Day of dream

The Unveiling

I stood at the entrance of the grand hall, feeling an overwhelming mix of emotions that left me breathless. The sheer magnificence of the space was striking, every inch adorned with delicate flowers and sparkling chandeliers that cast a warm glow around the room. This was supposed to be the beginning of a new life, one that I had planned for carefully, and yet, as I took it all in, a subtle unease weighed on my heart. Today was my wedding day—a day I had once imagined filled with genuine love, excitement, and the promise of a beautiful future. But today was different.

The whispers from the guests filled the air, each one admiring the details of the hall, the elegance of the setting, and the luxury that surrounded us. I took a deep breath, feeling as if I were stepping into a world that wasn’t entirely my own. My marriage to Ethan was not the love story I had dreamt of as a young girl; instead, it was a carefully constructed arrangement, a contract that prioritized security and appearances over affection or romance. But I had chosen this path, and now I had to see it through.

“Are you ready?” Ethan’s voice pulled me from my thoughts, grounding me back into the present moment. He stood beside me, impeccably dressed in a tailored suit, every inch of him exuding confidence. Ethan looked like he belonged in this world of wealth and luxury, a world that I was just beginning to understand.

“Yes, I’m ready,” I replied, pasting on a smile that I hoped would mask the slight tremor in my voice. I knew the importance of this day and the role I had to play. To the world, we were the perfect couple—an image that would be captured in countless photographs, shared in magazines, and admired by many. But beneath the surface, I felt like a stranger in my own story.

As we walked down the aisle together, I glanced up at him, searching for some sign of warmth or connection. Yet, his face remained calm, almost detached, as if this wedding was just another business transaction. And in many ways, it was. The reality of our relationship was a secret that only we knew, a bond defined by mutual benefit rather than love or passion.

When it was time to exchange vows, I felt a pang of sadness. Ethan’s words were formal, polite, and well-rehearsed, but they lacked the emotion I had always associated with a wedding. As he spoke, I found myself imagining what it might be like to stand in front of someone who loved me deeply, someone who would look at me with sincerity and say words that carried the weight of true commitment. But that wasn’t my reality. Our vows were a reflection of the agreement we had made, a promise to uphold appearances and maintain the image of a happy marriage.

I forced myself to focus on the positives. The security, the stability, and the opportunities that this marriage could bring me. I had grown up in a world where security often felt elusive, where dreams were a luxury. With Ethan, I could build a life of certainty, a life free from the worries that had plagued my past. I clung to that thought as I slipped the ring onto his finger, solidifying our union with a quiet acceptance of the life I had chosen.

After the ceremony, as the guests clapped and cheered, Ethan leaned in close to me. For a brief moment, I thought he might say something comforting, something to make me feel like this day meant more than just fulfilling a contract. But his words were a stark reminder of the reality we shared.

“Remember, this is a contract, Celine,” he said softly, his voice devoid of warmth. “I can provide for you, but I need you to stay out of my way.”

His bluntness stung more than I wanted to admit. I swallowed back the disappointment that threatened to rise in my chest and forced myself to meet his gaze.

“What do you mean?” I asked, my voice barely above a whisper.

“I respect you, but I need you to understand that this is a partnership of convenience. I expect you to keep your distance and let me handle my life as I see fit,” he replied with a cool finality that left little room for argument.

I forced myself to smile, hiding the ache that his words had left behind. “I understand. I’m not looking for anything more than what we agreed upon.”

Ethan nodded, seemingly satisfied with my response. “Good. I expect you to uphold your end of the deal. You’ll have everything you want—just don’t expect me to change.”

His words echoed in my mind long after he walked away to greet some guests. Standing alone amidst the laughter and celebration, I realized just how much I had sacrificed for the promise of security. I had always believed in love, in building a life with someone who cherished me, but in this marriage, I would have to bury those dreams deep within me. I had to play my role, to pretend that I was as happy and content as everyone around me seemed to believe.

As the day wore on, I found myself falling into the role I had chosen, masking my true emotions beneath a practiced smile. I greeted guests, posed for photographs, and exchanged pleasantries with strangers who looked at me with admiration. To them, I was the picture-perfect bride, basking in the glow of her wedding day. But inside, I felt hollow, like an actress performing in a play with no real connection to her lines.

The realization settled heavily on me: I was married to a man who saw me as a part of his carefully crafted image, a means to uphold his status. And I was bound by my own choice, my own desire for security and stability. I had willingly stepped into this life, trading my dreams of love for the promise of financial comfort.

Yet, as the evening unfolded, a small spark of determination flickered within me. I might have entered into this marriage as a contract, but I would not let it define my entire existence. I would carve out my own path, find my own purpose, and perhaps, one day, discover the strength to reclaim the dreams I had once held so close to my heart.

As I glanced around the grand hall, filled with laughter and celebration, I resolved to make the most of the life I had chosen. I would play my role to perfection, but I would also find a way to stay true to myself, to keep a part of me that Ethan could never touch or control. And in that moment, I realized that while I might not have the love I had dreamt of, I still had the power to shape my own destiny.

A Contract of Convenience

The wedding festivities were over, but the weight of the day still hung heavily on my shoulders as I walked into the suite Ethan and I would now share. It was a lavish space, adorned with modern art and furnishings, every detail meticulously planned to match his taste. Everything was perfect, pristine, and utterly impersonal. It looked more like a display room than a home, as if any sign of real life would disturb its perfection.

As I took a hesitant step inside, I felt Ethan’s presence behind me. I turned to see him at the doorway, his expression unreadable. His face bore the calm, detached demeanor that had marked our interactions from the start. The same man who had just vowed commitment and partnership stood here with an emotional distance I wasn’t sure I’d ever be able to bridge.

“This is your space now too,” he said with a hint of formality, gesturing around the suite. “I’ll have my assistant send over some catalogs. You can choose whatever furnishings or décor you want to add.”

“Thank you,” I replied, trying to keep my voice steady. Part of me wanted to feel grateful, but his offer felt transactional, as though he were ticking off a box in his checklist rather than welcoming me into his life.

After a few moments of silence, he turned and headed to his private study, leaving me alone. I took in the room around me, the life of wealth I had agreed to, but instead of feeling secure, I felt hollow.

As I made my way to the adjoining room—our bedroom—a sudden wave of exhaustion hit me. I sat on the edge of the large bed, finally letting out the breath I’d been holding. I was now Mrs. Ethan Blackwood, a name that brought a new set of expectations, privileges, and limitations. This wasn’t the life I had envisioned, yet here I was.

I glanced at the framed family portraits hanging on the wall. They were photos of Ethan’s parents, his childhood, and a few formal family gatherings. I noticed that Ethan was young in most of them; there were no recent pictures of him with his family. He hadn’t spoken much about them, and I realized I knew very little about his life outside our arrangement. Our entire courtship had been about image—public appearances, brief dinners, and formal gatherings where we played the part of a loving couple. But tonight, the mask had come off.

As I sank deeper into the plush mattress, I heard footsteps approaching. The door creaked open, and Ethan stepped in, looking as composed as ever. He seemed surprised to find me awake.

“You should rest,” he said, his voice gentle but distant.

“Are you going to bed?” I asked, realizing I hadn’t even considered the sleeping arrangements. The idea of sharing a bed with someone I barely knew felt both foreign and intimidating.

He gave me a slight nod, then gestured to a smaller adjoining room. “I have my own space. This is yours.”

“Oh,” I managed, taken aback by his words. We were married, yet he had already set up a physical distance between us. The separation felt like a silent confirmation of the distance that would define our marriage.

“Celine, I know this is new for you,” he said, as if reading my thoughts. “But I want you to understand something. I’m offering you security and freedom, but I need my independence too. Our lives don’t need to be entangled any more than necessary.”

The words were delivered in such a measured tone that I almost missed the coldness in them. I felt an ache in my chest as he stood there, explaining the terms of our life together as though it were a business deal. There would be no late-night conversations, no stolen glances across the room, no quiet moments filled with unspoken emotions. It was a partnership of convenience, and Ethan wanted to keep it that way.

“Why did you marry me?” I found myself asking, my voice barely a whisper.

He looked at me, his expression softening just slightly. “I needed a partner, someone who would fit the life I’ve built. I had to find someone who understood the responsibilities and obligations that come with my world. And you seemed… suitable.”

Suitable. The word felt like a slap in the face, and I forced myself to keep my expression neutral, not wanting to let him see how his words had affected me. I understood that love hadn’t been a factor in this decision, but I had hoped there might be some level of respect or connection. Instead, I felt as if I were just another asset he had acquired, an accessory to enhance his carefully curated life.

Ethan glanced at me, as if trying to gauge my reaction. “You agreed to this arrangement, Celine. You knew what it entailed.”

I nodded, swallowing back the lump in my throat. “Yes, I did. I suppose I just… I thought there might be more to it.”

His eyes softened briefly, a hint of something unspoken flickering in his gaze. But it was gone as quickly as it had appeared. “This is the life you chose, Celine,” he said gently. “We both did.”

Without waiting for my response, he turned and left the room, leaving me alone once more. The weight of his words settled over me like a shroud. I knew he was right—this was the life I had chosen, and I had no one to blame but myself.

As the days passed, I became accustomed to the quiet rhythm of our life together. We played our roles in public, attending charity galas, business dinners, and formal gatherings, where we smiled and held hands like the perfect couple. But behind closed doors, we were strangers.

Ethan and I shared polite conversations, discussing schedules, upcoming events, and matters of household logistics. It was as though we were co-managers of a shared enterprise rather than husband and wife. There were no arguments, no moments of passion, and no late-night confessions. It was a life that, on the surface, seemed ideal, yet it felt like a beautifully crafted prison.

One evening, as I was preparing for yet another dinner party, I caught my reflection in the mirror. The woman staring back at me was someone I barely recognized. I was dressed in a designer gown, my hair styled to perfection, my makeup flawless. Yet beneath the polished exterior, I felt empty. I had become a figure in a carefully staged play, a puppet in a performance orchestrated by someone else.

I found myself wondering if Ethan ever felt the same emptiness. There were moments when I saw a flicker of something in his eyes—a brief shadow that hinted at a depth he kept hidden from the world. But he was a master of concealing his emotions, and I had long since stopped trying to reach beneath his guarded exterior.

One night, after returning from a particularly exhausting event, I sat alone in the living room, staring out at the city lights. I felt a restlessness building within me, a longing for something real, something meaningful. I had once dreamed of a love that would set my soul alight, a partner who would cherish and support me. But instead, I had found myself bound to a man who saw me as little more than a means to an end.

I didn’t hear Ethan enter the room until he spoke, his voice breaking the silence. “You seemed distant tonight.”

I turned to find him watching me, his gaze intense. For a moment, I wondered if he was genuinely concerned, or if he simply wanted to ensure that I was maintaining my role.

“I’m fine,” I replied, forcing a smile. “Just tired.”

He studied me for a moment, as if searching for something beneath the surface. “You don’t have to pretend with me, Celine.”

The words caught me off guard. I looked at him, surprised by the vulnerability in his voice. It was the first time he had shown even a hint of real emotion since our marriage.

“Ethan… do you ever regret this?” I asked, my voice barely a whisper.

His gaze softened, and for a brief moment, I saw the man behind the mask. “I don’t know,” he admitted quietly. “Sometimes I wonder if I’ve sacrificed too much for a life I’m not sure I even want.”

His honesty surprised me, and for the first time, I felt a connection to him, a glimpse of the man beneath the façade. We were both trapped in a gilded cage, bound by choices we had made for reasons that seemed increasingly hollow.

In that moment, I realized that perhaps we were not so different after all. We were both searching for something we couldn’t name, both bound by a life that looked perfect on the outside but was empty within. And as I looked into his eyes, I felt a flicker of hope that, perhaps, there was still a chance for us to find a way out of this emptiness—together.

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