Unedited, kind of like my life

"Are you alright?" Luchesi asked, once I walked through the door.

After Harry stormed out of the bathroom, all I can remember was crying. I remember walking back to Collin, muttering an excuse to leave and with a brief hug and some odd stares, I was back upstairs with Sophia begging her to leave. She called me a cab and demanded I called her tomorrow but the rest of the ride was a blur. Now as I walked through the house, I try my best to keep my chin high.

"Yeah I'm fine" I murmured, pushing past him towards the stairs.

"Arabella" he said sharply, grabbing my arm.

"Let go" I seethed, yanking my arm out of his grip and walking away.

"Arabella stop!" Luchesi said, coming after me.

I walked as fast as I could in the heels up the stairs and towards Luchesi's room. I know it's pointless to run from him, but right now I just want to be alone, especially after the entire run in I had with Harry. As I entered Luchesi's room, I slammed the door behind me and made sure to lock it tight. I yanked off the shoes that were aching my feet before the pounding shook the room.

"Arabella, open the door!" Luchesi yelled.

Arabella, please open up!

The memory flashed before my eyes making me shake my head

"Luchesi please go away! I can't stand either of you!" I screamed.

"What are you talking about?" he asked.

"Just leave me alone!" I screamed, making the other side of the door go silent.

Did he leave?

I shrug my shoulders and pull the dress over my head, the lingerie underneath giving me a constant reminder of the confidence I was so abundant in earlier this night. I laid the dress out on the bed before sitting next to it. My fingers traced the intricate lace pattern of the garters and the cups of the bra. This lingerie was meant for someone who had a loved one, not for a girl who is trying to pretend she was confident.

As I sat there, I heard shuffling from the other side of the door, signaling he was still there.

"Luchesi, if you don't step away from that door..." I threatened.

"Arabella, what has gotten into you?" he asked, making my anger only rise.

"You're ganging up on me! Let me breath!" I said making him huff from the other side of the door.

"Is this what alcohol does to you?" he asked, making me freeze.

What?

Does he think I'm drunk?

I only had one thing to drink, and Sophia said it herself that it wouldn't get me drunk. I'm not drunk. Not even tipsy. Maybe a little sad, but definitely not drunk. Did she tell them all that I was drinking? Did she tell them about Collin? I slowly stood up from the bed and walked closer to the door, feeling my anger beginning to boil with not only Luchesi but Sophia.

"What are you talking about?" I asked.

"The alcohol. It's clouding your judgement. First you're flirting with guys, now you're firing off at me" he said making me nearly see red.

It's one thing for someone to tell you right from wrong, but this would be the second time tonight that someone has made a mockery of me. And it just so happens that they are brothers. The only reason they are both freaking out about me talking to another guy is because Harry's self-confidence is on the line by me doing so. They both know Harry's a mess, and knowing that I'm getting over him, makes him look pathetic.

I don't need sympathy.

I don't need pity.

I'm not a charity cause.

I'm my own person.

Without a single thought, I stormed over to the door unlocking it and swinging the door open. My attire completely left my mind as Luchesi's eyes wandered down my body and widened.

"You and that brother of yours need to stop making mockeries of me! Just stop! You act like you know all, but in reality you don't Luchesi! You only do things to benefit your brother!" I screamed pointing an accusing finger at him.

"What?" he asked.

"For the second time tonight, I've had that guy thrown in my face! Harry was there tonight! You probably know that because you were probably the one that called him!" I yelled.

"Arabella.." he said, looking around the hallway before pushing me back in the room and closing the door behind him.

"No, okay you don't get to baby me anymore! You don't care if I'm moving on or happy! The only reason you're doing this is because you can't stand the thought of me moving on while Harry is still heart broken!" I screamed.

"I don't know what you're talking about! I've cared for you for the last two weeks, what the fück are you talking about!" he screamed.

"You're only doing that out of pity! You just want me to be with Harry, both of you have been throwing it in my face all night because his self-confidence is on the line!" I yelled.

"How is his self-confidence on the line?" he asked.

"I'm moving on and he isn't!" I said.

"You're not moving on, you're confused! You better watch your mouth, don't bite the hand that feeds you!" he threatened.

"I'm not confused! This is what I'm talking about! You all just boss me around and assume you know everything that's best for me, but you don't!" I yelled.

"I know a lot more about this world then you do! I know exactly what's best for you and so does Harry!" he yelled.

"But you don't! If you did you would let me go out and talk to other people without throwing it in my face!" I screamed.

"You're not thinking Arabella!" he said.

"What are you talking about?" I asked.

"If I let you walk away from Harry, you would be put in a dangerous position! You heard your brothers! There are men after you just because your a Casper, never mind a Casper girl! That guy you were talking to may be innocent, but not everyone in the world is! You need to understand that there are some people in this world that aren't as good as others! People in this world who want you dead because of your last name! I'm not doing this because my brothers self-confidence is being ripped to shreds! I'm doing this because right now he can't! If you and him were still together you'd be on lockdown more now then ever! If anything I let you do so much more then he would! He would have never let you go to the mall never mind the club! Arabella, I love you like a sister, but your such a selfish girl! Just because Harry had a few fück ups in the past doesn't mean he can't feel pain! He hurts, just as much as you!" he said, making my breathing heave a bit.

"Why did you call him to the club?" I asked, feeling my voice a bit softer now.

"Because, he needs to get his shit together. You're both confused, and in so much denial and it's killing me watching you both burn out like this" he said, making me swallow.

"I'm not burning out" I said, quietly.

"But you are! And you don't realize it! You're broken, Arabella! He is too! You broke each other! I'm trying my best, but I can't fix both of you! You need to help yourselves!" he said.

"I'm not broken!" I said, more trying to convince myself then him.

"You are! It's like I'm looking at a completely different person! You're talking to guys, and drinking, and wearing lingerie for what reason I don't even want to know! You're confused and that's okay" he said.

"It was one night" I said.

"That's all you need! That's all Harry needed! That's all I needed! You're too good for that!" he said.

"I'm not like that..." I said, looking down at my feet.

The exhaustion from my fight with Harry and now Luchesi was beginning to settle in. My stomach was in knots and it felt like everything was beginning to fall apart at the seams. Luchesi was right, I'm selfish, I think all about myself without even thinking about Harry. He's hurting just as much as I am, and I'm not even thinking about what he's feeling.

"What was your plan for tonight?" Luchesi asked quietly, making me bit my lip.

"To forget..." I said quietly, feeling tears prick my eyes.

"And what did you do?" he asked, knowing the answer.

I looked up at him as his eyes softened, I felt the first tear run down my face and before I knew it, his arms came around my waist and pulled me tight into his chest.

A/n:
i dont know about this chapter man

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