Gulf pov

It's a shame if I say that I'm jealous of my own children but yes I really feel jealous. They are not giving space for me to hug my wife, rest with him or not even talk with my wife. They both are clingy with him and Alex is more clingy, Nat comes to me if she is full and sleepy but Alex never comes near me or anyone, he just needs Mew all the time.

But if it comes to happiness, I'm floating above the moon. I'm really happy to see my children with their mother smiling small and being healthy. I was shocked at first knowing that Mew can feed breast milk. The doctor said it's very good to keep my children healthy but my children are so greedy about it. After one finishes Mew gets tired and after the second one has to eat and sleep.

I was very eager to taste it at least once but I think it's not gonna happen. It's just enough for my babies.

Mew was discharged 5 days after his delivery. He is here in my apartment with my kids, my in-laws and my parents.

Mae and Mom were helping us how to handle our babies, Mew just eats, feeds and sleeps. That was his routine 5 days after he came back home but he is active and brisk now. He started to cook, as I missed his food.

"Mew! How many times to say baby, don't cook for now. Get stable and you can cook" Mae said, seeing Mew cooking in the kitchen.

"Mae it's okay naa, someone missed my cooking so much and asked for crispy pork with basil" that's it I'm dead now. I started to slip out of the kitchen but Mae caught me.

"Don't you know he is feeding hmm, he needs energy to feed the babies and they get hungry easily and you are asking him to cook huh" my mom roared.

"I missed his food, I just asked him once he agreed I didn't force him Mae" I said defending myself.

"Do you think he can oppose your wish, you idiot son of mine? Your happiness is his happiness so he will agree with anything which makes you happy" my mom said and I looked in disbelief. I saw Mew who was looking shy cooking my favourite dish.

"Ohh, I will help him cook then" I said, pushing my mom out of the kitchen and asking her to help Mom to take care of their grandchildren.

"Baby!" Mew flinched a little hearing my voice near his ear.

"Yes Gulf" he asked, I hugged him from behind.

"Is it true? Will you do anything for my happiness?" I asked.

"No, not at all" he said, making my pout.

"Don't lie, I saw your face when Mae told it" I said confidently.

"You know right then why are you asking?" he asked, making me pout more.

"Okay don't pout, now what do you want, cup cake, strawberry milkshake, chocolate milk, orange juice?" He counted all my favourites. But I was thinking something more tasty than anything.

"I don't need anything made by you but something from you, can I have it baby" I said slowly moving my hands upwards from his navel.

"What are you talking about?" He looked funny like a confused puppy. I kissed his nape and slightly cupped his breast that was a little swollen due to producing milk, he is more sensitive there.

"You got it baby" I asked, seeing his flourished face I can say that he understood me.

"It's only for babies Gulf, you cannot have it" he said.

"I'm their father naa, just little, I'm curious about it please baby" I asked him, I really wanted to know how it comes out.

"No" he pushed my hands away from his chest.

"Why? I can't even look properly, they are sucking hard but why can I just suck it a little" I asked him. He turned into dark crimson in color due to shyness.

"Don't need to get shy baby, I'm your hubby who is the one asking" I said.

"Okay.." I said it slowly.

"Let's do it at night after your dinner" I said, pecking his cheeks.

Wahhhhh my  2 and a half months dream came true. I shouted mentally.

Yeah it's been two and a half months since Mew gave birth and my babies are growing. Babies can see our faces and recognise the colors. They are very active for their age. The only fear I have now is P'Tae. His studies and work are getting over by this month. So we can expect him anytime now.

We had our lunch peacefully and as usual it was disturbed by my cute little devils who started to cry.

"You go start to feed them baby" I said finishing my lunch fast, took his lunch and went inside our room.

"Let me feed you" I started to feed him as he was feeding Alex, Nat stopped crying sensing her papa near her, she is understanding, I cannot blame Alex, he is lil bit weak, he is active but he doesn't makes any sound, doctor said he will be slow in talking when he grows as he had some complications.

It was really hard for Mew to accept it but I consoled him saying that Alex is a bit slow but it's not that he cannot speak, that's the truth. We have to accept everything for our children and their good.

"Gulf I'm full, enough" Mew said with a full mouth.

"Little more baby, just 2 more spoons" I said as I continued to feed him. Mew is a slow eater and Alex is just the opposite. He finished his meal fast and slept.

"He slept?" I asked Mew, he nodded playing with his fingers and handed him to me.

"Do you want to rest and feed, baby?" I asked as he looked tired.

"No Nat is already hungry, I will feed her and rest hubby" he said.

"Okay" I placed Alex in his crib and got Nat who was about to start to cry.

"Aww my baby is hungry huh, come to papa" he took Nat as soon as she felt milky substance she started to suck.

"I'm curious how it feels feeding, baby" I asked him.

"If you want to know just let them suck your empty nipples you will get to know easily" he said seriously.

"Seriously Mew"

"I'm serious" he said and started to chuckle silently.

"You little devil, I'm gonna punish you after you feed my starving baby" I said.

"Let's see, and how come I'm little?" he asked.

"Obviously you are little, you are shorter than me and 2 months younger, my baby" I said.

"Hmm" he just hummed, it's not actually Mew, he should have fought with me. But why is he silent today?

After around 15 minutes Nat slept with her lips puckered on Mew's nip, Mew pulled her and cleaned her mouth, stood up and placed her in her crib.

"I'm going to sleep Gulf" he said.

"What about the punishment?" I asked.

"Do whatever you want!" he said.

I went to him and hugged him tightly to sleep without leaving any gap in between.

"If this is your punishment, I would like to be punished forever Gulf" he said and slept peacefully on my chest and hands around me. I pecked his forehead and drifted to sleep eventually.

I woke up after around 1 hour, I was alone in the bed and cribs were empty. I jolted up immediately searching for them. Then the view made my heart swell in happiness. Mew was playing with my babies, placing both on a carpet on the floor and sleeping beside them, having 1½ year old Sarah on his chest who was playing with his fingers.

Mom and Mae both were cooing seeing that view and I saw my fathers cooking something.

"Mom, it's good to see them all together right?" I asked Mom without disturbing Mew and the babies around him.

"I'm already over the moon Gulf, I'm happy that both my children have their own babies and now I'm gonna rest happily" she said relaxing.

"Not really Ava, we have to take care of our grandchildren when their parents are not around, I guess they will get busy after a few years" Mae said teasingly, I got the meaning but I can say that Mew is not ready. And we have some problems to face.

"Why don't you join him Gulf?" Mom asked. I nodded and went to Mew, sat on the floor and took Sarah from his chest. Except me, all the kids are playing on his chest.

"Gup" she said suddenly when I carried her.

"Wahh did you speak?" Mew asked me.

"I heard something" I said shockingly.

"Sarah baby, who is this?" Mew came close to me asking Sarah who was sitting comfortably on my lap.

"Eeee" she made a sound.

"Nahh this who is this?" He said, making her face me.

"Gup!" She said clearly.

"Mom, Mae my niece is talking, she called him Gup" Mew said loudly gaining all their attention.

All came close and started asking little Sarah to talk but she was only saying my name cutely. She didn't know anything anymore, not even Mew's name. She says mama, dada, pa and now it's Gup.

After a few minutes of training she started to sob as she was sleepy, I carried her to sleep on my shoulders and took her to her parent's room which was empty as both went to their job.

"What are my babies doing?" I asked Alex and Nat who were eying everyone one by one with their crescent moon eyes just like my baby has.

"They started to see Gulf, they know us clearly" my baby said carrying Alex in his arms.

"I know baby, give me Alex, I never had him when he is awake" I said, that's true he ignores everyone when he is awake, just loves his mother's presence around him.

"I will stand here, if you have him for straight 5 minutes I will be your slave for a week" he said. Slave hmm, I would love to, just 5 minutes I can have him.

"Then deal" I said and carried him, he felt something different in me I guess, he looked at me, I smiled and smirked at Mew. He just smiled teasingly.

"Do you like daddy's presence, baby boy?" I asked him. His eyes turned glassy. Ohh no, it's dangerous. I started to walk here and there trying to spend the 5 minutes but not even 1 minute he started to cry loudly.

"Hwahhhh"

"It's okay it's okay Alex, it's daddy, please don't cry naa, I love you" I started to say things but it only made him cry more.

"Hawwaahhh" he didn't even lower his voice even a little, doctor said that he will be slow in speaking but he is shouting like anything. My god.

"Hwwaahhh" I heard another sound from Nat. She started to cry, feeling her twin brother crying. But her sound reduced when Mae carried her. Okay I give up.

"Mew take him, please make him stop crying" I said giving crying Alex to Mew and took Nat from Mae who got silent knowing he has someone around her.

"What don't you want me to be your slave hmm, you didn't even last for 2 minutes hubby" Mew said teasing me. Cooing Alex who got silent knowing Mew was near him.

"I have my own ways wifey" I said, patting his bum twice while carrying Nat in one hand.

"Carry her carefully Gulf, if she gets hurt, I will kill you" he said knowing what I did.

"That won't happen baby" I said and kissed his forehead.

"If you say so" he said, it was almost evening. It's their meal time already, Mew went to the room and started feeding Alex and then he fed Nat. I was still there scrolling something on my phone to pass the time forcefully. It was half way he fed Nat, his phone rang.

"Who is it?" I asked him, and he showed the caller ID. It was P'Tae.

"Hello Phi"

"Yes I'm staying in Gulf's apartment as Mom and Mae got to live next door which they bought recently"

Yes, our parents are staying next door, which they bought a week after my babies were born so they will always be near us.

"Surprise?"

"15 minutes? What are you saying phi?"

"Okay" he cut the call.

"Gulf, P'Tae said I will get a surprise soon in 15 more minutes, what is it maybe?" Mew asked me, eyeing Nat who was in his chest.

"I guess he will send you something" but I really guess he will be here, god please make everything fine, I cannot live without Mew and my babies by my side. I silently prayed.

"You think so, I don't have any clue because he is full of surprises, he will do anything to surprise me, I'm feeling something" Mew said. Yes I'm the only one who didn't ever surprise him, I got him a ring which he selected that was a small surprise and then I got him pregnant that was a big surprise.

"Let's see baby, is she still sucking?" I asked as she looked asleep.

"Yes it may take a few more minutes" he said and rested his back to the headboard.

I hummed and stayed quiet thinking about what surprise it may be. If he comes here he will take Mew and kids with him, if he doesn't come I have to face the same thing in future.

"Gulf, take her to her crib" Mew said, I checked the time it was almost 10 minutes. I took my sleeping Nat to her crib and made her sleep comfortably after making her burp.

So we have 5 more minutes to see the surprise, to be honest I'm scared now.

"Let's go out, Gulf" Mew said.

"Okay, both are sleeping peacefully" I said, pecking both little foreheads.

"Where are they all, they went missing all of a sudden?" Mew asked, looking for our parents.

"They must have gone out for a walk baby, phis are resting in their room I guess" looking at the closed room.

"Yeah maybe" he said and went to the kitchen to make dinner.

I heard the doorbell going off, there must be someone.

"I will check baby" I said and went to the door. To my shock P'Tae was standing there telling me not to speak.

'What should I do now, I can't let him take Mew away from me, but I don't have the right to stop him too' I was mentally crying.

He went inside my apartment, he asked where Mew is, I signalled him to the kitchen. P'Tae tiptoed to the kitchen without making any noise.

Mew was searching for something inside the cupboard. P'Tae went inside and blindfolded his eyes with hands.

"What the hell Gulf" Mew shouted and he didn't even take seconds to feel P'Tae, he found that it's not me.

"P'Tae, is it you?" His tears started to flow down to his chubby yet firm cheeks.

"Baby, why are you crying, I thought of surprising you" P'Tae said and pulled Mew to face him.

"Why are you crying nong, you are scaring me, look at me" P'Tae said firmly but Mew was still looking down and crying.

He must be scared, maybe guilty too. He stands in the same position as me so I can feel him.

After a few minutes of Tae talking and making him calm, he looked at him.

"Baby, I missed you" he hugged Mew.

I couldn't see anything more so I went to our room, look after my children.

"Alex, Nat your mother's boyfriend has come naa, he will take all with him. Please make sure you live with me babies, I can't live without you in my life." I said to them. I felt like crying, I hugged them in my arms close to my heart.

After a few minutes I calmed down, and went out praying they should not be intimate with each other. As I prayed both were sitting on the sofa, with a smile on their faces.

"Gulf please help me to bring my babies out naa" Mew said walking towards me.

We both went inside leaving P'Tae in the hall.

"What did he say Mew?"

"He asked about me and babies, Gulf" he said carrying Alex. And I took Nat with me.

"Awiee babies are so cute Mew" P'Tae said as soon as looking at them.

"Yes phi" Mew said.

"Where are the others?" He asked Mew and me.

"They went out Phi, they will be back soon" I said. He nodded.

My son didn't betray me and started to cry when feeling that it's not Mew who was carrying him when P'Tae carried Alex.

And Nat was good like usual. Few minutes had passed when our parents came home. Seeing P'Tae they looked very happy. They all hugged him. And started to talk about Mew and children and his favourite Sarah. Sarah recognised P'Tae even though he was most of the time away from her. It was sweet to see.

It was getting late already after we had our dinner, I started to feel something sad.

"Mom, Mae, can I take Mew and the babies to our condo?" P'Tae asked, dropping a big bomb in my heart.

"You can Tae, let Mew stay night here, you can take him in the daytime naa, so that in the nights we can take care of him and babies" Mom said.

"Then I will come back in the morning Mom, byee all" he said and came to me.

"Thankyou for everything nong, I owe you" he said and left.

Everyone turned quiet, no one talked till we went to sleep, just our babies cried for their mother as they were hungry.

We all slept thinking what to do next forgetting all other things.

Tae pov

We named our baby Aarin, which means mountain strength as I wanted to name her in terms of her character. I wanted her to always be strong. Aarin suits her and everyone loved the name.

Now Aarin is 2 ½ months old, and the doctor said it's safe for her to travel. So I took my little family back to Thailand as I completed my studies and jod in China.

"Baby are you ready to leave?" I asked Tha who was done feeding our daughter.

"Yes Tae, did you inform Mew?"

"No, I'm going to give him a surprise"

"Don't scare him Tae, he must still be fragile"

"I will be there baby, don't worry naa"

"Okay let's leave!!" He said excitedly.

We bid goodbye to our parents and left. It was a big deal to convince our parents we both leaving China. But we were strong to go back to Thailand as my reason was Mew and Tha's reason was also Mew. He wanted to see Mew badly and it increased recently.

I didn't ask for the children's picture as I know that it's harmful and Mew said I can see them when I come back, so it will be a more beautiful feeling. That's right.

We are getting ready to board our flight. We got seated.

"Tae, we have to get my car keys and I will go to my apartment directly" Tha said.

"We can get your keys tomorrow naa, and I will come with you to your apartment and I will leave after getting you comfortable"

"It's okay Tae you can go, it will be afternoon when we reach there!" He said. I nodded.

"Yes baby, I will go to your apartment and then I will go to my condo and ask Mew where he is staying, and the plan goes accordingly" I said.

"Okay"

"And baby, are you really okay staying alone for 2 days? I really think it's not a good idea, I will find reason and come stay with you"

"No, you are not staying with me, I can manage only 2 days Tae and I will introduce myself to Mew"

Yes we are planning to introduce ourselves to Mew and the other thing is in his hands whether to accept me or not. I made a mistake but we cannot go back and make it right so we have to face everything.

Our flight landed safely in Thai airport. We went to Tha's apartment.

"Baby I will go buy all the necessary things!" I said.

"Okay, bring strawberries too" he said. I nodded and went to a departmental store to get all our necessary things.

It took 1 whole hour for me to buy all the things and to return back home.

"I bought everything baby, I will set everything in their places naa please guide me" I asked. He nodded and showed the places where the item should be placed.

I made a quick lunch for us and ate it.

"You should leave Tae" he said.

"I'm sleepy baby, please 1 more hour naa"

"Okay" he huffed and went to place Aarin on the crib which I bought.

And we both fell asleep as soon as our heads hit the pillow.

We were woken up after three hours by our little daughter's crying sound.

"My goodness, you slept for three hours huh, get up and get out immediately" Tha sounded scary.

"Okay baby, I will be back naa" I said, went to the bathroom to freshen up and kissed him and our daughter to take my leave.

I went to our condo which was empty without anyone inside. I placed my luggage in our room and called Mew that there will be a surprise for him after I came to know that they are staying in Gulf's apartment.

I went to Gulf's apartment. Gulf was the one that opened the door for me, I signalled him not to expose me. He understood and guided me to Mew, I blocked his eyes. Mew shouted thinking Gulf was playing but after a second he recognised me. He started to cry hard. Which panicked me.

I tried my best to calm him down. He stopped crying after a few more minutes.

"Hey baby, I'm back. Don't cry anymore please, you are hurting me" I said in a low tone.

"I'm sorry Phi" he said in his lowest voice.

"How are you nong? I know that the delivery went well and all are safe but how do you feel?"

"I'm okay phi, I have some laziness nowadays but Mom said it's normal for a person who just delivered"

"That's right nong, I'm so sorry. I couldn't be with you" I apologized sincerely.

"It's okay Phi, as long as you are here I'm all fine" he said.

"Thankyou Mew, I can see you more healthy"

"You are saying I'm fat now huh?" He asked which surprised me, I never thought about it.

"Ohh god, noo. You are as beautiful as always, baby" I said.

"I'm not beautiful, but I'm handsome" he huffed.

"Okay okay my handsome baby, can I look at little babies now please, I didn't see them naa" I whined. He chuckled and nodded his head.

He asked Gulf to help him to carry the little ones out.

They were soo beautiful, but why do I feel that look like Gulf. Maybe just my imagination. I thought and asked about other people who were here.

Within minutes the apartment were loaded with people, Mew's parents, Gulf's parents, Mew's sister her husband and their little daughter. Sarah was always been my favourite. She recognised me, I was so happy. But only thing was missing is Tha, our Aarin and my parents.

I asked Mew and the babies to stay with me but Mom suggested something which made me think that was right. An elderly person must be there to take care of twins because they get hungry at the same time and cry at the same time so I agreed with her.

It's not only because of Tha but also for Mew. I love them both. Maybe my love for Mew has gotten a bit low, I really don't know why I still find something suspicious in his behaviour.

I went back to our condo and took a bath, got dressed, went to Tha's apartment.

Tha got mad seeing me there in front of him, but I slowly made him calm and explained everything to make him understand.

We slept peacefully with our daughter sleeping by our side.

The next day I woke up with my alarm going off.

"Tae, I want to see Mew" it was the first thing Tha said early in the morning.

"Baby, wait for the correct situation naa, I will call you when time comes" I said pecking his cheeks.

We both got up and took bath separately and played with Aarin as Tha bathed her.

"Baby come for the breakfast" I called Tha who was done breastfeeding Aarin.

"Coming Tae" he said.

"Today's breakfast is simple naa, vey rice and sunny side" I said.

"Ohh, it's my favorite. Why are you saying it is so simple?" I chuckled as he got angry at me. He looks cute like a red bird when he is mad.

We ate our breakfast and I bid goodbye to Tha as I left to our condo to bring Mew for today.

"Mom, I will bring Mew back to our condo, I will drop him back here in the evening" o said to Mew's mother.

"Okay son, bring Gulf with you to help Mew" I nodded.

"Ready to leave baby" I asked Mew.

"Yes phi" he hesitantly answered.

Author pov

Mew left with Tae in Tae's car having Alex for the other car Gulf and Mew's mother got settled with Nat to leave for Mew's condo.

"Gulf are you okay?" Mom asked while going to Mew's condo.

"To be honest, I'm not Mom. But I had waited for this day to come and I should face it" a lone tear dropped from his eyes.

"Everything will be alright, but Tae didn't ask about kids being yours, they look just like you"

"Maybe he believes Mew that much Mom, we broke his trust"

"It's okay, it's gonna be fine" Mom said.

All entered Mew's condo.

Mom got a call from Dad.

"Gulf, Mew, Tae I will be going back to apartment, I forgot to inform about Dad's file, I only know about it, sorry it's urgent"

"Let me drop you Mom" Tae said.

"Let me, Phi" Gulf said.

"Nahh, it's alright, I'm not a baby as I have three grandchildren. I can go by myself" she said and all chuckled at her words.

"Gulf can you please help Mew out naa, I will quickly make lunch for us" Tae said.

"Okay phi" Gulf and Mew went inside Tae's room to arrange Mew's clothes.

"Mew don't worry we can say everything to him by today" Gulf said to Mew after getting alone.

"I'm scared Gulf, I feel guilty and I don't know how he is going to accept it" Mew said bitterly.

"We cannot change anything, we have to face the future so please be strong okay, now let's arrange" Gulf said and Mew nodded.

They arranged Mew's things and children crib inside the room and made the babies sleep comfortably.

"We are done Phi" both came out after an hour.

Thai Larb Salad and Thai green curry with white rice for lunch.

"Phi, your cooking still is better now" Mew said after tasting the food.

"It's delicious" Gulf started to dig in. He didn't know that he was hungry until he tasted it.

"I'm a great student" Tae said.

"So who is the teacher?" Mew questioned him.

"Ofcourse you, if you didn't teach me cooking I wouldn't have survived in China" Tae said.

All ate in comfortable yet uneasy silence.

After their lunch Mew went inside to feed his children and like usual he drained out and slept.

"How is your university going nong?" Tae asked Gulf.

"It's good Phi, I'm managing Mew to keep updated with his portion as he didn't come to university for months"

"Yes, he is on his break right"

"Yes phi, but none knows about his pregnancy and babies except Mild and Boat"

"Yeah, how is Mild doing?"

"He is great phi, his boyfriend is running a restaurant so they are settled and restaurant is going well"

"That's great to know" they got interrupted by the doorbell.

"Let me check phi" Gulf went and saw someone new standing in front of the door.

Tae came out to see who was that, he was shocked to see Tha standing with Aarin in his arms.

"Who are you" Tae ran to Tha's side, before he could stop, Tha replied.

"I'm his partner," said Thanitt to Gulf .

'I'm doomed, I should have shown Gulf's picture to Tha, my mistake' Tae thought.

'What the fuch is he saying, he literally showed P'Tae is he out of his mind or what?' Gulf shouted mentally.

'What's with their faces, why are they both staring at me like I'm some alien' Tha thought.

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To be continued...

Only one chapter to go dear...

And one more dialogue to go the most expected dialogue hehe 😅😅

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