long sword out of his scabbard to point directly at you, only a person's distance away.

You were frozen in fear, staring at the glinting steel that aimed to strike you down. 

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