Gulf pov

Today is the best day of my life . I'm too happy , we excelled in our project . I made Mew happy and the best thing is that I had my first hug from my crush . During lunch Mild made me piss off . He was about to spill something . But I smacked to close his mouth . If I didn't do it he could have completed his sentence he was about to say that we are made for each other . I know it because he always says it to me . Yeah you are right Mild is the only person to know that I have deep feelings for Mew. My happiness went off when Mew panicked and bid goodbye to us and hurried to the parking lot . I know it was his boyfriend . I'm jealous that Tae has the best boyfriend ever . If I was not a coward , by now Mew would have been my boyfriend . I missed him. It hurts me thinking about it . I feel someone shaking me.

"Gulf , are you daydreaming?" Mild teased me.

"No , I was just thinking about something" I replied.

"You are thinking about Mew right" Mild was worried , I can see it in his tone.

"If I was not a coward back then , I would have been happy Mild" I said softly.

"You are not obvious Gulf , he can't see your love , I found out when I accidentally read your personal diary , if not I also been clueless about you" he said.

"I'm sorry Mild" I said with a cranky voice.

"Why don't you be honest with him once" he suggested .

"It's too late Mild , I should have told him when I felt this feeling for the first time or right after I saw Tae chasing him , but I didn't " I was feeling sad again.

"I can't do anything Gulf , it's your life , please be strong" I nodded and I realised that someone was missing.

"Where is Boat?" Mild started to laugh.

"You just realised huh? You took 45 minutes to ask about my boyfriend"

"He is your boyfriend not mine , why should I worry about him " he was pouting.

"You are not worried about my boyfriend , I'm your bestie naa" he was sad. I'm not going to fall for his acting now . He is a great actor.

"Stop acting Mild ,I know your trick long ago . Boat had said once that you can act good bestie" I started to laugh. He really knows how to make me laugh.

"Okay okay I give up , I told him to leave our condo and I said that I will be there within 2 hours" he said.

"So you have another 45 minutes left" I asked him.

"Yeah , I will drop you to your condo and I will take my leave"

"Okay let's go Mild , I'm sleepy" I told him while yawning.

"You are always sleepy , my sleepy head bestfriend , come let's go" he pulled me.

"Wait Mild I didn't bring my car today" I was worried Boat must have taken his car to his condo.

"I know , I saw you running towards our university this morning , so I asked Boat to use public transport , don't worry he will not be mad" Mild said.

"Thank You so much Mild" I thanked him.

"If you want to thank me , please don't sleep while I drive , I know you won't get up when you are asleep and you know that you are not light, you are big and too heavy to carry" he said. Which made me laugh . What he said was true.

"Don't laugh , please don't fall asleep Gulf" he was pleading.

"Okay okay I won't sleep"

We reached my condo , I bid goodbye to Mild and thanked him for the ride.

I went inside and made a quick meal , had it and went inside my bedroom to sleep.

Tae pov

I opened my eyes slowly and I felt something on my arms . And I realised I slept while watching a movie yesterday night. I cursed myself . I was planning to ask mew that I wanted to do him raw . But it's true I was exhausted yesterday. I should ask him today. It's now or never.

I saw him waking up . He was squeezing his eyes open . He is so cute in my eyes when everyone says that he is hot and handsome . Of course he is hot and handsome but he is more cute.

He opened  his eyes and saw me and showing his perfect smile.

"Good morning phi" he greeted me.

"Lovely morning baby" I smiled at him.

"You said you were going to eat me yesterday , but you slept while watching the movie" he laughed. I was embarrassed.

"Baby enough don't tease me naa" I whined.

"Okay let me get up and make breakfast phi , you must be hungry and so am I" he was about to get up , I pulled him down.

"Why phi , what's the matter", he asked me. I was shocked , am I that obvious , how he got to know that I was having something in my mind.

"How did you know that I want to say something to you?" I asked him.

He kissed my forehead and answered.

"I can say what you are thinking by just looking at your face" I was overwhelmed.

"Yes Mew , I want to ask you something" I was nervous . I don't know how he will react . He never allowed me to do him raw from the beginning till now.

"Go ahead phi , ask me"

"I want to make love to you without protection" his face changed in a moment.

"I cannot do that now phi , I'm sorry" he apologized . I was disappointed.

Mew pov

I was happy to see my boyfriend while I'm getting up. He was admiring me. He is really cute when he admires something and it's only me.

This time I want to tease him badly. Before that I should greet him.

"Good morning phi" I said

"Lovely morning baby" he said with so much love.

"You said you were going to eat me yesterday , but you slept while watching the movie" I laughed. He looked embarrassed. His cheeks turned a light shade of pink. He looks so cute.

"Baby enough don't tease me naa" he whined.

"Okay let me get up and make breakfast phi , you must be hungry and so I am" I was about to get up , he pulled me down.

"Why phi , what's the matter", I asked him. It's easy for me to guess what he is thinking.

"How did you know that I want to say something to you?" He sound shocked.

I kissed his forehead before answering.

"I can say what you are thinking by just looking at your face"

"Yes Mew , I want to ask you something" he looked nervous.

"Go ahead phi , ask me" I said calmly

"I want to make love to you without protection" I was shocked , no I cannot do it , I don't want to get pregnant now.

"I cannot do that now phi , I'm sorry" I didn't mean to make him sad. I felt guilty, it's the first wish he asked me.

When he went to the kitchen to cook our breakfast. I went to him. He looked so disappointed.

"Phi , I'm ..." Before I could finish . He spoke.

"I'm sorry nong , I asked too much I guess, I just want to see you carrying a child inside you with a big baby bump" he said sadly.

Should I allow him or not? I cannot decide. I don't don't want a baby now. I'm not ready yet. But I don't want my boyfriend to get hurt too.

"I'm ready phi , let's do it" I said in my tiny voice.

"What did you say?" He asked with shock clearly seen in his voice.

"Let's do it phiii" I said it out loud. And the next moment he hugged me tight.

I heard him sobbing , I tried to get out from his hug. But he was pretty strong. I used my all force and pulled out of his hug.

"Why are you crying phi , you don't want me now" I asked him. I love to tease him and make him angry.

"Hell , nooo. Why did ask such a question and make me angry , I hate you" after finishing his sentence he started to kiss me all over my face.

I felt his hand going somewhere sensitive. I immediately stopped him.

"Phi , please naa let me talk first" I sounded serious. He made eye contact with me where I saw only love in it , no lust at all.

"Phi . I'm not ready today . Let's do on someday special" I said.

"Special..."he dragged his voice.

I was thinking too . I want some time to think about some alternative. Yeah I still don't want a kid now.

"How about your graduation day" he was excited.

"Okay" I kissed him.

I have 3 more weeks for my graduation.

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To be continued.....