Dear mama,

Before I go, I wish to remind you of something. I will be forever grateful for everything you have done for me. The way you didn't treat me any different after the pamphlet, how you always try to assure me that God put me on this earth for a reason. Mama, we may not be related by blood but I will always love you as a mother no matter what. It's true. I love you more than anything else. I will forever be grateful for all that you have done. You are a truly amazing woman but I know I'm nothing more than a burden to you. Therefore, by the time you read this, I will be dead. I love you, my mother.

Sincerely, Wendy Hamilton

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Dear auntie Angelica,

I feel as though , since my time is almost up , I should say goodbye to you and express how much I admire you. You are a wonderful woman , just like mama , and I appreciate how you were still kind to me after the pamphlet. Both you and auntie Bella were by my side at your every waking moment. I noticed how you treated me slightly different after the pamphlet, though. I , of course , understand this completely. I'm nothing more than an unwanted mistake. The famed Hamilton Mistake, if you will. I was absolutely blessed to have known you and I do very much appreciate you, but I regret to inform you that by the time you read this I will be dead. I love you auntie Angelica.

Sincerely, Wendy Hamilton

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Dear mama,

I'm not entirely sure what to say. I hardly knew you. But I do appreciate you, I promise. Your letters would sometimes make me feel much better about myself. I thank you for giving me up for my safety. But, in the end, I know I am nothing more than a burden. A child that you never truly wanted. By the time you read this I will be dead. I love you mama.

Sincerely, Wendy Hamilton

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Dear Angelica,

I'm not sure if you'll quite understand what this letter says, given your insanity brought about by Philip's death. I suppose I'll say what little I want to before I die. You're my big sister and even if you're insane and stuck in a state of eternal childhood, I will see you no different than I did before. Forever and always Angelica, you'll be my darling big sister. I love you.

Sincerely, Wendy Hamilton

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Dear Alexander Jr,

My oldest living brother. I appreciate you, certainly. You've broken my window before but that doesn't matter. I probably deserved it anyways. Really, I am unwanted. No matter what you or anybody has said. I am nothing more than a mistake. This letter was written just so I could say goodbye. I love you.

Sincerely, Wendy Hamilton

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Dear James Alexander,

One of my many brothers. In this very letter, I will be saying goodbye once and for all. I very much appreciate how you, my other brothers and mama have cared for me so much during my life. I don't expect you to miss me. By the time you read this I will be dead. I love you, brother.

Sincerely, Wendy Hamilton

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Dear Diana,

By far my favorite sister. I very much hate to leave you so soon like this but I'm aware I'm nothing more than an unwanted burden to the entire Hamilton family. I shouldn't even have the last name Hamilton. I've confessed to you and Mary more than I have to anybody else. If you want to tell the rest of the family the things I've told you, feel free to. By the time you read this I will be dead. I love you, Diana.

Sincerely, Wendy Hamilton

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Dear John,

Our age gap really isn't too far, now that it has crossed my mind. I'm only older than you by about six or seven months. Maybe that's why we're so close with one another. I very much appreciate you and all that you have done for me. But I regret to inform you that by the time you read this I will be dead. I love you, John.

Sincerely, Wendy Hamilton

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Dear William,

I'm here to talk to you one last time, even if not in person. I want to say this: the amount I've been struggling. I know I'm unwanted and my daughter's death has knocked me to the floor. It's my fault Philip died anyways. If I had never been born, everything would have just blown over by now. By the time you read this I will be dead. I love you, little brother.

Sincerely, Wendy Hamilton

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Dear Eliza,

Only eleven, to be twelve this November. I don't quite get you. You're just like mama. Treating everybody with respect, regardless. So kind and a bit naive, I must say. We lost papa when you were so young, as well. I know that after reading the Reynolds pamphlet, you surely hate me even if you've never said it. So , it's with much regret , that by the time you read this I will be dead. I love you.

Sincerely, Wendy Hamilton

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Dear little Phil,

As I write this you aren't even nine years old yet. I've been lucky to watch an amazing young man grow up, but I regret to inform you I will no longer be in your life. Since you're so young, I will cut right to the chase. I will be joining Philip and papa. By the time you read this, I will be dead. I love you.

Sincerely, Wendy Hamilton

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Dear Grace,

I hate to leave you when you're so young like this. You never knew papa or Philip and now you'll be going the rest of your life without me. But, that's how it is. I don't know if mama will ever let you see this but, I'm saying goodbye here and now. You're a very intelligent little lady and I've been honored to watch you grow up. By the time you read this I will be dead.

Sincerely, Wendy Hamilton

(A/N : the fact that Grace forgot about Wendy after her death- like bruh the letter would just be vibing there and Grace whenever she re-read it would be confused as hell)

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Dear Susan,

 I don't know if you'll ever read this but I want to say goodbye, even if I hardly knew you. Putting everything lightly, by the time you read this I will be dead. I figured since you're my half-sister, you at least deserve a goodbye even if it's as short as this.

Sincerely, Wendy Hamilton

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Dear Angel,

How do I say this in the best possible way? You're the girl who's like a sister to me, even if not by blood. I must say, you're a truly amazing woman. Intelligent and everything. Besides, Tommy and TJ are delightful and it's a shame I'll be leaving you three like this. If you don't know what I mean by that, by the time you read this, I will be dead.

Sincerely, Wendy Hamilton