- twelve -
A/N POV:
The girl removed her almost see-through veil and uncovered her bare face. Her eyes were glistening with the light of the thousand candles put in every corner of the room. It was dark and dim and Taehyung sensed a scent of peppermint and vanilla when she moved towards him.
"Just relax. It's okay, we're all alone." Y/N said gently as she took his hands into hers. Taehyung felt the warmness of her body. Her perfume made him dizzy, sending his mind into a frenzy.
"How did we get here?" He asked and looked around the room that was unfamiliar to him. It was almost empty except for the bed they were sitting on in the middle of the room. He had never been there.
Y/N took his face in her hands and inched closer.
"It doesn't matter, baby. All that matters is that we're here together." she muttered and put her forehead next to his. Her pink plump lips were inches away from his and Taehyung could see her chest slowly going up and down as she breathed against his face.
"Why... why are you even here with me. I'm such a mess." he mumbled and nuzzled his face into her chest.
"Shhh, don't say that." Y/N whispered. Two watery circles formed on her white linen dress. "Don't ever say that." Something about her was so comforting that he sensed he could open up.
"I'm so fucked up. I've ruined every good thing that's ever happened to me." Taehyung raised his head and looked at Y/N with a heart-breaking expression. "Including you."
She was observing him curiously with a lovely smile on her lips. In her white linen dress and messy hair she looked exactly like an angelic fairy, so pure.
"And now I lost you. I lost you, Y/N. But you weren't supposed to be anyone else's but mine! You made me so mad!" Taehyung blurted out in one breath and grabbed her by the wrist, shaking her. When he saw her startled expression he realized how crazy he must seem at the moment. "I- I'm sorry."
"You haven't lost me, Taehyung." Y/N said in a loving tone. "You can never lose me. We belong together."
Taehyung grabbed her waist desperately as if he was a drowning man and she was his life jacket. He started kissing her madly. His hands made his way through her dress on her chest and collarbone.
"We belong together, Taehyung." she repeated and her voice echoed around them as if it hadn't come from her mouth.
He kept kissing her frantically. It was like he was dying and she was his last dose of life-saving elixir.
"Taehyung... it- it burns, Taehyung..." Suddenly Y/N moaned and Taehyung opened his eyes. One of the candles next to the bed had fallen and had set fire to her beautiful white dress.
"What the-" Taehyung stuttered. He quickly grabbed a piece of the bed sheets and started trying to put it away but it kept burning even more.
"It hurts!" The girl screamed, her face contorting in a terrified expresion. Taehyung gulped. Her beautiful unstained white dress was turning to ashes, the flame was leaving bloody red marks on her fragile feet and was starting to do so on her hands also. She looked at him through teary eyes and her expression was so horrified that Taehyung felt his heart ache.
"Stop it! Stop it, Taehyung!" Y/N continued shrieking as the fire grew even bigger and overtook the curtains and bed sheets. Soon after everything around them was burning.
"I'm trying! It won't go off, son of a bitch!" Taehyung yelled and looked around desperately for some water but there was none. The thick black smoke filled the room and got into his eyes. It got so dark that he couldn't even see straight in front of him. All he could do was listen to Y/N's screams of terror.
"It hurts so bad! Please, make it stop, Taehyung, please..." She was yelling and yelling as he searched around for her hands but it was as if she had drifted away from him and her voice was becoming weaker and weaker. Her hazy silhouette smaller and smaller until she was just a white dot in the black space in front of him.
"I'm trying! I'm sorry, I'm so sorry!" Taehyung cried out with real tears falling from his eyes. Why wasn't the fire affecting him?
"Taehyung... Taehyung..."
The voice suddenly became deeper and he couldn't identify it.
"Are you okay? Wake up, Taehyung."
He felt a solid grip on his shoulders.
"Should we splash some water on his face?" Another male voice joined in.
"No, you idiot, can't you see he's waking up?"
"Is he having a nightmare? He seems so tense these days."
"Yeah, because you idiots are always next to me." Taehyung muttered as he opened his eyes.
Two pairs of curious eyes were set on him as Jin and Namjoon hovered over his face.
"Ugh, move." Taehyung scoffed and reached for the bottle of water next to him.
Jin gave him a concerned look.
"Taehyung, are you okay?"
"Yeah, why?" The younger male growled with annoyance.
"You were napping on the sofa and we thought we'd let you have some rest before recording. Then you started shaking and yelling something about fucking up and candles setting fires..." Namjoon scratched his head and gave Jin a knowing look as if they were a couple of parents worrying for their son. Jin nodded.
"Yeah, and then you broke into sweat and when we tried to wake you up you wouldn't open your eyes. It was really scary, to be honest."
Taehyung sighed. He really wanted to be alone right now but his friends wouldn't leave him be.
"Well, I'm awake now, aren't I? Now stop worrying, you're not my dads."
He stood up and walked towards the door leaving his two friends with a lot of questions. Jin and Namjoon looked at each other and shrugged their shoulders.
They had given up on ever trying to understand Taehyung a long time ago.
author's note:
if anyone was wondering about the meaning of this dream, it was taehyung's subconscious mind reminding him that he ruins everything he touches, which gives a sort of explanations of all those deep fears he has projecting on y/n :))) hope you liked this chapter, i'm updating again later today~ xoxo
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