HARRY STYLES
*FLASHBACK*

"I think what we should do is make sure we cover all these areas of Southern America after we put the place in shut down. The only way to take over is to confuse people into false security" James said pointing to the dots all over the map.

His eyes were tired especially after the long trip back over from Europe. It's been about 2 years since I've said good bye to the hell hole of my childhood. I've been living with a few guys from Ferocious and James has been making sure I've been doing well. He's been whipping my ass into shape like a real father should and I don't even know how I could possibly thank him for this. It's been a whirlwind over the last few years but I can't imagine what my life would be like today if it wasn't for James. If I had stayed at that house I would probably still be dead. I can't even thing about that.

Currently, we are creating a plan to over take the government in South America. Word has it that a gang has been forming in South American for a while now so we will have to compete up against that for total domination over the continent. We've decided the best way to pull through this plan is to put the entire continent on black out for a few days, that way when it's up and running again everything will be completely wiped and we will be in complete control. Although wiping out an entire section of the world won't be an easy thing, I am very aware of how to government runs and operates down there.

"Good, this will happen in a few months?" I asked, making him nod.

"It should, although I do need to tell you something just in case I'm not here" he said making me furrow my eyebrows.

James never misses a day of work, even if he's sick as a dog he would still sit in his office at the house and do all his paper work.

"What's up?" I asked.

"Well, me and Maria have been talking and for a while we've been trying to another child and... she's pregnant" he said making my eyes widen.

"Are you serious?" I asked.

"Yeah, all three tests she took came back positive" he said nodding.

"Wow, congratulations" I said making him smile.

"Thank you" he said.

"So, when she's more pregnant she will be going to doctor appointments?" I asked.

"Yes, which is why I may not be here for some of this" he said.

"So, what are we going to do?" I asked.

"Well, you've helped me make this plan, I'm letting this one fall up to you" he said making my jaw drop.

"Are you serious?" I asked.

"Why not? You have yet to disappoint me, Harry" he said.

"This is just a big responsibility" I stated.

"And you're a responsible man" he said.

"Thank you so much" I said still in shock.

"You're welcome" he said.

I never expected him to just drop a responsibility quiet like this one right in my lap. This is going to be a huge plan, how will I ever manage to organize this, set it up, and execute it all while keeping him up to date on it all. I really shouldn't doubt myself because he is right, I did make up almost this entire plan, but still I've never done anything with this gang without the guidance of James.

"So, are you excited for baby number 3?" I asked making him furrow his eyebrows.

"Baby number 3? You mean 4?" he asked.

"No, baby number 3, this is going to be your third child" I said confusingly.

"Harry, I have three kids now" he said, making me shake my head.

"I thought you just had Seth and Elliot?" I said.

"And Arabella..." he said.

"Who?" I asked.

"My daughter, Arabella, she's thirteen" He said.

"I didn't know you had a daughter" I said.

I remember him introducing me to his children Seth and Elliot but there was never a girl to go along with them. It was always just, my sons Seth and Elliot.

"For thirteen years now, I have" he said with a chuckle.

"You've never talked about her" I said.

"Well, nowadays having a daughter is the equivalent to having a goldfish" he said, rolling his eyes.

"True" I said, running my hands through my tangled hair. 

I need a haircut, hopefully one of the guys whores back at the house knows how to cut hair. My hair has been strangely and I know for a fact that I have washed it in a few days. Whatever, I don't really care. I leaned back on my chair resting my hands behind my head before taking a deep breath and letting it out. I'm fücking exhausted and I'm only running on a couple hours of sleep.

"Speaking of children, have you found anyone that you've taking a small liking to?" James asked, making my cheeks heat up.

No, I obviously don't like anyone, I just fück and it's over. But telling James that is the equivalent to a young boy admitting to his father that he has starting masturbating to porn.

"No" I dismissed quietly, making James smirk.

"Are you sure?" he asked, teasing laced in his tone.

"Yes, and stop talking about it, it's so awkward" I said, making him laugh.

"You know, if you ever need condoms or anything you know exactly who to come to" he said, making me throw my head back with a groan.

"Do you make Seth and Elliot this uncomfortable because I'm really fücking uncomfortable right now" I said.

"Just making sure, I'm too young to have grandchildren" he said making my head pop up a bit and look at him.

Grandchildren.

Grandfather.

Father.

He looked at me like a son. And assumed I looked at him as a father.

Son.

I'm finally a son.

*END OF FLASHBACK*

HARRY STYLES

After a long fücking while, somehow Arabella and Luchesi got me in the car and drove me to Niall's house. Arabella was staying at my mothers house and Luchesi made it quite clear that I was not allowed to stay under the same roof as her. If I didn't know any better, I would think they're fücking behind my back, bit I'm trying to get better and not jump to conclusions, but if I did that would be my first thought.

The fact that Arabella read the note makes my chest ache a little. She knows everything now. She knows that I killed her father, she knows the situation with the cameras, she knows everything. In a way it makes me feel better but at the same time, it makes me nervous to see what she thinks. I know that I was not obsessed with her and she can yell all she wants that I was but I know for a damn well fact that I was not obsessed. Maybe I had a bit of an innocent attraction to her, but never did I make any time throughout my day to watch that girl.

What keeps confusing me is that she keeps pushing me away and pulling me back. She pushed me away at the club then pulled me back when she got to the house then pushed me away again after she broke up with me. I honestly think she can't even make up her own mind about the situation. Maybe she over thinks then when it comes down to confessing her feelings she just locks up.

Maybe, or she could still be in shock.

It's one of the two.

I sat down on the bed in Niall's guest room, waiting for him to come back in and give me some fücking clothes to change into after I shower. His house reeks like every single drug invent and I want nothing more then to take all of them. But I don't want to get a surprise visit from Arabella when I'm stoned.

"So, if you want tomorrow I can drop you off at the new house so you can get everything all set up and shit" Niall said, throwing some clothes on the bed next to me.

"Okay, I have some of the whores and other workers getting it set up now, but I need to set up my office and stuff like that" I said.

"I still can't believe you burnt that entire house down" he said.

"All in one night" I said with a chuckle.

"When are you going to be fully moved in?" he asked.

"Well I've been moving stuff to the house since Arabella left so a lot of my stuff is already there, but I still haven't got to set up and organize the office and garage" I said.

"Bigger garage?" he asked.

"Yeah can hold over 200 cars" I boasted making him nod in approval.

"Good man" he said.

I stood up from the bed and stretched out a bit before taking the clothes from his hand and moving towards the doorway. As I passed him, his arm gripped my bicep tightly making me halt in my footsteps. I looked down at him to see his eyes turned more serious and his lips pressed in to a straight line.

"Harry" he said.

"What?" I asked.

"Were you serious when you said you loved Arabella?" he asked making my head tilt back in confusion.

"Yeah, why?" I asked making his grip on my bicep drop and his hand return to his side.

"Did you love her before you said that?" he asked.

"Yes, Niall" I said.

"Why would you keep a secret like that if you loved her. Wouldn't you rather tell her so she knows rather then hurting her even more by keeping it from her as long as possible" he said.

"How do you know all this? And why are you asking me about it?" I asked.

"Because, I just want to know" he said, shrugging.

"There has to be a reason, spill" I said, making him sigh and roll his eyes.

"I'm asking this because if she leaves, then I don't know what you'll do. You may not see it, but you can focus more when you know she's still here. If she leaves, there's no way this gang will hold together with you in that mind state. I'm not just asking this for the safety of the gang, I'm asking this because you're my friend and we are all worried about you" he said making my shoulders sag.

"Who's we?" I asked.

"Everyone. Louis, Liam, Zayn, Robert, Caleb, all the guys" he said.

"I'm not asking for anybody's pity" I said.

"And trust me we're not giving any of it to you. What you did was messed up, not telling her then avoiding her, but you don't realize that your actions not only hurt her and your gang but they hurt you most of all" he said.

"She avoided me too" I said.

"It's not her job to come tracing back to you. Especially considering you told her to leave. You know that it was your job to find her and talk to her and you let her slip away" he said.

"I don't want to talk about this right now" I said pushing past him and into the hallway.

"You can hide all you want but the truth will find you, Harry"

I paused for a moment contemplating something, before stalking into the bathroom and slamming the door behind me.

A/N:
SOOOO sorry this chapter is late, I had a competition last weekend so I wasn't able to prepare it and I'm also sad to say that I have one this weekend as well which will be both weekend days again so Next chapter will be as late as this one! These are my only competitions this month so it should go back to normal updates after!!!

Time for Questions!!
(This was a character Q and A)

Question 1:
Niall, would you ever date Ara?
Niall: She's hot, but Harry would chop my balls off.

Question 2:
Harry, do you see yourself marrying Ara?
Harry: I don't know, marriage is a big commitment.

Question 3:
Arabella and Harry, do either of you guys regret things you've done in your relationship?
Arabella: Probably jumping to conclusions too quickly.
Harry: Being so secretive.

Question 4:
Harry, why do you hit Arabella?
Harry: What the fück? I don't hit her. If you're talking about the one time I spanked her, that was purely disciplinary and in no way did I severely hurt her.

That's it for questions!!
Thanks for the love and support!!!