Gulf pov

I was too happy to know that Mew is carrying my baby but I can't remember that I made love to him, I don't know how it felt and what expressions he made when I was inside him.

We are now in the hospital. He asked us to take to his condo and so we did.

"Mew, are you comfortable talking with P'Tae alone?" Mild asked Mew after making him sit comfortably on the sofa.

"I don't know Mild, but I have to do it alone, I don't have anyone except myself" what about me, why can't he ask me to be with him. I was deeply hurt.

"You have me Mew, I'm here" I said to know his actual thoughts. 

"Sorry Gulf , I really can't pull you into my problem" he said. I felt useless and helpless with Mew about my love for him.

"Why is it your problem, Gulf is you baby's father Mew, think about his feelings too" Mild asked.

"I can't do it Mild, Gulf has his own life, I can't pull him down only because he is my baby's father right" pulling me down what does it mean, I need to get out from here and I need to plan something for Mew make him mine and forever mine.

"I'm getting out Mew, it's late and Mild are you coming with me?" I asked Mild without glancing to Mew.

"Yes I should come with you, I left my car in the university let's go, it's gonna be late" Mild said in a hurry.

"Bye, be safe while driving" he said as we both just nodded our heads and left Mew alone.

I walked fast to my car.

"Gulf waittt for mee" Mild was shouting behind me.

"Come fast already" I said in my frustrated voice.

I sat inside my car and Mild joined me. I shouted like I was a maniac.

"Hoi my ears, why are you shouting now?" Mild asked as if he didn't know the reason.

"You are asking me to cool down, how can I do Mild"

"Think about him too Gulf, he is in love with someone else, he can't hurt his love" I started crying thinking about I'm not Mew's man.

"I know but I need him, he needs me too" I cried hard.

"Gulf don't cry everything will be fine, he said that he won't let P'Tae claim your baby right" he was right.

"But what if he sleeps with P'Tae with my baby inside him, I can't do it Mild, I can't let him do it" I said pulling my own hair.

"He won't Mew, he knows that it's not fair for the baby and for you" Mild tried to make me stop crying.

"How are you this confident Mild, P'Tae will do anything to be with Mew always, he knows that I love Mew romantically" Mild was shocked hearing it.

"How could he know, you are not good at expressing yourself and how it is possible?"

"The one who loves Mew can see my love for him clearly Mild, P'Tae knows it long ago"

"Don't please force him to love you Gulf, Mew is innocent"

"I have loved him for 7 long years Mild, I can't lose him when he carries my baby inside his womb" I wiped my tears.

"So what are you going to do now?"

"Wait and see" I dialled my Pho.

"Hello pho, I need help" I asked as soon as he picked my call.

"Hello son, wait let me greet you first" I didn't realise that I asked for help without letting him talk.

"Sorry Pho it's important for me" I said.

"What is it? Is Mew alright" Pho knows me very well. I will ask for help only if it's about Mew.

"It's about Mew, can you please send me the details about P'Tae from his office" I asked him.

"Why about him, tell me what happened, Gulf" my father turned serious.

"Nothing Pho mew seems low now a days, I asked him but he refused to tell me so I want to know about P'Tae so that I can guess what's wrong with him"

"Okay, Gulf take good care of my Mew, don't let him get hurt" he said in a sad tone.

"I promise you Pho, he will be happy forever"

"I will send you the details within 15 minutes"

"Thank you Pho" I thanked him and cut the call.

"What are you talking about, Gulf?" Mild asked me.

"Pho is a shareholder of the company where P'Tae is working, so I asked him to help me out"

"Why are you asking for information about P'Tae?" Mild asked me.

"I want to know about him to separate him from my Mew" I said.

"Don't do anything bad Gulf, please Mew can't take that"

"I won't do anything that can hurt Mew, Mild. I just want to know what step I'm going to take to get Mew back in my arms" I said and started to drive to the university.

"When will we get the information?" Mild asked while we were traveling.

"Pho said he will send me the details within 15 minutes so for now within 5 minutes I may get the details." I said.

"Okay, so we can check the details before we reach the university right?" He asked.

"Yes" I replied to him and I received a call from my father immediately.

I switched on the loudspeaker so that I can drive while talking with him.

"Hello Pho"

"Hello Gulf, there is something important about Tae" he sounded very serious.

"Tell me Pho, is there any problem?" I was worried.

"Tae applied for a transfer to China for a year" he said. I was shocked and Mild was in the same state as me.

"Why, why is he getting a transfer? Did he get approved?" I asked confused.

"Yes it's approved and he said that he needs to be more qualified to work for China and he is moving to China to learn and work for a year" he said.

"What made him think that he is not qualified? He is a topper of the University and the best outgoing student" I asked my father.

"He got a project collaboration with Chinese company and he felt he needed to learn more to work more efficiently, it seems" my father answered.

"Thank You Pho, I will take care now and when is he going to move to China?" I asked a very important question.

"His boss said within five more days"

"Okay Pho, byee, thank you so much, love you" I said.

"Byee, Gulf please take care of Mew and take care of yourself too" he said. And I cut the call.

"Gulf, what's going on why P'Tae is getting transferred?"

"I too don't know Mild, I guess he may call you anytime to take care of Mew when he moves to China" I said.

"Why should he ask me?" he asked stupidly.

"You are his only friend other than me Mild, he won't let me take care of Mew because he knows how I see Mew, so the only option is you and Boat only you both are his only choice  for Mew's happiness and safety." I cleared his doubts.

"Okay then what should I do now?"he asked.

"Ask P'Tae to let me take care of Mew too so that I can at least visit him once in a while" I said, getting sad again.

'Mew is carrying my baby but I need someone's permission to take care of my baby and his/her mother' I said internally.

"Okay i got it Gulf" Mild said, at last he got to know what I meant.

"I wonder why my parents love Mew this much?" I asked Mild.

"It's because they know that Mew is a hermaphrodite and he is too fragile to get hurt" Mild answered.

"Can I ask you something Mild?" I asked Mild.

"Go ahead, Gulf" he said and we reached University at time.

"When do you know that Mew is a herma.. herma.. whatever that word" Mild chuckled

"Hermaphrodite!! I knew it long back. He was afraid to tell you and that would make you hate him." It's stupid, how can I hate him.

"Why didn't you tell me too?"

"It's about Mew, Gulf. How can I say something about him without his concern?" he asked. He was true.

"Okay Mild get back to your place, it's time to leave."

"Byee Gulf, I will inform you if P'Tae calls me" I nodded my head.

"Byee" he left with his car and I went back to my apartment.

I really don't know how I should feel now. Should I feel happy for being daddy and having a baby with Mew or sad that I can't be with him because his boyfriend will not allow me to stay with Mew when he is not around in the city.

I made instant noodles and ate thinking about Mew and went to sleep with the same thoughts.

'Let future make a way for me to stay with Mew and find my own happiness' I said to myself and drifted to sleep.

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