|June 4, 1994|
Amayah

"Coming!" I jog downstairs as someone was ringing my door bell. I open my door and Donald is standing there with a roses in his hand and blunt in his mouth. I grinned at him but held a confused look." What are you doing here?" I asked as I opened the door wider for him to come in.

He threw the blunt on the ground before he came in. He shrugged." I just felt like I needed to apologize because I kind of put you on the spot. I feel like I pressured you to sing so I just wanted to give you these." He gave me the roses and I took them and watched as he put his hands behind his back." And hope that you can forgive me."

I smiled." It's okay D. It's was not that serious." I said before kissing his cheek and went to put the roses in a vase." And besides I should've told you that I had stage fright." I said before jogging upstairs Donald following me. He sat on my bed watching me put on a pair of socks.

"Where are you going?" He asked after staring at me for a couple of minutes." I'm going to watch a movie with Lisa and Aaliyah since I missed the other girls night."

"Oh.." he said before he fell quiet and layed on my bed, now looking at the ceiling. " How long have yall known each other?" He asked as I walked in the bathroom to put on a little make up.

"Well i've known Aaliyah since I was in kindergarten and then I met Lisa in 3rd grade." I said from the bathroom." Oh.."

"How did you and your friends decided to start a group. " I asked while putting on a little eyeshadow. He chuckled." Well at first it was me and jojo. Kci and Dalvin weren't in the group yet because we didn't want them but then one time we used Kcis vocals in one of our songs but Jojo didn't want him in the group so we got into a little argument and Kci said if I cant be in the group then wecan't use his vocals so we then decided to put him in the group." He said.

"What about Dalvin?" I asked as I finshed with my eyeshadow and started brushing my eyebrows. "At first I didn't want Dalvins attention whoring ass but Kci didn't want to leave him out of the group."

"Which to this day surprises me because they got into a fight about girls when they first met."

"Why?" I asked. " Well Kci thought Dalvin was trying to steal his girl so he pulled a gun on him." My eyes widened as I stopped what I was doing." A gun!?"

"Yeah. Kci thought he was about to do something with that gun but that gun wasn't working. Me and Jojo didn't care we just went to make some music in the basement while they were arguing."

"And now they all of a sudden best friends." He said. I shook my head." Yall are something else." I said as I was just finishing my eyebrows and now I was putting a little powder.

"Yeahh.." he trailed off before we both fell silent. After five minutes of silence, I furrowed my eyebrows wondering if he is doing something. "What are you doing over there?"

He didn't answer. In the middle of putting on some mascara, I became more curious. What is he doing? " Mayah come here.." he called for me. I walked out of the bathroom and found him, flipping through the pages of my notebook/ Journal. "What are you doing?" I asked him while watching him read.

"You wrote these?" He asked not taking his eyes off of the book. "Maybe. Now give it back." I said as I walked over to him attempting to take it away from him but he pushed my hands away.

"Seriously you wrote these?" He asked in shock now staring up at me. I shyly looked down and nodded. He grinned and nodded like he was impressed. "These are goood.." He said as he kept flipping through pages.

"Why didn't you tell me you write?" He asked. I shrugged. "I don't know. I never thought to tell you." I said nervously. "These are amazing." He said again I blushed." Thank you."

He stayed quiet for awhile before turning to me." You should let me manage you?" He suddenly said.

"W-what?" I asked in surprise." You should let me manage you." He repeated. I sighed." D. I'm not sure.."

"Oh come on. I produce for many artists and we make bomb music together. I don't manage them though but you..I can manage. I can get you started in this music thang." He said excitedly. I shrugged." D. I don-"

"We can make bomb music together, we can make hits together. I'm pretty sure I just read some hits in here." He said smiling that beautiful smile of his. I looked down and shrugged my shoulders. He grabbed my chin and lifted my head up." I can make you a star. I can make your dreams come true, if you let me.. and I can even be the man of your dreams if you let me.." He told me as he looked me in the eyes.

"You already a star in my eyes. Let me make your dreams come true." He said before leaning in and softly pressing his lips against mine. Kissing me passionately and the butterflies in my stomach are just going crazy. He pulled away from the kiss as I stared at him in a trance.

"Will you let me?" He asked while pecking my lips over and over. My eyes closed as I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him closer, falling under his spell.

"Yes." I answered his question in the middle of the kiss. He smiled in the kiss as he dropped the book on the floor and held me by my waist when I straddled his lap. I was so into our make out session that i almost didn't hear the faint noise of the phone ringing downstairs.

I pulled away from the kiss, breathing heavy. "D the phone is ringing downstairs."

"Don't answer it." He said as his kisses trailed down my jaw to my neck before he kissed me again and flipped us over, so he was on top. He lifted up my shirt and his kisses started trailing down my stomach. He opened my bra making me gasp and cover my self but he pushed my hands away.

"Let me see you." He said with his voice filled with lust. He slid off my bra and kissed my breasts. "Beautiful." He said as he lifted my shirt up even more. He stpped himself before taking off his shirt and his glasses at the same time and threw them on the floor.

He sounds so sexy. He looks so sexy. His touch makes me so weak, his touch gets me hot, wet and bothered. I want him.

Next thing I know D. Strips me until im almost bare. I am now naked under Devante. No panties no bra just my oversized shirt that is lifted so that im fully exposed to him and his face was now between my thighs. I moan as I feel his tongue on my wet pussy. He groans into my pussy between kisses and licks on my clit. "Damn you taste so good."

"Mmm.." I moan as he is kissing my lower lips softly. I ran my hands on his head, moaning softly as he continues to savour the taste of my wetness in his mouth. Rubbing his head while moaning softy, I become hornier and hornier by the minute, I thrust my pussy harder into his warm wet mouth and that made him start sucking my clit even harder.

"Ahhh D." I moan loudly as he spreads my lips and blows cool air on my swollen clitoris. His tongue flicks quickly on my clit and my legs start quivering the next second and I start cumming but he doesn't stop. His big hand strongly grip my thighs pushing them almost against my chest as I continue cumming and he keeps making out with my pussy lips. I grabbe his hand and made him squeeze my boob.

"You like this, baby?" He asked as my eyes were tightly shut and I nodded." Mhhmm." I moaned. "You do?" He asks again before flicking his tongue on my clit and my body trembled under him."Yes!" I groan. He blows cool air on my sensitive clit before he starts to rub it with two fingers in quick circular motion.

I let out a loud moan when he pinches my nipple and I cum about 3-4 times. He watches me come down from my high and comes down and kisses me after I calmed down letting me taste myself. He pulled away from the kiss and stared at me before smirking.

"Beautiful." He said before I stood up and went to the bathroom to clean my self. After I cleaned myself up I went back to my bedroom, changed the sheets went back to my bathroom and put them in laundry and walked back in the bedroom. Finding him laying down his hands behind his head staring at me. I slid on my other clean panties. Before I went to lay beside him. He wrapped his arms around me and snuggled up to me.

"You want to-" I started to say but he shushed me." The next time I give you oral sex.. I will be making love to you too." His voice vibrated against my neck. I smiled and kissed his cheek before closing my eyes and drifted off.
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I walked downstairs to grab my phone. I missed the movie I was supposed to watch with Lisa and Liyah and I promised them. They are going to be so mad.

While I dialed their phone number D walked downstairs and sat on the couch and turned on the tv.

"Hello?" I heard Aaliyahs voice and I immediately started to apologize." Im so so sorry I forg-

"We missed the movie about an hour ago. You told me you will be here. You promised. I knew you will forget about us as soon as Donald came along." She said angrily. " That's not tru-" I started but I was interrupted again. "He is there isn't he?" She asked. I looked over at Donald who I found already looking at me.

"Y-yes.." I answered." See! I knew it you forget everything when you are with him. You don't know him like you think you do."

Slowly getting frustrated with her I answered back with an attitude." And you do? You keep complaining about that I don't know him like I think I do but here i'm trying to get to know him better, you complaining that I'm spending too much time with him." I said while walking in the kitchen feeling Donalds eyes following me.

"And you should stop questioning me about him all the time? It's getting kinda boring." I said while rolling my eyes. " Listen! All I want you to do is spend time with us more. I just feel like he is slowly taking you away from us." She said her voice softening.

I sighed." Don't worry. I will make it up to you guys, I promise." I said. She sighed." Imma make it up to you guys, okay?" I said again. I heard her say okay. "I'll call you later." I said before I hung up.

I walked back in the living room and Donald didn't look my way at all. He was just sitting there looking at the tv, clenching his jaw. I sat next to him and started watching tv too since he seemed angry all of a sudden. After awhile he spoke up.

"Why do I have the feeling that your friends don't like me?" He said slowly with his deep ass voice. I turned my head to look at him and he wasn't even glancing my way. "Yes they do. They jus-

"Keep questioning you about me.." he interrupted me and then looked at me." And keeps disrespecting your relationship by talking shit about me."

I furrowed my eyebrows." They don't talk shit about you. They are just worried that I jumped into this relationship too soon."

He just stared at me clenching his jaw." The last time I jumped into a relationship too soon, I didn't protect my feelings and I got hurt. They just don't want that to happend to me again."

He stayed still before raising his hand up and caressed my face I closed my eyes and leaned into his touch. "If you don't think that we are moving too fast. They're questions and worries don't matter.. If your feeling just fine."

"But what if they just want to give me advice and tell me to be carefu-" I started but he interrupted me once again.

"You don't have to be careful if you are with me. You don't need no advice from them if you got me." He raised his voice, making me shut my mouth. " You don't need friends who fill your head up with stupid things. Their words are probably making you doubt our relationship." He stood up and started pacing in front of me angrily.

"Doubt our relationship? What are you talking about?" I asked confused as ever. Where is all of this anger coming from?

"This ain't Lisa, Aaliyah, DeVante, Amayah Relationship. This is Devante and Amayah relationship. Not theirs." He said and I just stayed quiet watching him pace in front of me." So that means what ever they have to say about our relationship doesn't matter." I looked down and he sat back down and stared at me. "Look at me."

I looked up at him." Are you happy with me?" He asked and I nodded yes. "Exactly, so why in the hell are they filling your head with things that could make you doubt this thing that we have going on?" He cocked his head to the side. I didn't answer." You are happy and you are blind to see but I can obviously see that they are jealous of you." When he said that I furrowed my eyebrows not believing him.

" They can see that.. You are obviously happy with someone and they're relationships ain't really working out so they want to make you unhappy by filling your head with stupid things.. Now tell me.. Do real friends do that?"

Now this... actually is making me wonder...
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