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Mew pov

I was utterly shocked hearing what Tul said.

"Phi, I love you, I know you love P'Tae but I love you, I can't live without you, give me a chance to prove myself" He said looking into my eyes. He was sincere but it's impossible. I already have a lot of trouble in my life not again.

"Tul I really love you as my younger brother not more than that, please don't bring it again" I said it the next moment without thinking about him and about his feelings.

"Phi don't say this phi, I love you" he started to sob. I got enough.

"Tul I love someone truly, please don't bring it again" I said looking directly at him.

"Phi, but I love you please be mine and mine only" I just stood up and walked fast towards the entrance to get out. I cannot talk to him now.

I reached near the entrance, Tul pulled me and hugged me tight, I tried my best to make myself free but his grip became more and more tighter.

In an instant Tul was away from me and he fell far from me. I turned back, I saw the furious Gulf standing by Tul's side.

Gulf came near and pulled me towards him.

"Gulf" I was about to explain.

"Let's go now" he said and pulled me towards his apartment.

Gulf looked really scary, I had never seen him this furious before, thankgod he left Tul with just a push, and Tul didn't fight back, if it was the situation, I would have seen a very big fight scene just now.

Gulf opened the apartment door and pulled me in. I'm not ready to explain anything to him now. He looks very angry.

I just went inside my room without glancing at him. He didn't stop me either.

I took my phone and dialled Max.

"Hello phi, what a surprise!" He was enthusiastic as always.

"Nong, keep Tul with you, I guess you never confessed your feelings to him, please do it now" I said immediately.

"Why phi what happened?" He asked.

"Tul came to me this morning and confessed that he loves me and he wants me to accept him, that's the way impossible Max" I said, sighing.

"Phi, I will take care of him, I know how to deal with him, just relax" he said.

"Thank you, please do confess your feelings, I don't want you both to suffer because of lack of communication and I have seen his eyes when I talk about you, it will shine full of happiness, I can say that he likes you too" I said.

"I'm done waiting phi, I will say it to him now"

"By the way, I left him in the South gate park, fast go find him, he looked broken, I'm so sorry nong"

"It's okay phi, I will get going now" he hung up the call.

Honestly speaking I'm still scared to talk with Gulf and even face him now, I know he is too hot tempered, and he doesn't leave anyone who even tries to hurt me.

I still remember once a boy from our high school harassed me and hit me. The very next day he was beaten up badly with multiple fractured bones. I said it to Gulf, when I saw the smirk on his face told me that he was the one behind it.

Now if I talk about Tul, I really can't say how he might react. What if he hurt him? I really can't take it, I better be silent.

I didn't realise that I slept. I woke up and saw it was 10 AM. Gulf should be worried about me. I rushed out to the living area.

It was empty, I checked the kitchen and Gulf's bedroom, it was empty.

I decided to call him.

"Hello Gulf where are you?"

"I'm out of shopping Mew, I have cooked you some food, just have it" he said.

"And Gulf, I'm going to visit Mild after eating" I informed him.

"Be careful, do you want me to drop you?" He asked.

"I can go by myself, I will be careful, byee then" I said.

"Okay" he cut the line.

I saw there was rice in the hotbox. I started to eat it. To be honest it was terrible but I should appreciate his effort. He cooked for me and his baby. I shouldn't waste it. I ate till the last spoon and drank water to change the taste.

'I should never let him cook again, or I should teach him how to cook simple recipes' I thought.

"How should I go? He said that I should not drive but he said I can go out. What does that mean, I better take a cab, I really don't want to get him angry anymore." I said to myself loudly as I was alone in the apartment.

I took a cab and went to Mild's house. Boat must be there with him, it's a day off for him too.

I pressed the doorbell. And Mild came out within seconds.

"What are you doing here Mew?" He asked.

"Can you please let me inside?" I huffed.

He pulled me in and the next moment I hugged him and cried on his shoulder.

"What happened darling? Why are you crying? Please don't scare me." He said.

I started to sob badly. He also started to panic.

"Boatt!! Come here" he shouted and it made me flinch a little.

"Sorry I didn't mean to scare you, come here, sit down" he made me sit on the sofa.

"Why are you crying Mew" Boat asked me.

I really didn't know why I was crying. I felt very low and the pain was all over. I need to cry now.

"It's okay Mew, we are here for you just let all go, try to relax" Mild said and hugged me.

After a few minutes I got relaxed and got strength to talk.

"Today morning I went for a walk to the nearest park, and I received a call from Tul" I said.

"Wait Tul came back already?" Mild asked.

I nodded my head.

"Tell me more Mew" boat said and I continued.

"After the call, within a few minutes he came to the park, it was actually getting late, he asked me to sit and he said that he wanted to know something" Mild patted my hand, I stopped.

"Can I guess?" I nodded.

"He asked you to be his boyfriend right,that's why you were crying this badly" Mild asked.

"Yes, then Gulf came and took me back to his apartment" I lowered my head.

"Then why are you crying Mew, Gulf is there for you" Mild said.

"You have your baby's father beside you always, Gulf will be there for you always" I was feeling insecure again. He is straight, not a disgusting gay like me.

"I don't want him to be with me, I will ruin his life totally, he needs to be happy Mild, he is not a disgusting gay like me" I said sobbing again.

"What the hell are you saying Mew?" Boat shouted. I flinched again.

"He w-was the o-one who sa-said it" I shuttered.

"When did he say this?" Mild asked.

"About 7 years ago, when we were studying high school" I calmed myself.

Mild pov

Gulf is an actual fool, he loved Mew for years and he said all these horrible things.

Should I say that he loves Mew openly. It's not my place to tell this out. Let Gulf suffer. He knows how much it will hurt when someone says bad about us, but disgusting gay is a very big word.

"That guy is really a fool, he didn't know that he could hurt you this bad" I said casually.

"I had loved him all the way long, Mild but that moment when I heard him saying these words, I was broken and I decided to kill my feelings and I did it successfully but when I got pregnant with his baby, my feelings returned again" Mew said.

'Whatt!! Their feelings are mutual, it's all because of Gulf's words. Shit!!' I screamed mentally.

"You better go to Gulf's apartment and take rest darling, crying like this is not good for the baby" I touched his tummy. He suddenly pushed my hands away.

I raised my eyebrows at him.

"Sorry Mild, I feel uncomfortable when someone touches my tummy" he said sadly.

"It's okay Mew" it was almost lunch time. I asked him to eat with us and he agreed.

After our lunch I decided to get Mew to Gulf's apartment and talk with that idiot. I need to scold him badly but I have another way to deal. Let me scare him. Then he knows the pain.

Mew was in deep thoughts but I know that he will be happy soon. I don't know about P'Tae, but Mew loves Gulf and that fool loves Mew. I just want the baby to be happy with his/her parents.

After having lunch Mew got ready to go. It was around 1.15 he got a call. He signalled us that he will go talk outside. I just went to get the car ready.

After Mew finished talking, I dropped him off at Gulf's apartment.

"Where is Gulf?" I asked Mew, looking at the empty apartment.

"He went shopping, I guess he will finish his lunch out, he is a very bad cook" Mew said lightly chuckling.

"Okay let me know if you want anything Mew, be safe, lock the door" I said and went out.

"Byee Mild, thankyou" I nodded and went to the elevator.

Once I entered I called Gulf right away.

"Hello Gulf"

"What is it, Mild?" That cool huh?

"It's time for you to confess your feelings to Mew, it's already late don't delay anymore, he came to me crying this morning" I said.

"Why, what happened?"

"You know that Tul has feelings for Mew right, he confessed his feelings to him directly, and now why can't you say about your feelings" I asked him.

"He forced my Mew to hug today morning, and that bastard confessed already huh"

"What 'my Mew' he is not yours until you confess" I said sternly.

"But about P'Tae"

"Wow! You really want your baby to live without you? And let P'Tae have Mew when he carries your baby in his womb?" I questioned him.

"No!! I will tell him today" he said and cut the call immediately.

Now I guess everything will be fine. I took my car and went back to my home.

Mew pov

I just returned to my- I mean Gulf's apartment, still thinking about what I talked with Mild. Do I still love him or is it just that I don't want to separate him and his baby? I swept my hand gently over my slowly disappearing abs.

Still lost in my thoughts, I heard my room's door creak open. "Mew... I need to tell you something." I know it's Gulf. I turned to see him walking closer. He came in front of me and kneeled, his head hung. I wonder what it is.

"I- I can't keep it in anymore... Mew. I love you... I have always loved you since the beginning. I- I always saw you as more than a friend. I love you, not as a brother or best friend, or even a friend... But as a man." he has got to be kidding me.

He loves me? This can't be real.

"What about what you said seven years ago? You said it all back then that you're not a disgusting gay and that you're straight! Didn't you say that you would never love me, then what is this?!"

"I- I didn't mean it! I serious I didn't..."

"Then why would you say that!?" I feel... angry?

"You heard it" he looked shocked.

"Yes, what did you mean by those words" I asked him.

"I didn't mean to hurt you Mew, I was confused with my feelings back then, I was having some weird feelings for you back then, I tried to forget you but I got even more attached, and now I'm sorry. I know I shouldn't be having these feelings for you. Y- you love P'Tae... But I can't keep it all bottled up any longer. It's paining Mew"

I slapped him hard across his face. His cheek turned red with my hand imprinted on it. His face was thrown towards the other direction, and he dared not to look at me again.

I could see tears welling up in his eyes, just like mine. "I shouldn't have said it, right? Should have just stayed quiet until the very end. I'm a fool..." I heard him whisper to himself.

He is right this time. He is a real fool. Why the fuck do I love this fool so much!?

I got down from the bed and sat on his lap, much to his surprise. I held his face in my hands and turned him to face me. There's hurt and surprise in his eyes. I closed my eyes and softly put my lips on his, starting to kiss him softly.

Gulf's pov

At last, I have made up my mind. I'll confess all my feelings to Mew. It's getting too hard to keep them in anymore. It's too suffocating. I opened the door to my apartment and found the living area empty. Mew is usually in his room, taking a nap, at this time. I went straight to his room.

He was awake, sitting on the edge of his bed, his back facing me. I entered, "Mew... I need to tell you something." He turned to face me as I walked closer. I kneeled in front of him and confessed it all. My feelings, they laid right in front of his shocked eyes.

He asked me questions. About what I said to our friends seven years ago. I never knew he was listening to it... or I would have never said that. If only I knew he was listening...I wouldn't. But I cleared it to him.

I saw his eyes turn angry. I deserve it. For having feelings for my best friend, I deserve it. He slapped me. Does he hate me now? He can't hate me! No! How will I live without him if he leaves me?! H- he can't leave me!

What he did next was shocking in itself and even more, what he did after that. He got off of the bed, I thought he was going to walk away, but no. He came closer to me and straddled me, holding my face in his hands. What is he doing?

The next thing I knew, he was kissing me... on my lips. Is this a dream or something? But it feels too real. His lips moving on top of mine... His arms snaking around my neck. Him grinding oh-so-slowly against my sleeping little brother. It all feels too real to be a dream or merely my brain's creation.

He pulled away all of a sudden and looked me in the eyes. I'm still so torn between my conscious and thoughts. He slid his right hand down my chest, "If you really love... make love to me, Gulf... please?" Was that really from Mew? But it's too tempting in itself and the way he's looking at me with those glistening, hooded eyes; how he's still grinding his hips against mine; his hands running all over my clothed torso... it is only tempting me to insanity. I couldn't refuse.

I nodded my head and held him close by his waist, another hand on his firm jaw, and kissed him full on the lips. He responded to my advances in no time. We were both kissing each other viciously. He broke the is and pulled me to stand up and swirled us around only to push me on the bed.

He hovered above me and started kissing me again. His hands roamed over my torso, undoing my shirt buttons. When he was done with my shirt, he helped me pull it off and I helped him with his. We're going too fast with whatever it is, is all I know.

He kissed me from my face to down my chest, abs and stopped right above my aching hardness. He looked up into my eyes with those blaring flames in his orbs as he unzipped my pant and slid it off with my undergarments along. The second my thing sprang up, he took it in his mouth.

Damn! That hot cavern around me! It's making me moan uncontrollably. I entwined my fingers in his hair as he fucked his mouth with my hardness. He sucked me hard until I cum in his mouth. He finally let go of my now limp member and spit all the semen out on my hand, guiding it behind himself. He was straddling me on my lap.

"Stretch me." Mew said and kissed me again. I spread his asscheeks and massaged the slime on my hand against his hole. Soon enough, I heard him let out a shallow scream as I plunged my fingers into his tight cave. "Aah! Gu- Gulf!~" Mew moaned into my mouth as I rubbed the head of my penis against his lubricated hole.

"Don't tease!" he whined. "What do you mean, baby?" I asked with a hidden smirk. "Take me already~" he whined again, this time with tears. Okay, no more teasing. I don't want this to stop. Even though I know he's just horny right now and wants this only for the moment. Even though I know he is still in love with P'Tae and not me, I don't care.

I want to be selfish for now.

I aligned my shaft with his hole and pushed inside in one move. He gripped my shoulders tight, digging his nails in. It stung but I'm fine. After a while, he started rocking his hips to and from. He pushed me down on the mattress and propped up his hands on my chest for support as he rode me.

I held onto his waist and guided him down on me with every thrust. His head was thrown back as he moaned out in pleasure. I thrust up, making him gasp out loud with his eyes wide open.

"T- there! Hit me there, Gulf! a- aaah~ yess~" Mew was moaning on top of me as I hit his prostate repeatedly.

"Meeeww~~ Aarg- I'm close!" I don't know if he's fine with me releasing inside of him. He leaned down to capture my lips for passionate kisses.

"Meww, I'm about to cum hahh, should I cum in you?" I asked him as I don't want to upset him anymore.

"I'm close too... give it to me. Mhmm, Gulfff~" he moaned.

That's all it took for us to ejaculate at the same time. Him in between us and me inside him. He went limp on top of me, sighing in comfort. I pulled out of him and could feel my semen run down from his hole.

His eyes were closed as his breath fanned against my skin. "I love you... I loved you then and I still do..." he spoke, smiling. Please don't tell me that he imagined me to be his boyfriend. It hurts!
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"I love you... Gulf."

D- did he just say my name? I looked at him as he faced me, looking me deep into my soul. "I love you." He pecked my lips and hugged me again. "Cuddle me! Your baby wants it," he said with his eyes closed and shifted to lay beside me.

"You... love me?" I still can't believe my ears. He nodded.

"I always did. But what you said to our friends seven years ago made me insecure so I never told you... I- I still do love you." He said.

'So I was the fool at last. It's all because of me' I mentally slapped myself.

"Now, cuddle me, your peanut miss their Daddy." Mew seemed sulky. Oh yeah! He's pregnant... With our baby, mine and his.

I shifted and placed my head on his stomach and hugged his waist. He placed a hand over my head and stroked my hair. It feels so relaxing. I hummed in satisfaction. And moved up to take him in my arms. He came closer to my neck and slept peacefully as I could feel his even breath.

It was only half past four but I slept happily having my kid and my life in my arms.

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