|June 15th, 1994|
Amayah [notproofread]

"Lisa don't you think this is too revealing?" I said as I uncomfortably pushed up my titties in this tight short backless red dress. Lisa popped up in front of me and rolled her eyes. "Girl lil revealing never hurt nobody and besides I think you need a little male attention. There will be a lot of fine men at the club. Not only that but Cole got some goodlooking friends."

I sighed."I don't think I want to go." Aaliyah walked in to the room fixing her hair." Come on, Mayah. It will be fun. It will help you take your mind off of everything."

"Yeaahhh and the club will be filled with a alot of fine chocolate drops your mind will be off of dumbo in no time." Lisa said as she fixed her black dress.

I cocked my head to the side as I stared at myself in the mirror. Maybe this will be fun.. I haven't talked to De in a week even though he has been calling me everyday but I haven't answered.. Maybe it's just for the best that we are seperated.. It probably was never meant to be.. This party that we are about to go to might take my mind off of everything..

My thoughts were interrupted as we heard a honk of a car outside. Aaliyah walked over to the window and peeked out." Our ride is here." She said before grabbing her purse and was about to walk out of the room but stopped.

"I don't have any cash to pay him. I just have my card." Aaliyah said looking at us. Lisa scoffed." Don't look at me. You know damn well i'm broke." She said and turned around to look at herself in the mirror before grabbing her purse and we all made our way outside.

I sigh." Wait, guys I have money back at my place. Why don't you guys meet me at the party?"

"You sure?" Aaliyah asked." Yeah I'll be quick, I promise." I said." Alright girl see you later, remember to bring him his money." Lisa said before entering the car and Aaliyah right behind her before driving off.

I watched they're car drive away before turning around and walking towards my place. I remember the last time I was walking alone when it was dark.. and then that man tried to hurt me.... but luckily De came before he could hurt me.

Thinking about that day made me walk faster.

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I unlocked the door to my place and I sighed from relief because I made it safely. I didn't bother to turn on the lights and put my purse on the coffee table before walking upstairs inside my room.

I searched from my drawers and closets but the money is no where to be found. I sighed." Where is it?" I mumbled to myself. Maybe I left the money somewhere in the kitchen..
I walked out of my room but when I walked out of my room something felt off but I shook the feeling off.

As I was slowly walking down the stairs, a strong smell of something filled my nostrils. A smell that wasn't there before. Marijuana.. I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion. "What the fuck?" I say out loud before walking towards the light switch.

And before I got to the light switch. "Looking for this?" His voice came from behind me. I turned around quickly and saw him slowly come out of the dark with a fat blunt between his lips and holding up 30 dollars in his hands. Devante slowly walked towards me and backed me up against the wall. He reached behind me and turned on the lights.

"What are you doing here?"I asked him as he blew the smoke in my face. He slowly turned around and walked towards the couch before sitting down and kicking his feet up on the coffee table.

"Well word on the street is that.. I heard you and your little fake ass friends are going to this nigga Coles party and I'm reallg offended by the fact that you didn't take me with you." He said before inhaling his blunt. I rolled my eyes.

" De.. We are not together remember?" I told him. He looked at me, licked his lips and cocked his head to the side." Not together? I don't remember saying that we are not together and I can't believe that your stubborn ass refused to take my advice after I told you those two stupid bitches you call friends are no good for you."

I walked towards him angrily." Hey, They ain't no bitches to you, okay! Get the hell out of my house I don't want to see you again De! I don't have time for your bullshit! So please." I walked towards him, pushed his feet off of the table." Get your feet off of my table." grabbed my purse and snatched the 30 dollars from his hands." And get the fuck outta my house." I pointed towards the door.

He stared up at me and squinted his eyes at me before slowly standing up and throwing his blunt on the floor. He slowly walked towards be and pushed me against the wall with hardness. I dropped all my things on the floor. I gasped as he grabbed my neck.

"Who the fuck you think you is talking to me like that?! Huh!?" He growled angrily. Just a little bit scared and slight bit turned on I just stared up at him. "And where the fuck do you think your going with this fucking dress?!" He looked down at my body, and licked his lips." You ain't going no fucking where."

He said with his deep voice and pressed against me. "De stop I gotta go.." I accidentally let out a moan as I felt his member against me. He didn't answer as he pinned my hands with his big hand above my head and with his other hand he grabbed my face and kissed me.

His kiss made me weak. I want to push him away but I can't resist. He slid hand down my back and squeezed my butt. In result I moaned and he slid his tongue in my mouth. My knees gave in but luckily he picked me up before I could hit the group.

He carried me in to my bedroom and threw me on the bed. I watched him take off his shirt and jacket before he bent down and took off my heels. He came back on top of me and kissed me roughly. I bit his lower lip softly and then let it go. He roughly pulled up my dress and started kissing my stomach. I ran my hands on his head and watched him kiss down my stomach and near my private area.

He slid off my panties and kissed my bud making me moan. Not wasting another second, his tongue was on my sensitive clit immediaetly. I jolted up with a loud moan. I gripped my sheets tightly as he quickly flicked his tongue on my clit. "Damn de.." i moaned. My hips lifted up from the matress and pushed my hot core against devantes tongue who was devouring my pussy. "Oh god.." i felt my self already coming, my tights starting to tremble. My body was shaking and soon i came. He licked all of my juices up before coming back up to kiss me.

He went down to kiss my neck and softly nibbled on the skin. I became more and more turned on. He flipped us over and i was now on top, i took off my dress and made him sit up. Grabbed my sensitive breasts and kissed them. I moaned and watched him as he licked and sucked on my nipples. I bit my lip as softly bit my nipple and tugged on it with his teeth.

While he kept licking and biting on my nipples he reached between us and teased my entrance with his member making me moan loudly. I gasped as he slid in my pussy before grabbing my butt and made me go up and down slowly.

"Shit." He groaned before burying his face in my neck.

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I woke up slowly with devante next to me. Both of us were naked. And all of our clothes were on the floor. Shit. I got up from the bed and before grabbing Devantes arm and looked at his wrist watch. Shit it has been three hours!" Shit!" I quickly ran to the bathroom and washed my self up quickly before getting up and grabbing new panties, put the dress back on, grabbed my shoes and purse before quickly running downstairs and grabbing my car keys and running to my car.

I opened the door to my car and sat there fixing my hair quickly. Lisa and liyah are going to be so mad at me." I put the key in the ignition before driving off.

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I arrived infront if the club. I slid my heels in the car before stepping out and locking the car door and running towards the club entrance. Before I made it towards the entrance, two disappointed women were walking towards me.

"Mayah what the fuck?" Aaliyah asked, sounding mad." What took you so long?" Lisa asked.

I closed my eyes as I took a breather. "I'm sorry something came up, guys but i'm here. Lets go back in."I told them but they didn't budge. Aaliyah furrowed her eyebrows." You were with him? Weren't you?" She asked in disbelief. I stayed quiet. She walked closer to me." Is that a hickey?" She asked.

I rolled my eyes." Yes it's a hickey, liyah." She chuckled in disbelief. Lisa sighed and mumbled."Wow.." Under her breath. "So you bailed on us so you can go fuck him?" She asked. I groaned." I didn't bail on you guys, im here, so lets go." I said as I was about to walk past them but they interrupted." Nah we are leaving. Give us the money.."

"Really you guys? Come on lets go have some fun." I said trying to convince them to come with me. Aaliyah scoffed." You already had your fun. Why would you fuck him?" She complained and I groaned." Why do you care so much?" I snapped. She stayed quiet.

" What is it? Are you jealous?" I asked my anger started to grow. "You know you guys been complaining about my relationship with De from the start why don't you guys give it a rest?"

"We have been hearin-" Lisa speaks up but I cut her off. "That's right you guys been hearing. You guys have been bad mouthing De from the start.. You know maybe he was right.." I chuckled as they quietly." Maybe you guys are just Jealous that I have somebody." I said out of anger and both of the stared at me in disbelief.

"Did she just...?" Lisa said slowly. "Give us the money. We are leaving." Aaliyah reached out her hand and I took the money out of my purse and gave It to her. She started walking away with Lisa right behind her.

"Fine! You guys go. I don't need you anyway." I hollered after them before walking angrily towards my car and driving back home.
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Aaliyah

After our ride dropped me off, I walked inside my house very frustrated. I took off my heels, threw my purse on the couch before flopping down on the couch.

"Why can't she see?" I spoke outloud. I don't understand why can't she see. Me and Lisa been telling her not to be with him. I think he is craz-

My thoughts were cut off by my phone ringing. I rolled my eyes and groaned." Are you serious?" I grabbed my phone and answered the phone thinking thats it's probably Lisa or Amayah.

"What?" I answered.

"Sorry. Am I calling at a wrong time?" Jane asked. Her voice made me sit properly in the couch." No not at all. Sorry for that."

She laughed." No need to apologize. I just wanted to call since i'm walking near your house and taught about coming to see you. You home?" She asked.

"Yeah.." I sighed." Come over." I said. Maybe I need some company.. somebody to vent to.

"Okay see you." She hung up. I stood up from the couch and desided to put on something comfy. I went to my bedroom and took my dress on and just put on my oversized jersey. Just when I put it on the door bell rang.

I walked downstairs and opened the door. " Hi.." I said and let her in. She greeted me and then took off her shoes while sat down on the couch. "I just thought about coming over, since I was walking nearby.." she took off her jacket and turned around and walked towards me." I hope you don't mind." I didn't answer her. She sat down next to me." You okay?" She asked.

I sighed and decided tell her everything." Me and Lisa have been having a bad feeling about Amayahs boyfriend... Do you know Devante?" I asked her and looked at her. She shook her head silently.

"Well anyway.. I don't trust him, me and lisa don't trust him. I just get this vibe from him thats far from good.. But the thing is Lisa and I do want our friend to be happy but there is something about this dude that makes my skin crawl and I don't know what it is.." I said." And I just dont understand all me and Lisa are trying to do is to protect her but she doesn't see it." I said.

"Well maybe you guys should let her see for herself.." Jane said, not noticing that she was moving closer to me.

"Like I don't understand why can't she see that he is no good." I said, still not noticing that she sitting so close to me.

"Maybe you guys should let her be.." She said, finally realizing what she said my head turned to her. Slightly shocked that she was so close. Our noses almost touching. "What? I said quietly as my eyes went back and forth from her eyes to her lips.

"Your mind seems so caught up in this Amayah and her boyfriends drama... Maybe you should take your mind off of that for a little bit.." She said softly and moved little bit more closer.

Kind of nervous about what was about to happend next I was frozen but still managed to ask." What do you mean?"

I asked and stared at her lips. She mover a little bit more closer and next thing I know our lips were touching. After a few second our lips started to move in sync. Her hands touched my knee, slowly moved to my thighs and then found their way on my waist and pulled me closer.

Slightly shocked and not understanding whats happening, I decided to go with and move my hand to rest on her neck and automatically pulled her deeper into the kiss.
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