My heart is tired,
It waits for you in dark corners where even the moonlight can no longer touch it.
It counts the days that way,
Missing you.
It asks me how many phases it must witness before you come back,
I don't know how to say you won't.

My heart still remembers the first time I met you,
It still thinks I write poems about your laughter which became the only metaphor I wanted to write about.

It told me that your eyes were the safest place I ever found myself in,
And between those late-night drives and nights that turned into mornings,
I realized my heart was right.

My heart needs to learn how to let you go.
To take your goodbye, say thank you- and leave.
I need to make it understand that you are an eternity it was not meant to keep.
And the harder it tries to make you stay-
The bigger the cracks you will leave.

My heart is stubborn.
It has tried to keep oceans and galaxies-
Has tried to capture sunsets and sunrises,
But you are more than that-
Yet it still tried to keep you.

My heart needs to unlearn your name,
Because it has given you all my metaphors.
And when I write,
It's you, it's you, it's you and
I miss you, I miss you.
Oh God I miss you.

Heart forgive me, she is not coming home.
Heart forgive me, I don't know how to tell you we are not what she wants anymore.
Heart forgive me, I was too late.
Heart forgive me, I wanted her to be it- too.
Heart forgive me, loving her was never wrong.

My heart is not sorry,
It will never apologize for being
Too open
Too fragile
Too soft
Too big
Too broken,
Because it has held so many wonderful infinities,
It has been home to so many memories.
How can it be sorry?
When it has lived countless of lives.

My heart does not regret you.
It only hopes you do not regret it, too.