Mew pov

Today P'Tae is leaving me for a year for his work in China. I'm proud of him. I'm sure I will miss him. I didn't tell him about my pregnancy, let the future decide something for it, I'm just going with the flow. So this one year, I will give birth to my kid. It belongs to Gulf but how should I tell P'Tae about this? I don't know. I woke up early to make breakfast. Phi said that he is going to stay with his colleague who is accompanying him to China. I hope everything will be good. From today onwards I should stay with Gulf fully, to be honest I still love him but I'm afraid that I'm forcing him to be responsible for my kid. It's not fair for him even though he is not committed.

With all these thoughts I did our breakfast and woke my Phi up. He got up immediately and I went back to complete my cooking. And I called him out, he hugged me real tight where I was suffering to breathe. Gulf came to our condo to pick me up but I didn't ask him anything but phi asked me to go with him and I obeyed Phi immediately. After doing the dishes, phi hugged me and kissed my cheeks. I saw Gulf getting hurt seeing us close, it must be because I was carrying his baby. I know my limits. Gulf helped Phi to carry his luggage out to his car and didn't let me carry, not even touch anything heavy. I'm carrying his baby, I remembered again.

We got into his car and he started driving.

"Why did you ask phi about you taking me to the university?" I asked.

"I just want to know if he is okay with it or not" he said casually.

"What if he is not okay?" I asked.

"He will be okay with it, I know him Mew he will do anything for your good" he said. He knows Phi too well.

"Hmm" I just hummed in response.

"How is my baby doing?"he asked me. I was confused. Who is his baby?

"Pardon" I couldn't help but ask out loud.

"How is my baby doing?" He asked again and placed his hand on my tummy. His baby, right.

"Doing good" I said but he didn't remove his hand from my tummy. He just removed it while changing the gears and placed it again. I was feeling butterflies inside my stomach but I decided to ignore it. He is the father he has rights.

"Do my baby like daddy with you huh" he asked as if his baby would answer him. I didn't answer him. I just let his baby answer him.

"Really do you love your mommy more than daddy?" He said again.

'Mommy, is he serious, why do I feel the same feeling which I had years ago, don't Mew you are ruining his life with your foolish thoughts' I mentally smacked my head.

"Mew see baby is saying that baby loves Mommy more than daddy" he said and I blushed.

"Who is Mommy here?" I asked.

"Ofcourse you, you are the one who is going to give birth" he said, clearly flirting with me. If I say that I don't like it then it will be a clear lie.

"No, I'm not Mommy, the baby will call me Papa" I said. And we reached university. He parked his car in the parking lot.

"We are here Mew, we can talk later at home" he said, rubbing his hand on my tummy for the last time before he got out of the car.

I unbuckled the seatbelt and got out of the car and I heard someone shouting my name. I turned to see who was that idiot selling my name loudly.

"P'Mewww" I saw a figure running towards me. When he was about to fly into me, Gulf came in between.

"Tul be careful" he said catching him.

"Why the hell did you come in between P'Gulf" he shouted.

"Tul come here naa" I asked him to come near me.

"My pleasure phi" he said and hugged me tight.

Tul is our junior in our high school. He is studying here as an electrical engineering student. He is in his final year.

"Mew, we are already late" I heard a hint of anger in Gulf's voice. I let go of Tul.

Tul is like my lil nong, he has been clingy to me everytime. He got to go to Korea as a transfer student for his third year studies. Gulf will be irritated even before I was Phi Tae's boyfriend. Now it's worse I'm carrying his own baby, I don't know how he is going to react.

"Let's go Tul, I have to go to my class" we started to walk. Gulf was beside me all the time.

"I miss you so much Phi, didn't you miss me" I saw Gulf glaring at me, waiting for my reply.

"I always missed you baby, then where are your friends and most importantly where is Max?" I asked him. I saw a small smile on Gulf's face, he knows that Max has had a crush on Tul for a long time.

"He is still there with me, he is so annoying phi" is he stupid or acting stupid.

"See you later Tul, bye" I said. He pulled me and kissed my cheeks. I saw Gulf fuming in anger.

"Byee Phi" he said and ran to his classroom.

We went inside our classroom and sat on our respective seats. Mild was not there, maybe late or on leave.

"Gulf, don't look at any paper or flammable things for now or else it will burn for sure" I chuckled seeing him angry even after Tul was gone.

"Don't joke Mew, you know that I hate seeing him being clingy to you, and he kissed you in front of me" he said.

"You saw P'Tae kissing me just today morning. What is the difference?" I asked. I want to know that he is possessive of me or just because I'm carrying his kid.

"He is your boyfriend Mew, I cannot do anything against him because you love him more than anything" he said. I was disappointed.

"That's true Gulf, I love him but I love my baby more than I love him" I said looking directly into his eyes.

"Hmm" he just hummed. That's all huh.

'What the hell are you expecting Mew, he only sees you as his baby's mother and a best friend. Don't expect him to say 'I love you' to you, it's impossible' I mentally made myself strong to face the future.

And the lecture came in. Started his class. I was not concentrating totally.

"Mr. Suppasit, the lecturer called me" I snapped open.

"Yes sir" I stood up.

"What topic are we seeing now?" He asked me.

"..." I was all blank, I didn't know anything.

"You didn't concentrate in this class, did you?"

"I'm sorry sir" I said, Gulf was looking at me with an amazed face.

"Get out now immediately" he shouted at me. I flinched. Gulf panicked.

I took my belongings, when Gulf held my hand.

"Let me come with you" he said.

"It's okay, I will be fine, I will be more careful" I assured him.

I moved out without listening to his response.

I walked out of my class, I was not in the mood to attend any class anymore. I want some strength. I want to cry on someone's shoulder. I left my university, I started to walk towards Mild's home.

I just left a message for Gulf so that he won't be worried about his baby. I hope he will see the message after his class.

It took almost 1 hour to reach Mild's home.

"Mew what are you doing here?" Mild asked me before I could enter.

"I'm tired Mild, I want to sleep" I said and went to his guest room, it's especially for me and Gulf to stay while we feel low, even we have our spare clothes there.

"Are you really okay darling?" He called me sweetly, which means he is worried about me.

"Don't worry Mild, our lecturer sent out of the class and I don't want to attend rest of the classes so I came out"

He was about to ask something but he remained silent seeing me drained out.

I went inside his guest room and kept my phone on the nightstand, got fresh, changed something comfortable and rested myself on the bed.

'why I feel sad now, I think I'm getting moody now a days, is it because that I'm pregnant or I feel hurt, why my life is this tough, why did this happen to me, if it's not that night I would have not feel bad for P'Tae with me, I would have not been guilty. I hate myself' I thought internally and slept off.

Gulf pov

Today I went to pick up my baby's mother, my love but I don't dare to call him my love, I missed every chance. But still I hope that he will accept me, but how? I don't know. But I want him to be only mine from now on, I'm not gonna share him with anyone.

I went to his condo and I saw P'Tae kissing him but I controlled myself from pulling Mew to me because Mew loves him. I didn't let him carry his boyfriend's luggage, it was heavy and he is now pregnant.

I started driving to university, I wanted to touch his tummy for so long and I got a beautiful chance to do it. I didn't take it off till we reached our university.

I got out after we parked my car in the parking lot. I was about to move and open the door for him but he got out and I heard someone shouting Mew's name loudly.

Then I saw our junior Tul running towards Mew at full speed. I went in front of Mew to catch this stupid nong, I will not allow Mew to get hurt.

As expected he looked like a hurt puppy glancing at Mew, and he succeeded when Mew hugged him. I'm fucking jealous seeing him close with my Mew. I was always jealous of him from high school till now.

My jealousy went to the top most level seeing Tul kissing Mew on his cheeks, even I didn't get a chance to kiss him, how dare he kiss what is mine? Before I could react he ran fast to his classroom.

I was shocked when Mew asked why I wasn't jealous of P'Tae. I was jealous I was really very jealous seeing him with anyone rather than me. But how could I say it out loud, he loves his boyfriend. I wish I could say it but I'm afraid that he might get hurt or get mad at me. So I just hummed in response. I saw Mew's face change.

To the worst Mew got punished for not concentrating on the class, he was always the topper, why was he distracted? Did I say something wrong? Why does he look sad? There were a number of questions in my head.

When he was about to get out I asked him for me to join him but he refused. And said he will be careful, is he thinking that I'm only concerned about my kid. I'm worried about him too.

He went out. I was not able to concentrate anymore, if I also went out we three would be missing this lecture so I stayed inside and I tried my best to concentrate and take notes. That 1 and half hours was hell. I was worried sick of Mew.

After the class I checked my phone, Mew left a message saying that he is in Mild's now. To my luck all the remaining classes got cancelled because of some reason. I got in my car and rushed to Mild's apartment.

"Hoi, why are you here?" Mild asked, seeing my face.

"Where is Mew?" I asked without answering his question.

"He is sleeping, what happened Gulf ? He looked low while coming here. He just arrived around 30 minutes ago" he said and something struck me. Did Mew walk to Mild's apartment?

"Was he sweating?" I asked.

"Not actually but he was tied " shit, he really walked here.

"He has walked from university to here, Mild" I said.

"What!! He is pregnant Gulf, why did you allow him" he shouted.

"Hoi, how can I allow him, after the lecturer asked him to leave the classroom, I was there not to miss the class and after the class I saw his message and rushed here" I said.

"Is he stupid, what if he was in trouble somewhere, no I can't even imagine, go check on him right now" he asked me.

"I will and I should now, and please don't ask him anything about him walking all the way long, I will ask him" I said as he nodded his head.

I walked towards the guest room. You can say that it's mine and Mew's room because we are always the one's staying here. I opened the door and I saw the man in my dreams sleeping peacefully facing the door, wearing a t-shirt and shorts. He looked godly to my eyes.

I sat beside him.

"Why did you walk here baby, I was worried about you, I love my kid who is inside you but I love you more than anything else. Please don't do it again, I love you. I'm coward, stupid, I don't have courage to tell this when you are awake but I love you always" I said in my lowest voice. And kissed his temple and cheeks.

I went down to his tummy and lifted his t-shirt, to see his tummy.

"I always wonder Mew, our eating habits are similar, how are you managing to have abs? But I can say that these are gonna disappear soon as my baby grows bigger" I said.

He turned and went to sleep straight. I instantly got an attack.

"Pheww, my goodness" he was sleeping peacefully without any disturbance.

I lifted his t-shirt which got down when he moved.

"Stay safe my peanut, I love you so much naa, please help daddy to be with Mommy forever" I kissed his abs, pulled his t-shirt down, hugged him and rested myself near him.

'I hope that I'm not late now baby, just be mine forever please' I kissed his temple once again and drifted into my dreams.

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To be continued...

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