Regretting Wishes

Can I go back to where the numbness has caged me?

I wish you never save me from it

And if I did wish for you to save me,

I wish you never save me from pain.

And if I did wish for you to sell me,

I wish you would call for a refund.

Will pain take me back to numbness?

I really wish it would be soon

Cause I dont know if I can make it.