**trigger warning in backstory, beware : mentions of pedophilia and rape**

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If there is anything you want to alter or anything, just lmk!

This is the same as the 'Honey' character, but a different name and some extra information. He will probably get altered more as I feel like it, but I made a separate chapter for it because I changed the name mostly. Lmk if you find any of the old name, I may not have caught all of them lol

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~Basics~

Hon Jae-soong
(Hohn Jye-soongg)

First Name:
Jae-soong
Last Name:
Hon
Nicknames:
Honey (because of last name, only used by close friends as a nickname) , Jae , Soongie (-most commonly used)

Biological Sex:
Intersex
Gender:
Transgender man
Sexuality:
Homosexual and okay with the idea of polyamory
~he would have a romantic relationship with a woman or female-identifying person, but he is not sexually attracted to them. Well, if she wanted to peg him that could be different-

Birthday:
September 19
Zodiac:
Virgo
Birthstone:
Sapphire
Age:
22 (can change)

Religion:
Agnostic
~doesn't follow any religion or necessarily believe in any god/gods, but he doesn't discredit any religion and thinks there may be something out 'there' with given proof
Ethnicity:
South Korean
Languages Spoken:
Korean , Japanese , English , Vietnamese , Spanish, dabbles in Tagalog and is nearly fluent in Mandarin (Chinese)
-Languages Literate:
Korean
~he can write in Korean and his name in Japanese, but can only read Korean. It is explained later

Species:
Pixie
-species info:
Pixies are similar in nature and biology to Elves; they have the same long pointed ears, and share some generalized mannerisms and characteristics. Pixies are generally smaller than Elves and humans, being on average around the 5 foot 8 - 5 foot 4 range in height, depending on sex and other factors. Females are usually smaller than males in weight, though in height they are generally the same. They are not a very violent people, and thus arent naturally disposed to be super strong comparatively. Pixies are commonly able to use magic, though it is a hereditary trait passed only from other pixies. 'Pure pixies' are pixies with zero lineage or blood of other species aside from pixie in them; only pure pixies are able to use any magic.

It is not super uncommon for male pixies to be born with extra organs, so to speak, or for pixies to be born hermaphrodite. Female pixies and those with a lot of estrogen get heat periods every two months, where the body if it has yet to conceive a child releases chemical aphrodisiac pheromones. The pheromones cause the pixie themself to become weaker physically, and draw in males for the purpose of conceiving a child. The pheromones will affect males of species other than pixies. Pixies are able to very well and accurately sense when their heat will begin and end, and the heat will end early if they do happen to conceive during it. It is bad health-wise for a pixie to ignore their heat, as it can cause massive strain on their bodies. It will cause extreme pain if nothing is done to help it, the pain leading to the straining. During a pixies heat, they will not be able to get up to eat or drink, so most will fill themselves up beforehand or have someone help them during the period.
In the period after a heat, the pixie will be extremely weak and likely unable to move for several days due to physical exhaustion. If they have a relationship with someone, they will crave their presence during this time just for physical reassurance that they aren't alone. Most will want to be held by their loved one or cuddled whenever possible, and will want to be able to smell their scent. This period is called the nesting; before they begin the nesting on the last day of the heat, they will gather items of clothing or blankets and make a large pile to sit in. If they have a loved one, they will likely take their clothes to add to the pile; the scent will help reassure them. If a pixie has someone help them during their heat, regardless of the relationship with that person they will crave their presence and attention during the nesting. During this time they will also need to be fed and kept hydrated a lot, as it is the period for them to gain back what weight was lost to help get strength back after the heat.
If a pixie had conceived during their heat, the nesting will start early and the pixie will be much more dependent on the other person during this time. The nesting may also involve them laying as if protecting the stomach area in a maternal instinct. The nesting would also last longer than the half week it may normally.

~Appearance~

Face Claim(s):
Kim Byeongkwan (A.C.E.)

-Voice Claim:
Cho Seungyoun (WOODZ, previously Luizy Seungyoun)

-Overall Description:
Jae-soong is short, he is a bit soft on the edges physically. He has more of an hourglass / pear body shape, with wider hips, a small waist at about his ribcage, and slightly wider shoulders compared to his waist. His chest is domed slightly with some muscle under the fat, making his chest squishy. His arms are thin and have lean muscle, not much fat on them and not much muscle definition. His thighs are the same way as his chest, muscle under the fat making them squishy; he has a bit of a bubble butt, his rear more muscle than fat. His stomach is soft when touched, appearing flat with the even layer of fat over his body. When he wears some tighter clothes they may squeeze and show that he does have some of a belly, and he doesn't hide it either.

His face is more feminine, with fuller lips, larger eyes, and a smaller nose. He has squishy cheeks, though he also has a defined jawline. As he is Asian, he has higher cheekbones and monolidded eyes; his eyes are more of a round almond shape with a droop to the underside outer corners, though they themselves angle slightly more upwards (as shown in the face claim). His eyelids are not visible on the top of his eyes until the outer corners.
He also has small pointed canines, being a pixie, and long Elven ears that usually sit at a slight angle so the tips stick out a little bit.

His eyes are foggy blue, an exotic color. He is unable to see more than colors and fuzzy shapes, and is steadily losing his vision. Thus, his pupils are really just a deeper shade of blue and not defined in his iris.
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Height:
5 foot 1/2 an inch
Weight:
Fluctuates between 95 - 130 lbs
He likes to eat, so it really depends on what he eats or has eaten or how close or far he is from his heat. He would pack On the pounds the week before his heat, and not eat during the period until his nesting, when he usually ends up at around the 90-95 pound range.

Clothing style:

But also just oversized sweaters / sweatshirts and leggings. He has many crop tops as well, and he will sometimes wear skirts in public, just not always.

Accessories:
His piercings, that's about it. He will wear jewelry sometimes, but it's not often or always aside from the piercings.

Piercings:
His septum, eight all the way up his ears, middle of lower lip (horizontal libret), tongue, bellybutton, nipples. He kind of wants to pierce some more 'intimate' places, but hasn't since he doesn't want it to be a turn off to any potential partners.
Tattoos:
A large Chinese-style cherry tree on his right side. It starts just under his ribcage and ends at about his knee, curling around his side / back /hip and onto his buttcheek as well.
He also has a small rose tattooed to his left middle finger, on the whole underside of his finger. Both are in full color.
Also wants to get more tattoos, but hasn't gotten to it just out of laziness and money.
Markings:
He has a large scar on his left hip, under his bellybutton in roughly the shape of a star.

Other Distinguishing Features:
His eyes are the biggest one, and his stature. The way he dresses would be the easiest to see from any angle.

~Personality~

Jae-soong is stubborn, and he doesn't easily change his opinions. He isn't necessarily prone to arguing, but his opinions won't be changed easily. He is one to just agree with someone to get them to shut up about things. He also will try to be a bit defiant, though depending on the circumstances.

He is generally kind to strangers, he may give you a small greeting smile if you give one to him, but he doesn't trust easily. Though he may act like he trusts you, it will take him a while to truly get there. He is a naturally touchy person, he likes holding hands or hugging people he is friends with. He won't really change much in terms of that when he truly trusts you, he just may tell you when he is feeling upset or will talk more when he doesn't like something. Small actions usually gain his trust faster.

He is clingy as well; he wants to be around people and be touchy and get physical affection. With a loved one especially, as long as they are okay with it. He will want to be around them as much as possible.

Strengths:
His hearing is very good, and he is also good at jumping. He also has a very good sense of smell, thus how he can cook for himself.
Weaknesses:
His vision, of course. His stubbornness can be a weakness as well, as can be his clinginess. He also is illiterate; because of his vision, he is unable to read anymore and he couldn't learn how to write in his additional languages. He is still able to write in Korean purely from muscle memory, but unless the words are huge he cannot read anything. He reads and writes using Braille if he needs to be able to read it.
Habits/Mannerisms:
Jae-soong is slightly childlike; he will bounce on his feet when he is excited, and he makes a purring sound when he is happy. The purring is partially subconscious, he automatically makes that noise if he is happy, but he can also control it. He also makes grabby-hand motions sometimes to a loved one if he wants to cuddle, or when he is feeling particularly clingy and just wants attention.
Pixies are also very feline; his ears can move 180 degrees and they will move to face something he hears or according to emotions. For example, when he is angry his ears will go down to stick straight out to the sides, and when he is happy or hears something his ears will straighten upward and turn to face forward more.

Likes/Dislikes
-likes:
Small animals, sweet and sugary foods, the water (rain and swimming in it), the smell of freshly cut grass, intimacy / affection from loved one (anything ranging from just small kisses to sex) , children
-dislikes:
Storms, horses and dogs (he is scared of both), people asking too many questions about his eyes, his father

What they look for in a relationship:
Really just someone that can handle his clinginess and that will take care of him when he needs it. He can handle himself, but during his heat or when he is feeling particularly bad mentally he just wants them to be there for him. Also someone that is willing to experiment with him in a sexual sense, he's a kinky boi, but that's not a requirement.

~Smut Info~

Position:
Bottom / sub
Kinks:
Masochism, anything from just leaving hickeys to slapping or light choking and he'll like it. He is pretty kinky, but that's his biggest one. BDSM in general, more below but he would say he fits pretty well into that. He also loves praise and pet names.

Things he likes:
Degradation, orgasm denial, risky places / in public, dirty talk, oral (giving), getting eaten out, punishment-reward system, masochist, BDSM (being restrained, using sex toys, overstimulation, several rounds, cumdump, actually anything involving some pain), being told to dress up / dressing up. He's always open to experimenting too. Being gentle and more vanilla is a turn on for him too, he acknowledges that he's really kinky compared to most people
Last bit of this I promise; he is also perfectly fine having a more vanilla sexual relationship with someone, or kinky but in different ways. He will try anything at least once.
Things he will never do:
his partner only doing something because he likes it, doing the penetrating (he will talk as if he is being dominant sometimes), gross kinks (ex. Omorashi, scat, feet)
Really big turn ons: Petnames, verbal teasing and/or degrading, being told what to do (ex. Beg)
Extra nsfw stuff:
he really likes the idea of having sex or a sexual encounter somewhere other than a bed. He also likes the adrenaline of needing to stay quiet, since he's a loud boi. He has plenty of 'toys' and lingerie as well, though technically for his job, but he won't ask to dress up for someone, he most likely would wait for them to ask him to dress up as he knows it's not everyone's cup of tea and he is really kinky. Also, he's real flexible; he can bend back far enough standing to be able to put his head between his legs, and can lock his ankles behind his neck when sitting. Of course certain positions are more uncomfortable than others, but he likes being held in a position.
He has a very high sex drive / libido, but he can control himself in terms of horniness.

~Home Life~

Living Arrangement:
He lives in a nice apartment that has been adapted from his needs. The apartment is hooked up with several Alexa's for him, and is very open so that he can't trip on things. All of his devices, including the TV, are modified so that he can speak to them and they will read him things so he can navigate them. He is able to use a phone's buttons, again just from knowing where they are. He doesn't have plants, and his apartment doesn't have much decoration for the sake of cleaning it.

Occupation:
Camboy and model
-Previous Job:
Idol under AH Entertainment in Seoul, South Korea. He was in a group called DiVERGENCE for seven years (more on that in the backstory).

Notable Family Members:
Hon Kim - father ; lives in South Korea. They do not have contact.
Min-Tae Hudson - mother ; lives in America with her new husband. She and Jae-soong are very close.
James Hudson - step father ; Min-Tae's husband. He has never met Jae-soong in person before, but considers him his son.
Raemyn Hudson - half sister ; Min-Tae and James' child. She was born when Jae-soong was 18.
Friends:
Kwon Tae Moon
Tae Min
Xingmin Song
Xingmin Kei
Kim Seungho
-all are old coworkers and are still idols. They are still very good friends with Jae-soong and text as often as possible.
Pets:
A rabbit named Boba ; she was a going away gift from one of his managers.
Roommates:
None

~Backstory~

Jae-soong was born in a small village in South Korea. His family wasn't very wealthy, his mother worked small jobs and his father worked as a businessman's assistant for a large company. His mother was always very loving towards him, but when he was young his mother just left. He was six at the time; he had been told by his father that she had just been faking her love for him and has found a sugar daddy in the city and that's why she left. It was later revealed to him that his father had been emotionally abusing her for years and she had finally gotten fed up with it. She had tried to take Jae-soong with her, but courts didn't let her since she didn't have what was considered a stable enough job, or now a house.
He went to a public school, until he was starting middle school. Then, he auditioned to be an idol behind his father's back. He got accepted and moved to Seoul to live with a foster family while he began training. His father found out before he left and very much did not approve. He eventually moved into a dorm with the guys he was training with and their managers. His father had always hated that Jae-soong was gay, and did not support his choice to be an idol. Like what he had done to Jae-soong's mother, his father very rarely would say anything remotely nice to him, and would often insult his sexuality or his job, so he was glad to move away.
Jae-soong was born intersex; he has the internal female reproductive organs as well as all the male ones. So he has a uterus and can get pregnant, and has small mammary glands but it's not noticeable unless he was to be pregnant. He is outwardly male, one couldn't tell he had internal female parts unless he told them.
As he had heats, he needed someone to help him when they came around; he ended up getting into what he thought was a dating relationship with one of his managers. He needed help with his heats, so that man helped him out while he was a trainee. He was fourteen when their relationship started, but he didn't think anything of the fact that the man was in his late thirties and was very insistent on keeping it a secret. Jae-soong actually got pregnant by that man when he was sixteen, and wanted to abort it. But, though his father hated his sexual preferences for men, he had threatened to disown Jae-soong if he aborted the baby. His father very much wanted a grandchild and wouldn't allow him to go to the hospital to abort the fetus. And since he was a minor, he couldn't go alone to get it done.
Jae-soong knew that he couldn't take care of a baby especially if he was going to debut, so he decided he would do it himself. He stabbed his stomach with a kitchen knife, but the pain was too intense and he passed out. One of his members found him and called an ambulance. He had fortunately missed his intestines and stomach, and got a formal abortion when they did the surgery to repair the wound. He did injure his uterus and is now very unlikely to get pregnant again, lest he got a surgery to repair it. The manager got arrested when they found out that it was him, on charges of pedophilia. That was when Jae-soong was told that the man had had allegations of pedophilia, but never any solid proof to convict him until then.
Jae-soong had debuted when he was 15 with his trainee group, making him and their maknae some of the youngest male idols to debut, and they got fairly big after just a year. After six years though, his agency ended up going under and his group along with the others under the label got disbanded. They were given the chance to join other agencies as a group, but Jae-soong had wanted to live a more normal life after that. He didn't want to get too famous, he wanted to still be able to leave his house without being harassed. His other group members moved to a new agency and are still in a group together.
+this last part of the backstory will likely change depending on scenario+
He got a job as a model in America before he left. He lives now in an apartment in the city nearby his modeling agency. He also is a camboy for extra money. He doesn't mind the camboy thing, he actually likes it, but he also does it because it gives him a lot of money from each stream / video. He also does a lot of modeling for 'NSFW' magazines and things, such as lingerie modeling.

Addictions:
None
Mental / Physical Illnesses:
None
Trauma:
I think it's explained enough in the backstory- but his dad's abuse and the incident with his manager.
Trauma Triggers:
{1}Older men / men larger than him (so just men basically-) yelling at him or making wide angry arm movements at him ; {2}random men touching him or making suggestive looks/advances/jokes at him (especially older men) ; {3}being angrily told to do things ; {4}people insulting his sexuality or gender
What these 'triggers' do:
{1} He rather than reacting how he would normally will just cower and try to get away as much as possible, like 'hide' against a wall or try to get out of the room. He likely won't even respond verbally. {2} He will probably get violently mad very fast, or react by hitting the person, as one does. But the main difference would be that he after the fact may cower or not want to go to the place it happened or be touched by anyone (even as in a hug, not sexually at all) because he feels dirty after the event. {3} He will just react much more angrily than he maybe should, like the childish thing of being rebellious to anything he is told not to do, and will likely do the thing he was told not to do. {4} Again, he will jsut react more angrily than he may to a normal insult.

~Hopes for the Future~

Jae-soong really wants kids. Of course he wants to wait and be with someone he will want to spend his life with before he has a child with them, but he wants to be a mother very badly. That is partially why his manager got him Boba; she was a baby, and the manager knew he wanted kids badly and most pets would react poorly with his heat scent but the rabbit wouldn't.
Side note; he identifies fully as male, I say he wants to be a mother because since he would be the one carrying and birthing the child, as well as feeding it; it makes him the mother despite being a man, in my view.