It was pitch black when I opened my eyes.
I felt sick, my body felt weak.

I struggled to sit up then rubbed my eyes to look around me.

This splintered wood, the horrific smells. Distant screams and the moan of the ship.

I struggled even harder than before to get my body up then started trying to get out.

My leg was damged and so was alot of other places in my body.

I limped out of the room, holding myself as I shakily made my way to the ship's deck.
I saw the vast sea and attempted to run but fell to my hands and knees.

I vomitted red as pain pulsed through my whole body. I sobbed painfully while standing back up and beginning to push myself to get off of this damn ship.

I only manage to make it to the side of it before feeling faint then falling into someone's arms.

I felt so frail, shaking helplessly in whoever's arms I fell into. I could feel the tears running down my face but couldn't see precisely who it was.

I saw more figures sorround me but I still could not see them well.
The scent of rotting flesh and blood, the sounds of rough voices.

I kept crying until I felt too tired to cry. I laid in this person's arms, leaning my head against their chest.

I heard their heartbeat, smelled like cigarettes. I guessed it was either Milo or another smoker.

I felt what I was wearing as I sat.
Some sort of gown, I was exhausted.
I was swiftly lifted, carried back to where I came then I passed out once again.

Where was I? I simply called it the Unknown but it was the Rubber Fishes' ship and I wasnt escaping anytime soon

The next time I awoke, it was midnight so I got up again and began my walk but I was too weak.
I fell over and crawled.

I was being fed, I could see that as I crawled.
my chest hurt badly and i felt it. Those idiots kept my bandages so I removed them and continued crawling.

Body aching and vision blurry from sleep.
I made my way to the front of the boat then  I fell.
Aiming for the water to end my misery when I felt a hand grab me by the arm.

I looked up to see a man as I dangled off the side of the boat. "Please.... please drop me.."

I felt him hoist me up, I just watched the sea below me become farther away until I was in someone's warm arms again.
Same scent...
This time I looked up and saw Milo's face.
He looked down at me, a scoff on his face until he caught my eyes.
I dont know why his expression changed like that but I guess he felt sorry for me.

I looked down at myself, again... I could see this porcelain nightmare...

The monsters around me...
A bloodstained deck...

I just gave up after that night.
He set me to bed and sat down on a stool nearby me.
He smoked and I laid there, inhaling the toxic fumes of his cigarette while he complained quietly to me about how troublesome i was for him.

I just listened, silent as he whined and soon passing back out.
Hoping it would soon be over.