Avu was moving around the room with an irritated expression on her cute face stomping her feet here and there. Her sleep was long gone. She finally sat down on her her chair with frustration.

Avu: Ugh!!!!!! What the fuck??? My head is literally going to blast today. I fucking promised Siddharth I will try finding a way out. But how? Mujhse kuch bhi nhi hoga

She shouted while shooking her head and pulling her hair frustratedly. Sheheld her pounding head in her hands. She was extremely confused right and irritated right now.

Avu's P.O.V.

He trusted me. When I just said I will try. I will make effort. He looked so satisfied and content. He somewhere hoped maybe all his problems would end now. Now after giving so many hopes to someone how can i just break them. And I won't just break his hopes. But him as well. Once again. And maybe this would be the last time. After this he would never break. Because he would be broken beyond repair now. He won't be able to stand up this time. He won't be able to trust someone again. I can't do that. I have to do something. I have to keep that hope of his alive. I have to make efforts. Chahe jo bhi karna pade uski help karni hogi at any cost.

P.O.V. ends

She bit her lower lip stopping a sob that dared to escape her lips but tears rolled down her eyes thinking that someone had trusted her with life and she herself instilled that trust in him and now she is herself feeling helpless. She wiped off her tears and sighed. She took a rubber band from her study table and tied his hair in a loose bun. Her head had started aching because of all the disturbing thoughts and emotional turmoil she was feeling.

She decided to make a coffee for herself. She took the leftover milk packet and poured it in the electric kettle to heat it and then added coffee and sugar to her liking. She took a shawl and poured coffee in her coffee mug and went to sit in balcony. She sat down on floor slowly sipping her hot coffee and trying to feel the nature to reduce her stress to some extent.

Soon she started feeling cold. So she folded her shawl and picked up her cup and went inside closing the door properly so that no air comes inside making her fall sick as exams were also approaching. She decided to study for sometime to divert her mind. She sat on the study table and picked up her book and notebook to make notes. She was trying to concentrate but unwillingly only Sid's face was coming to her mind repeatedly. And she could not study no matter how much she tried. All she could think about was how can she solve all the problems in his life. But unfortunately she just had the problem and could not reach to the solution no matter how much she tried. She didn't come to know when she ended up sleeing on the table with her book open.

She woke up in the morning and checked the time. It was a Sunday morning. That means a holiday. But she panicked seeing the time.

Avu: Shit no. How can I just sleep like that? I had to study yrr. Fuck man!!! Ek aur raat barbaad kardi maine. Huh!!! I so hate myself for this type of things

She cribbed over it for few moments. Then she sighed and got up as she did not want to waste this day as well. She got fresh and went to mess. Although she was not really hungry but she needed breakfast for getting some energy to study. She quickly had her food and put her utensils in the washing area. She washed her hands and as soon as she turned to leave she saw Sid.

He was already looking at her. He gave her a small smile. He smiled at her for the very first time. That literally gave butterflies in her stomach and all she wanted at that time was this smile to grow and be permanent on her stomach. She knew she was the reason behind this smile and she won't want it to change into tears once again and especially that too because of her. She felt herself getting weak again. Before she knew, her feet had already started moving towards him.

To be continued

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