Mew pov

It really pisses me off this time. I was very irritated when P'Tae kissed me while I'm talking with Gulf. He heard my moan. I can say it. He blabbed up and he was lost of words. It's embarrassing. I immediately wished him and he thanked me and said his girlfriend is calling him so I cut the call.

And then the disaster. I never raised my voice on P'Tae. But this time it was too much. He knew my nipples were sensitive and he purposefully touched it and made me moan. His stupid jealously is going beyond the limit.

And I said something that made me sad too. I just said that he fucked me here. I never used these words but I don't want to apologise too. He had to understand that he should never disturb me while I'm doing something important.

And when he asked about Gulf my anger was all gone and turned to happiness. I wonder why Gulf is the only person who can change my mood in an instant.

I'm truly happy for him. At last he got his love. I really worry about him. I can't see him lonely anymore. To be honest I had a crush on him when we were young. But he is straight. I don't want to hurt myself and him. I know that he will do anything for my happiness but I cannot force him right.

And before my feelings grew I met P'Tae. Actually I forgot my feelings for Gulf totally after I met P'Tae. P'Tae persuaded me for one whole year. I didn't even glance at him and acted cold around him but he knew that I liked him so that he never accepted his failure. And I gave up when he was about to finish his studies. Now here we are boyfriends for two years now.

Now I'm wide awake, it's 6am and we have flight at 8am. P'Tae is peacefully sleeping beside me. He already packed our luggage yesterday. Now we have to get fresh and leave.

"Phi wake up now naa" I slowly shook his body after I took a shower.

"Darling it's early office is only at 9.30 right" hoi he is thinking that we are at our condo.

"Phi get up, we are at Phuket"

"Ohh I forgot it" he said and continued sleeping.

"Wake up now or else no kiss for 1 week" I tried my luck. He immediately sat up straight.

"I'm up! I'm up!!" He is too cute. When I was about to get up. He pulled me back to sit down.

"What is it Phi" I asked him. I know he wants me to kiss him. He has this habit of morning kisses.

Without answering me he pouts his lips indicating to me to kiss him.

"Not now brush your teeth first" before I could complete he ran to brush his teeth. Within minutes he came back and pouted his lips again.

"Okay I give up" I cannot win him over.

I just pecked him when I was about to pull , he held my nape and deepened his kiss till we both were out of our breath.

"Satisfied" I asked him, seeing him smiling brightly.

"Very" he replied.

"Okay now take shower, I'm ready to leave" I said , he pouted again.

"Why did you shower alone I was planning to shower with you"

"Okay I'm sorry , I will ask you again next time"

"This is the same sentence you say every time baby" it's true I don't want him to jump on me. I know that he cannot control himself.

"Tell me honestly, you will control yourself seeing me naked Phi."

"Yes" he said immediately. I saw his fingers crossed.

"Then why do your fingers cross Phi. Don't lie. I know about you Phi" I laughed.

"Don't tease me nong, tell me how can I resist you naa"

"You don't have to resist because I'm not going to give any chance"

"Okay I will go to the bath" he went like he was really affected. But he was not , I know him and I'm not going to fall for his tricks.

"Go fast Phi, I'm not going to fall for your trick" I said aloud cause he was moving like a snail.

"Hmm okayyyy" he said and ran into the bathroom.

I chuckled seeing his childish behaviour. He is actually two years older than me but he will act like a 5 years old kid wanting toys from his parents.

We got ready and boarded the flight. And  we reached Bangkok safely and I hurriedly got him to his office because I know his boss and he agreed to attend his work today afternoon. Even though his boss is his friend , there is something called work ethics. I will never agree for him to go beyond it.

Now I'm here sitting alone in our shared condo , eating my lunch. My mind is in chaos. I'm confused about whether to call Gulf or not. I want to know more about his love story.

Gulf pov

I planned my future for 1 more month. I really want Mew to know about Eye as my girlfriend. He really worries about me these days. I'm still stupid who is afraid to confess my own love. But I cannot do it now and never. Man proposes ; God disposes right. It's clearly seen in my life. I missed my chance and I will never get it again.

Today is Thursday and it's 11am. Mew will be enjoying his trip with his boyfriend and I'm sitting here lonely. And the most important thing I visited Eyes father , he is a gentleman who accepted me to take care of his daughter.

When I was in deep thoughts , my phone rang. It was Mew. I hurriedly took the call.

"Hello Mew , why are you calling me at this time. Where is P'Tae" I'm worried about his boyfriend because he is very possessive. I accept it who will not be possessive if they have a boyfriend like Mew.

"Hello Gulf is the news I heard is real" he didn't answer my questions but just asked me another question.

"What are you talking about? I cannot understand" I'm clueless about what he is asking.

"Don't pretend Gulf , Mild told me everything huhh"  he let out a small moan which I clearly heard. What did I do to deserve this? I teared up a little but continued to talk.

"Ohh about my r-relationship yes Mew I'm c-committed , h-her name is Eye" I stuttered.

"I'm really happy for you Gulf" he said

"I have to go Mew , my girlfriend is calling me sorry" I lied to him. I cannot hold back my tears. It's streaming out.

"Okay byee see you" he said.

"Byee Mew" I replied to him and cut the call immediately.

"Why the hell I'm suffering like this. Why I was so stupid back then. If I had confessed my love, he would be my boyfriend by this time and P'Tae wouldn't have existed in our lives" I shouted like a mad man.

I skipped my lunch and had milk for dinner while crying myself to sleep the whole day.

Next day.

I woke up at 9am today. It's actually late but I don't have any work to do.

I skipped my breakfast cause I was not really hungry. I killed time by watching reality shows on television and made fried rice. I'm not in the mood to buy lunch outside. Fried rice was terrible but I ate it. I choked badly while I was eating. I thought of checking on Mew. So I called him.

"Hello Mew , where are you now?" I prayed that he arrived in Bangkok , I didn't want to get him into trouble.

"Gulf , I was just now thinking about you , are you free now?" He asked me. So he was the one thinking about me. I chuckled lightly.

"Why are you chuckling , did I say something wrong"  he asked and it made me chuckle again.

"I was choking badly. I was thinking who would be the black sheep and I caught him already" I laughed loudly.

"Don't laugh , you idiot, now tell me how did you meet your girlfriend? I want to know it badly" he asked me, more like ordering me. I was about to answer but why not I play a little game with my mewie.

"I'm not going to say something to someone who is ordering me" I played a little , I love to hear his whines.

"You both are very similar, you both make me beg if I ask something , I hate you" what I and who are similar. He is confusing me.

"Me and who" I asked him.

"Who else P'Tae!" he said. I tried to figure it out but i cannot assume anything.

(A/N you guys know it right 😅😅😅)

"Okay I give up. I met her at a shopping mall last month and we just clicked" I lied perfectly.

"You actually don't hide anything from me Gulf, how did you forgot to tell this important news" he started to doubt me. It's actually true I never hid or lied to him. This is the first time I did both.

"She was afraid to tell her parents so we accepted to stay low-key" I should receive a big award for my acting skills.

"Ohh that's great Gulf, I'm happy for you naa. Don't hurt her at any cost, it's my advice, it is very important for any relationship" He said.

"Hmm thank you Mew , how about you did you enjoy your trip" I asked him.

"I had fun Gulf. P'Tae took care of me very well , I'm blessed to have him in my life"

'Not really Mew he is very lucky to have you in his life.' I thought internally.

"Okay Mew what are you doing now?"

"I'm just sitting simply after having my lunch" he said I decided to ask him for the party that Mild said to me earlier.

"Mild was saying that he is going to celebrate our graduation with you again because we already had fun without you , what do you say?" I asked him.

"Why not I will ask P'Tae about it and confirm for you , can P'Tae also join us?"  he asked me.

"Sure Mew we are inviting him too"

"Okay Gulf I will inform you as soon as I ask him." He said excitedly.

"Okay Mew, I should call Mild to say this byee. Inform me when you ask him and I will tell you the venue and time"

"Okay byee Gulf" I cut the line and called Mild.

"Hello Mild"

"Why are you disturbing my sleep time you idiot"  he was literally shouting at me. Yes it's his sleep time. He has a habit of sleeping in the afternoon on his holidays.

"Sorry , I have something important to say"

"What tell it fast now"  I really pissed him off I guess.

"I already talked with Mew about the party so don't ask him again"

"Thankyou for informing Gulf I was about to call him this evening and what did he say"

"He asked me that P'Tae can join us , I said yes and he said that he will inform me after asking P'Tae"

"Okay. And thank you"

"Okay good night sleepy head, sleep well okay"

"For sure byee bestie"

"Byee" I cut the line and continued to watch television till night and had some fruits and milk for dinner and slept calming myself.

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