{ " Well aren't you a sight for sore eyes. " }
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[ Full Name ] ; " My full name?,, well it's a bit embarrassing. It's Xavier Hawk. " - [ Xavier Hawk. ]

[ Nicknames ] ; " My Family kind of has a thing for embarrassing nicknames... Eh? Now why would I go and tell you them? Telling you my last name was embarrassing enough,, "

- [ Snookums. [ His mother ] | Xavy. [ His mother / His brother ] / Xavs. [ Aphmau /( PDH/MS ) Gene / ( PDH ) Sasha / ( PDH ) Zenix / Laurence / Nicole / Cadenza / Katelyn ] | Ship ruiner. [ KC/Nana ] | Little Xavier. [ Lucinda / Katelyn / Cadenza / Hana ] Xavy wavy. [ Vylad mockingly ] Vivi. [ ( PDH/MS ) Laurance ] HoneyBunches. [ Zianna ] Wavy. [ Caleb ] Strawberry. [ ( PDH ) Laurence ] | Dude-Bro. [ Blaze ]

[ Age ] ; " Eh? I don't look that old.. I'm only twenty.. " - [ 20-24. ]

[ Birthday ] ; " November sixth, why? Planning on getting me a gift ~? " - [ November 6th. ]

[ Gender ] ; " It's the hair isn't it?, well I'm a dude. Don't worry, I'm not mad about it or nothin' " - [ Male. ]

[ Pronouns ] ; " Like, He, Him, His n'stuff is fine with me. I don't mind they, them, and theirs though. Yours? " - [ He/Him/His & They/Them/Theirs. ]

[ Romantic & Sexual orientations ] ; " My, my, my, well you aren't shy. Purely into guys. Girls are pretty; Buuuut, not my thing. " - [ ( MS ) Homosexual. | ( PDH ) Closeted Homosexual/'Straight'. ]

[ Species ] ; " I think werewolf's and meif'wa are cool, but I'm just a regular human, woah is me. " - [ Human. ]

{ " I wonder.. should I cut my hair?? " }
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[ Appearance ] ; - [ ⚠️ Art not mine! All credits go to the original artist! ]

[ Height ] ; - [ 5'11 ]

[ Hair color ] ; - [ Strawberry blonde. ]

[ Hair length ] ; - [ To his shoulders. ]

[ Eye color ] ; - [ Grayish-Blue. ]

[ Tattoos ] ; - [ Multiple: Sleeve tattoos on both arms. | A small all black star on his pelvis. ]

[ Piercings ] ; - [ Multiple: Ear piercings. | Eyebrow piercing. ( Right ) | A small sliver ball, tongue piercing. ]

[ Scent ] ; - [ Expresso & Sea salt. ]

[ Scars ] ; - [ A few from getting into fights back in high school. Most have faded by now but there is a small scar on his lower lip that was given to him by Zenix. ]

[ Other features ] ; - [ Xavier actually had barely noticeable freckles, he used to cover them with makeup since he was made fun of for having them when he was younger. But he doesn't hide them anymore. ]

{ " What do you mean I can't put on a black hoodie and be done with it? You're such a fashion freak, Hana. " }
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[ Outfits ] ;

- ( Main ): [ In the photo, or ]

- ( Formal ): [ Yes, with the bodice. ]

- ( Swim ):

[ Yeahhh... we're going to skip this. Just imagine black swim trunks with sliver patterns on the sides. ]

- ( Sleep ):

[ Again, no. Because I can't find any good pictures. | Imagine either; Grey sweatpants, or black silk robe. ]

- ( Phoenix drop high ):

- ( Minecraft Diaries )

{ " Between the two of us? I think the real flirt is you, Casanova. " }
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[ Personality] ; " Well, I'm not as bad as a flirt as that Casanova, but I am guilty of stealing a few hearts. "

( Mystreet )
[ Xavier matured a lot from highschool. It was almost like he became a completely different person. He's way more open and friendly then he was back then. Being very calm and collected, but also having a bit of a sense of humor. He enjoys teasing his friends in a wholesome way and even grew a bit of a flirty persona.

It's very obvious that Xavier is more kind to others and accepting. He tries his best to get along with everyone he meets, he absolutely hates having bad blood between others nowadays. He even tried to befriend Zane but he's still working on that one.

Despite being less stressed then he was back in high school, Xavier still has his moments. He hates when others see him upset and really doesn't like being angry at others. It makes him feel like nothing has changed since high school and he's still that jerk that no one likes being around. He tends to close himself off when he's upset, not talking about his feelings and simply letting them stay locked up inside himself. He knows it's not healthy but he'd rather that then lash out at his friends and risk losing them.

Despite never letting himself be upset, Xavier is a bit of a hypocrite and can't help but want to help out every time his friends are upset themselves. He's always at their side and he does everything in his power to try and make them smile again. The last thing he wants is to see those he loves upset.

Overall, Xavier is a sweetheart but he does have a lot of things he still needs to work on. ]

( Phoenix drop high )
[ High school was not the best time in Xavier's life, and he made that very clear with his actions. Xavier was a bit of jerk, pushing away everyone that tried to talk to him, it didn't help that others already found him a bit weird since he was the complete opposite of his brother.

He was also pretty closed off. Whenever he got sad he just turned into a mess and locked himself in the nearest closed off area. And whenever he was angry he would take it out on others. Though he rarely got physical.

Deep down Xavier was a bit of a crybaby and nervous wreck. He couldn't handle people he actually liked— besides his brother and mother —talking to him. He never let others close enough to him to see it though.

He also cannot handle being flirted with under any circumstances ( only if it's from a guy. Being flirted on by girls had no effect on him ) . His first response is to get violent and even ended up punching a guy out of reflex for complimenting his hair. If anyone or anything sees him blush he'll combust then and there. ]

( Upside down )
( bonus )
[ It's almost as if him and his brother switched. Xavier is fairly popular around school, almost everyone likes him and he's even gained a few admirers. He's a bit of a smooth talker and even had a few relationships.

He's also very cheerful and bubbly, always having a smile on his face and a welcoming attitude. He's also a teachers pet and never skips his classes or gets into trouble. He even exposed Aphmau, Laurence, and Garroth for some of the things they did against Gene and the others.

He's also more open about his feelings and isn't afraid to let people know he's upset. He also tries his best to help his brother get along with others. He's constantly worried over his brothers social life and sometimes the stress gets to him. ]

[ Overall, Xavier definitely has his flaws. But, he's willing to work on them and better himself. ]

[ Likes ] ; " Cats are the best, I have one myself. "

- [ His family ]

- [ Cats ]

- [ Drawing ]

- [ Compliments ]

- [ Manga ]

- [ Rainy days ]

- [ Sour foods ]

- [ Sanrio ( via Hana ) ]

- [ Rock music ]

[ Dislikes ] ; " Ugh, i can't stand any type of liquor. Just looking at it makes me queasy. "

- [ His bio father ]

- [ Alcohol ]

- [ Art block ]

- [ Rude customers ]

- [ His past ]

- [ Sweet foods ]

- [ Sunny days ( his eyes are sensitive ) ]

- [ The shadow knights ]

- [ Licorice ]

[ Occupation ] ; " Tattoo artist. I've always had a thing for drawing since I was little. I only started recently so don't start requesting anything yet~, " - [ Tattoo artist. ]

[ Hobbies ] ; " I enjoy drawing, which is obvious from my occupation. But I also enjoy baking once n' awhile. " - [ Drawing is a big one for Xavier. He's enjoyed it ever since he was little, and it's obvious it made a impact on his current career choice. | Baking is also something Xavier enjoys. It's mostly from the memories he's had while baking with his mother when he was little. He occasionally drops by baked goods at her house when he hasn't visited in awhile. ]

[ Disorders ] ; " I used to have anxiety, but with the help of my brother and a few others, I started working on it. And I say it paid off pretty well, " - [ ( PDH ) Anxiety. | ( MS ) He still has anxious thoughts at times, but he's much better then before. ]

[ Habits ] ; " I bite my lip a lot when I'm focusing. Laurance pointed it out,, maybe that's why they're always so red.. " - [ ( MS ) He bites his lower lip when he's focused. | He also plays with his hair when he's flustered, or nervous. | ( PDH ) Same as before. | Back when he was younger he scratched his arms when he was stressed and avoided eye contact with everyone but his brother and mother. ]

{ " Ma.. please, try to hold back on the embarrassing nicknames.. " }
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[ Family ] ; " Mmm, I'm sure you've heard of my brother. A bit of a hotshot around here, around everywhere to be honest. "

[ Mother ]
[ Hailey Hawk. | Hailey is a lovely women. She's very soft spoken and surprisingly a bit shy. Her two children are extremely protective over her due to this. She's also extremely accepting, taking anyone under her wing despite what they've gone through or who they are. She also still babies her children despite them being adults, now calling them cute nicknames and such. Her boys simply can't bring themselves to tell her to stop. ]

[ Step - Father ]
[ Malcolm Hawk. | Malcom is a very reserved man. It's surprising how Hailey is such a sweetheart while her husband resembles something of a scary hound. Malcolm is always gentle with his wife, loving her with his full heart despite his stoic face. He tries to get along with his step children but always seems to turn the conversation awkward. But the two boys appreciate his efforts. ]

[ Mentions of alcoholism ]
[ Bio Father ]
[ Thomas Clark. | Thomas rarely made time for his wife and two sons. Always out somewhere and coming home who knows when. He actually worked along side Garte but left the business out of nowhere one day. One night he came home wasted. He drunkenly revealed that he had been seeing another women and saw Hailey as nothing but a nagging hag these days. Heartbroken, Hailey kicked him out immediately that night. It's unknown what happened to him after that but Xavier nor the rest of his family could careless. ]

[ Older brother ]
[ Damien Hawk. | Damien was your classic all A's popular boy from the day he was born. He was praised relentlessly by his piers and friends and the praise didn't stop when he went into high school. Despite being total opposites, Damien and Xavier were always close. Damien looked out for Xavier and his mother after his fathers disappearance and Xavier looked up to him like an idol. Damien is still pretty protective over Xavier, he especially hated when Laurance hung around him in high school. Even now he still has his eye on the brunette. ]

[ Pets ] ; " I have pet cat named Charlotte, she's my little baby~, " - [ A calico cat named Charlotte. ]

[ Charlotte Hawk. | a very fussy and prissy cat. Only accepts pets from Xavier or his family. Constantly hordes his attention and hisses at anything or anyone that hangs around him too long. ]

[ Friends ] ; " Haah, unlike back in highs school, I can actually say I have these. "

( Best friend(s) )

[ Laurance Zvahl. | Xavier hated Laurance back in PDH, he thought he was too much of a popular pretty boy to be in the Shadow Knights. And his suspensions were confirmed when he left and befriend Aphmau. However, Laurance, seeing that Xavier wasn't actually a bad person, just troubled and young, decided he would try to befriend him. It didn't work until their later years, Xavier haven matured and accepted Laurance as a close friend. ]

[ Hana Ashida. | Hana decided to take Xavier under her wing back in highschool. Yes he was a shadow knight, but she knew better then to judge him for that. Just like Laurance, she prodded and poked, and he came around. In their later years in Mystreet, they grew closer then ever. Xavier staying over her house every other week despite living just beside her. ]

[ Nicole Van Rosenburg. | Unlike the other two, Nicole and Xavier befriended each other in their later years. He met her by the time Dante was dating her. He immediately clicked with the mellow yet confident girl. As she reminded him of his older brother. They often hangout and chat on the weekends. Watching movies or going to get coffee. ]

( Friends )

[ Katelyn. | Katelyn always felt slightly bad about Xavier. Only because she could imagine if that was Kacey in his place, and how she would feel. She didn't baby him or coddle him in high school but she definitely warned him a lot. After he had a change of heart Katelyn actually got to know him better and found him to be a pretty chill dude. While they aren't as close as him and Nicole they're still good friends. ]

[ Lucinda. | Lucinda and Xavier didn't talk at all in highschool. In fact, they had their first real conversation in Mystreet. Xavier thought Lucinda's Magic was cool, but he never knew how to approach her. That was until she came to him for a tattoo. While she was getting it done they started chatting and found out they had a lot in common. Their relationship progressed and they began to regularly chat on the phone. ]

[ Blaze. | He's hot. Xavier had a massive crush on him in high school. However, due to Xavier struggling with his sexuality, let alone his inability to talk to people he finds attractive. Nothing ever happened as he kept silent. Years later, after meeting again on Mystreet. Xavier, now no longer romantically interested. Found it in him to talk to the werewolf, and actually ended up getting along with him quite well. They often laugh at Xavier's old crush, taking the situation in a lighthearted manner. ]

[ Enemies ] ; " Ugh, I cant stand Gene. Even if he's changed... every time I see his face it's like I'm reliving highschool all over again.. "

( Frenemies )

[ Kawaii - Chan. | ( One-sided ) Xavier harbors no feelings of distaste or disgust for Kawaii - Chan in any way, shape, or form. However, Kawaii - Chan actively dislikes him for ruining her ship ( Vylad x Hana or your Oc ). Xavier is oblivious to this and thinks he's accidentally pissed her off in his high school years. To which he feels horrible about. ]

[ Zane Ro'meave. | Zane never liked Xavier, Xavier didn't like Zane in highschool. Xavier thought he was like a lost dog for Gene's attention. And Zane hated that Xavier gained favor in Gene's eyes instead of him. Eventually Xavier grew out of it, but Zane did not. However, this time, instead of jealously, he simply hated Xavier for being in the shadow knights. They won't go out of their way to start a fight, but they are noticeably tense around each other. ]

( Enemies )

[ Gene. | Gene actually liked Xavier back in PDH, only because he was impressionable and a perfect lackey. Gene often took advantage of Xavier's want to feel important, and used him for bait or as a scape goat most times. After high school Xavier loathed Gene. Even after seeing each other again in LLP, Xavier couldn't bare to look him in the eyes. ]

[ Lily. | Xavier thought of Lily as whiny and bratty just like her cousin back in PDH. And even after meeting her again in the future, seeing that she hasn't changed made him hate her even more. He gets a horrible sour taste in his mouth every time she's mentioned. And that's saying a lot for a guy that likes sour foods. ]

[ Love interest ] ; " Brunettes are definitely my type,, also stupid. Really stupid. " - [ Multiple Incase they're your crush, or you don't feel like playing them! ^^ ]

[ just a warning— both of these are extremely long and you don't have to read it at all if you don't want— it's just for fun! ]
[ Laurence Zvahl | ( MS ) " The Casanova? I remember back in high school everyone had the hots for him. That little sh!t hasn't changed a bit,, maybe that's why I still like him.. " | ( PDH ) " H - huh?! Like I would like that hotshot pretty boy, I'd rather date Sasha over him.. Not like I'd date him at all! " | ( MS ) Xavier was pleasantly surprised to see Laurance when he moved into the neighborhood. Xavier definitely still had his crush on Laurance from high school, and now that he was more open about himself, and less shy, he decided to finally act on those feelings. What he didn't know is that Laurance was acting on his as well. Xavier was surprised when the brunette offered to hangout at his place, and Xavier went as soon as he got the message. Laurance had set up a movie ( which was a rom-com ) date and even gave Xavier flowers when he arrived. It was obvious what the brunette was trying to lay down but Xavier decided to play coy. Near the middle of the movie it was obvious that Laurance had given up, visibly deflated. Xavier decided to finally stop teasing him and planted a small kiss on his cheek, revealing that he knew about Laurances feelings the whole time. The rest of the date went smoothly. Other then the fact that, Garroth, Dante, Travis, and Cadenza were spying on them the whole time. | ( PDH ) Xavier was obviously still closeted at the time, and was even apart of the shadow knights. It appeared that he hated Laurance despite his older brother being best friends with the others sister. But secretly Xavier had the biggest crush on Laurance. While Damien was skeptical and even apprehensive about the brunette, Cadenza managed to convince him to help her get the two together, after hearing her brother mumble about Xavier with a small blush on his cheeks. The two older siblings scheduled a dinner at Xavier's house. His mother was in on the plan and went out to get groceries while the dinner happened. Xavier was a nervous wreck the whole dinner and it didn't help when his brother and Cadenza just up and left them! He was shaking so much Laurance couldn't help but feel bad for him and try to comfort him, which only made his external freakout worse. Laurance eventually realized the reason why Xavier was panicking was due to his crush. And took the opportunity to tease him a little bit. Holding onto his hand, and even bringing him into a close, but comforting hug. Xavier couldn't take it anymore and just up and kissed Laurance in a state of panic. But to his surprise the brunette returned the kiss with a grin. The two only parted when they heard Cadenza's squeal and his brothers spewing threats at Laurance. ]

[ Vylad Ro'meave | ( MS ) "Vylad truly is a sweetheart, and Zianna is just as kind. But, Kawaii - Chan really doesn't like it when I'm near him,, for some odd reason. " | ( PDH ) " Vylad? He's alright I guess.. it's really annoying when he bothers me when I'm with Sasha and Zenix. " | ( MS ) Xavier never really thought of Vylad as more then a friend since highschool, or at least he thought he did.. Xavier and Vylad often hung out. But Xavier found it was little confusing when he started blushing around him, and even grinning for no reason whenever he thought of the green eyed brunette. Confused and a bit concerned it took Xavier a little while to realize he was in love with his long time friend. Xavier for the first time in his life ( as a adult ) was extremely flustered. He decided to tell him directly during a café hangout. But he found himself mumbling over his words and stuttering at the worse times. So he was surprised when Vylad took charge and simply said he liked Xavier. Turns out the brunette was pining for him since high school and saw the chance to confess and took it. Xavier couldn't stop blushing after the date was finished, but he couldn't have been any happier. | ( PDH ) Xavier didn't really have any friends in high school besides the shadow knights and his brother. That was until Vylad came along and refused to leave him alone. Xavier tried his best to ignore him but the brunette persisted. It irked Xavier a lot but he decided to try and give him a chance. He started hanging out with Vylad more and more and even found himself enjoying his company at times. But he did find it weird that after awhile Vylad started getting red around him when they hung out. Eventually he was invited over to the others house, which was awkward since he wasn't on the best terms with Zane,, and Garroth reminded him to much of his older brother, not the mention the two ( Garroth & Damian ) were friends. Vylad distracted him from thinking about them to much and the hang out went pretty well overall. That was until it was nearing the time for Xavier to go home. He was leaving through the door when Vylad blurted out his feelings. Xavier was shocked but ended up feeling the same surprisingly. They ended the night with a sheepish peck on the cheek from Xavier before he left to go home. Vylad was in a great mood for the rest of the day and made a mental note to thank Garroth for talking him into confessing. ]

[ Relationship status ] ; " Single, very much single. " - [ Single. ]

[ Past relationships ] ; " Ugh,, I used to have this thing with.. Zenix.. I know, it was stupid. " - [ Him and Zenix had a small thing going on in highschool, but they never told anyone. | Xavier also dated a few girls to cover up his sexuality but eventually couldn't do it anymore and came to terms with himself. ]

[ Zenix | Xavier and Zenix were never official, especially due to the fact Xavier was closeted. But it never worked anyways, because the relationship wasn't healthy nor did they truly love each other. But there was no hard feelings between the two, at least none that weren't already there. ]

[ Background ] ; " Yikes, uhm. Yeah,, it wasn't pretty. But that's a story for another day. "

[ Mentions of Verbal Abuse, Neglect, and Alcoholism. ]

[ From his birth Xavier had a less then desirable living situation. His Father was in and out of the house due to his job and little by little alcohol was consuming his life. However, his mother and brother did the best they could to provide him with a normal childhood.

Their efforts were in vain as listening to his fathers shouting and degrading words left a mark on him as a child, and even into his teenage years. Xavier grew up troubled, being constantly told that he ruined his fathers life durning his drunken rambles.

It didn't help that his elder brother; Damian, was the golden child. He had everything Xavier wanted, friends, great grades, and looks. However, Xavier didn't hate his brother, but he would be lying if he said he wasn't envious.

Once he was in high school Xavier still couldn't properly express himself or even explain the emotions he felt. He ended up in the wrong crowd due to his snappy personality and bad behavior. Joining the Shadow knights in hopes of meeting people that would understand him.

However, that proved to be an even worse move. Gene, haven only let Xavier in because he was impressionable and willing to do anything for the slightest pat on the back. He didn't care about Xavier personally, and didn't bother to worry over how his treatment effected him.

Xavier also struggled heavily with his sexuality at the time. He dated countless girls to fix himself but every last one of his relationships crashed and burned. Wether it be because he wasn't attracted to them, or they grew annoyed at his shutoff personality.

In his middle years of high school his father finally reached his breaking point. After getting fired from his job he came home drunk. Blaming his wife and children for his downfall and screaming at them until Xavier's mother called the police.

After that Xaviers father became nothing but a memory, the family never knowing what truly happened to him.

Xavier was at an all time low, but his brother and mother were there for him. And slowly but surely with the help of his family and newfound friends he learned that he didn't have to be alone.

It was a slow process but an important one. During his later years of high school his mother met a man and they had a stable loving relationship. He made an effort to get along with Xavier and his brother. And while it would take some time for them to warm up to him, that man played a important part on Xavier's healing process, being the father he never had.

Once he was an adult Xavier started getting his life back together. He was pushed back a grade due to his poor performance in school. But due to his newfound want to make a change, he quickly caught up on all his work and pushed to be at the top of his class.

After graduating he decided to do something that involved his love of art and drawing, one of the few things that calmed him down in the past. He ended up getting a job at a local tattoo parlor and he's building up his skill little by little.

He moved into Mystreet after hearing from his brother that it was a nice neighborhood, and it was close enough to his job. He was pleasantly surprised to find people from his high school were already living there. Taking the chance, Xavier decided to make amends with any of the people he wronged in the past. Making new friendships and potential lovers.

Overall, Xavier had a less then desirable past. But, he overcame it and he's learning to work on himself. And he couldn't be happier then ever. ]

{ " Me?? Singing? Pft,, no, never. " }
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[ Theme song(s) ] ;

- [ Phantogram - Black out days ]

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- [ Boâ - Duvet ]

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- [ The Neighborhood - Daddy issues ]

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- [ Lana Del Ray - Pretty when you cry ]

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[ Voice claim ] ;

( MS )

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( PDH )

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[ Ship theme songs ] ;

[ Laurance x Xavier ]

- [ Arctic Monkeys - I wanna be yours ]

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[ Vylad x Xavier ]

- [ Cavetown - Lemon boy ]

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[ Other ] ;

- Xavier's brother; Daniel, had a huge crush on Cadenza in high school. However, it never worked out as he never got around to confessing.

- Kawaii - Chan often nudges herself in between Xavier and Vylad, even if they're simply hanging out as friends. Xavier is obvious to why.

- Everyone around Xavier figured he wasn't straight. Though they pretend they never knew to make him feel better.

- Despite Xavier getting in the way of one of KC's many ships, and her having a distaste for him because of it. She does actually ship him with someone; Gene! ( can be changed if he's your crush ) however, the two don't have a single clue, nor do they see each other as more then a distant memory.