When I opened my eyes, Brendon stood there, blood covering his lips and sadness swimming in his eyes.

I shakily reached my hand up to touch my neck where some blood was running down my neck. Not enough to kill me, maybe just enough to make me lightheaded.

I looked at Brendon and saw tears spilling down his cheeks. The mons- the uh..guy looked so different from his usual hard and intense self.

" W-what's going on? " I whimpered out.

Brendon's eyes shot up to mine.

" Fuck...fuck! " he screamed, punching the wall behind me.

A shock of fear shot through me and sent my heart racing. My breathing rapidly increased and tears pushed at my eyes.

Brendon's face suddenly turned to one of concern as he stared at me, on the verge of a panic attack.

" Shit, shit, shit! Here sit down, " he whimpered out softly, sitting me on my bed and running around my house.

My breathing calmed down a bit bu I could still feel the tension of anxiety growing in my stomach.

" B-Brendon? " I called out softly.

The boy poked his head out from the kitchen. He had cleaned the blood off his face and he seemed to be making tea.

" Fuck, sorry I'll clean the blood off you in a second, " he replied, going back into the kitchen amd slightly out of sight as he finished making tea.

I was so confused. Why was he suddenly being so nice? Brendon came into the room and handed me a cup of Earl Grey.

Oh great...sugar and caffiene to hike up my anixety. I didn't have any other tea anyway why was I complaining? At least I have a warm drink.

When I looked up at Brendon I saw that he was staring at the blood staining my neck. It had begun to dry up but enough came out of my body to make me slightly dizzy.

I blushed at the man's stare and looked back down at my tea before beginning to sip it.

" Brendon...why am I not dead? " I whispered out, my voice sounding weak.

I looked up just in time to see Brendon gulp.

" I-I don't know, " he replied in a nervous tone.

Was he lying to me?

" I need to go, " he finally gasped out after a long silence.

" What? Why?! " I blurted out, surprised at my own reluctance to leave.

He was just about to kill me for god's sake why did I want him to stay?

" Just, I'll be back in a couple days. Rest up. "

With those words he dissapeared into nothingness. I instantly felt an emptiness inhabit my heart at his departure. Why am I feelibg  like this?

I sighed and got up, stumbling to the bathroom to clean off the blood before collapsing into bed and passing out.

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Hey guys! Just a short update today. This was actually supposed to go up a couple days ago as a suprise half update but I got sidetracked with art projects.

I might update again late tonight when I get home or early tomorrow morning since I haven't been following my schedule recently. I apologize for how busy I've been and I promise after this month everything will be a lot more regular.

On another note, I'm going to see Dallon's new band IDKHOW and I'm constantly on the verge of crying on the thought of getting to see him.

It's gonna be a small venue and I'm getting innearly to be at the barricade! I'll definitely get some pics for you guys!

Anyways, I love you all! Have a great day/night!

Xx ghxstlyxterrors ( alex )