Loner

Loner

All alone

No one looks at you twice

No one bothers to know you

Maybe it’s not the human race’s fault

Maybe it’s your fault

You feel worthless

You drown yourself in your misery

You look for stupid things to get your mind off of your loneliness

 But you can’t shake off this stupid feeling

Isn’t it funny how things change?

You try to remember the last time you felt whole

You cry for no reason, every single day

No one can possibly understand

Everyone you loved, is being taken away

Still you hold your breath and pray

Maybe it will get better one day

You know it will, but why do you still feel this way?

You can’t wait for the day, in which you feel whole again

And when it doesn’t come soon, you go crazy, again

You’re back to thinking you are the problem

You feel crazy

You feel like a brat

You don’t want to die, but you want to escape your life

You’re confused and guilty.

Guilt and loneliness

Phobias and darkness

You don’t want to live this way

All alone