|June 2, 1994|
Amayah

"Toothbrush, hair brush, Dvds... What else do I need?" I mumbled to myself as I went trough my bag. I was getting ready for girls night at Aaliyahs house. Even though is a school night, we usually decide to have girls night if school is stressing us and we just want to relax just to take our minds off of things.

I was packing some stuff up upstairs in my room while D is downstairs watching Tv. He decided to surprise me again. After I came back from school, i found him sitting on my porch so I let him in. I snapped my fingers." Facemasks." I walked in the bathroom to grab the facemasks before walking back to my bedroom and stuffing them in my bag.

I grabbed my bag and walked downstairs and found Devante stretched comfortably on the couch, stuffing his face with salty potato chips and watching Tv. As I came downstairs I sat my bag on the coffee table, Donalds eyes burning a hole through me. I walked in the kitchen and opened the cabinets so I can get some snacks.

"Where are you going?" He asked from the living room. I walked back to the living with chips, candy bars and more snacks and stuffed them in my bag. "I'm having a girls night with Lisa and Liyah."

He slowly nodded his eyes still stuck on me and slowly chewed on his chips. I turned around and went back to the kitchen to get me something to drink. As I was drinking my soda, I heard him groan. I furrowed my eyebrows and walked back to the living room and watched him rub his stomach in pain.

I walked over to him and kneeled down beside him. I touched his cheek and rubbed it with my thumb. "Are you okay?" I asked as my voice was filled with concern.

He looked at me with hooded sad eyes." I think I'm about to get sick." He said. I grabbed the bag of chips that was on the floor amd wrapped it up and put it on the table. "Maybe you eating too many chips.." I touched his stomach as he watched my every move. "Do you want me to drop you off home?" I asked him.

"No no." He said while he attempted to pull me towards him but I stopped him." Well you can chill here till I get back." I said trying to stand up but he pulled me back. "No no.. Stay with me." He said again and attempted to pull me down with him but I stopped him. I sighed snatching my hand from him." Well let me atleast call them and tell them that i'm running a little late." I turned around to grab my phone from my bag but my hand was grabbed but harder now.

"No, don't call them." He said louder this time. My eyes furrowed at his sudden outburst. Confusion was written on my face as me and Donald held a tiny staring contest. "Why not?" I asked.

"Stay." He ignored my question and pulled me on his lap. Still confusion written on my face, D stared up at me." D, I told them that i-

"Take care of your, man." He interrupted my sentence. I stared at him." You gotta take care of your man, you kno what im sayin?" He licked his lips." Im sick... Take care of me, baby." He said deeply and looked at me with hooded eyes.

After a few seconds of me just staring at this beautiful creature, he decided to talk again." Lay with me."

"Okay." I said shyly and rested my head on his chest and listened to his heartbeat. After a few minutes, I fell asleep forgetting that my friends are waiting for me.

DeVante

I buried my fingers in her hair and slowly put my head down, so my nose can rest against her head. I closed my eyes and sniffed. She smells so good..

I looked down at her as she peacefully slept on me as I continued to watch Martin that was on. Suddenly her phone that was in her bag started to ring. Must be her friends... I rolled my eyes. The phone kept ringing so I slowly tried to move under Amayah.

She stirred a little bit in her sleep but she didn't wake up. I walked over to the phone and answered it.

"Hello?" I said.

"Ama- oh hey.. is Amayah there?" I heard Lisas soft voice say through the phone.

"Yes."

"Well can you put her on the phone?" She asked. I looked over my shoulder at the sleeping beauty on the couch. "She ain't available right now."

"What do you me- Can you just put her on the phone?"She sassed. I smirked at her attitude." Like I said.." I started slowly." She is not available right now.. You want to leave a message?.." I rolled my eyes, getting bored with this conversation already.

"Donald stop playing, alright? I just want to tal-

"Listen Lisa.. This conversation has been fun and everything but I gotta go. Talk to you later." I said and hung up. I rolled my eyes my eyes before walking to the kitchen and put the phone on the counter. I opened one of the cabinets to look for some cookies.

While I was looking for the cookies, the phone started ringing again. I sighed and rolled my eyes. What the fuck does her friends want now? I turned around and grabbed the phone and answered.

"Didn't I tell you she was unavailable?" I said sternly through gritted teeth.

"Watch your mouth, Donald." My face fell completely when I heard their voice. I furrowed my eyebrows in anger." How did you get this number?"

She chuckled." I have my ways." She mocked me. I huffed angrily. I looked around the kitchen and quickly checked if Amayah is still sleeping so I can say what i'm about to say.

I turned around my back facing the living room. "You got balls now, huh? I told you if you come back to the states... I will find you and I will kill you." I said sternly slightly shaking.

"Ooh but this time you won't find me. I've figured out your game Donald. You wont have power over me anymore. You leave that poor girl alone." She said. I chuckled darkly." Don't try me, girl. She is going to love me. If I leave her alone she won't be able to leave me alone."

I laughed." You know better.. You know better than to move back to the states." I started shaking and feeling my breakdown coming through.

"Donal-

"I strictly told you to not move back here!" I slightly raised my voice but lowered it remembering that Mayah is sleeping.

"I'm not scared of you Donald. I can move back here if I want."

" Well your wants." I chuckled." Are going to get you killed. You really trying me. You really trying me, Jane." I ran my hand across my face as I felt my body fill with rage.

I heard her breathe heavily on the line." I can picture your death now, baby." I laughed." You remember my beautiful knife collection, right? And you remember my personal fauvorite the curvy one? I loved to use that on you. I haven't used it in a long time."

She didn't say anything. I stopped." Or better yet.. I can use that on lovely Miss. Susan." I said and she stayed silent. I laughed. I can smell her fear through the phone." Yeaahhh.. That will really teach you."

"I swear to god if you touch my mother, i will kill you."

"Well she won't get killed if you move back where I sent you."

She stayed silent and I smirked." You move back and nobody gets hurt, alright? Deal?"

"You can take that Deal and shove it up your ass." She snapped my eyes widened." I'm not going back to Ireland. I meant what I said. You leave that girl alone or I will get in the action. I know your game Donald. You don't faze me anymore. I know you too well.. All I can say to this is Game on Donald. Game on."She said and then she hung up.

I shakily still held the phone against my ear before pulling it away from my ear and stared at it with wide eyes. I grinded my teeth together and breathed heavy. Fighting the urge to slam the phone on the floor.

Calm down... calm doown... 10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1..

I shut my eyes still breathing heavy and holding the phone. I slowly placed the phone on the counter and opened my eyes and opened one of the cabinets and took a glass, opened the faucet and watched as water poured in my glass.

I closed the faucet before reaching in my pocket and pulled out my prescription medicines.

Borderline personality disorder
quetiapine
Donald Earle Degrate Jr.

I shakily poured 2 pills on the palm of my hand before placing them on the tip of my tounge and drinking them down with the water. I closed my eyes, still shaky a little bit, breathing heavy. Shit. I can't seem to calm down..

"D?" I quickly turned around and saw Amayah leaning against the kitchen door frame with sleepy eyes. She read my face and a concerned look started to form on her face as she walked towards me. "Are you okay?"

I turned away quickly and took the pill bottle and shoved it quickly back in my pocket. She grabbed my leather jacket and made me turn around. I don't want her to see me like this. At this state I could do some fucked up shit." D..." she tried to turn my face to look at her but I turned away.

" Look at me." She said but I still kept turning away. She grabbed my face with both of her beautiful tiny hands and forced me to look at her.

I stared straight in her brown hazel eyes and I felt my rage ease down. And my once wide eyes are now hooded. I could feel myself calm down and I suddenly didn't feel like fucking shit up anymore.

I felt at peace. Just by looking at her in the eyes and feeling her touch." Why are your eyes red? Are you high?" She asked as she furrowed her eyebrows.

I shook my head no. Im not high. But her touch makes me feel high. " You feel hot." She said as she touched my forhead. " You're becoming sick. I think you need some rest."

I shook my head as I pulled her into a hug. She tensed up a bit but then relaxed and hugged me back. I closed my eyes getting flashback about the phonecall I got from Dalvin weeks ago.

May 22nd

As me and Amayah were walking down the hallway my phone started ringing. I let go of her hand to stick my hand in my pocket. I saw that it was Dalvin calling so i took the call.

" DeVante listen. We need to talk right now man." Dalvin said urgently.

I glanced at Amayah before taking the phone away from my ear.

"I need to take this call. You go ahead." I gave her a forced smile before walking back to the living room. I stood in the middle of the living room watching her walk down the hallway just opening up random doors.

"What ever you gotta say, Say it quick man." I told him while still staring at her.

"She is back. Jane is back." He said quickly. I furrowed my eyebrows angrily." She what!?"

"She is back here in the states, man. Don't tell me you didn't know about this." He said quickly. I ran my hand across my face frustratingly.

"I thought I gave you the money to send her away! How in the fuck is she back here?!" I almost screamed.

"I don't know, man I was just told that she is back here."

"Listen Dalvin. You better find that bitch and bring her to me."

"Should I ki-

" Alive nigga. Bring her to me alive. I strictly made her choose either she moves out of the country, changes her identity and doesn't say shit about this or dies."

"I have no idea where she at man. We don't know if she had told somebody."

"Well find her and cut her tounge off or something, shit! Just Find her ass before her word gets to the police." I said angrily before hanging up. I paced around my living room. I rubbed my face frustratingly and fought the urge to scream. I took one of the vases about to slam it against the wall but I stop as soon as I heard the piano and angelic singing.

I placed the vase back on its place and walked down the hallway towards the piano room.

°°°
Back to reality.

I still hugged held her in my arms finally relaxing she pulled away." You need some sleep. I should take you home." I shook my head. "i will heal quicker if I lay next to you." She blushed." Okay."she said before she started leading me towards the bedroom. As we made it upstairs she went in the closet to change her clothes. I watched her walk away.

I smirked. She still a lil shy around me, I see. I chuckled to myself. I took my leather jacket, boots and my shirt off. As I was taking my clothes off, something was telling me to look out of the window. I walked over to the window and looked out. I furrowed my eyebrows as I saw a suspicious black car parked near Amayahs driveway.

As soon as I looked out of the car the car started and quickly drove off.

Hmm..

Amayah walked out of her closet and crawled straight to bed and under the covers and stared at me. I smirked and got in the bed with her and crawled between her legs and kissed her and slowly crept my hand under her shirt." No. Not yet." She stopped me. I nodded." Alright." But I still layed on top of her and snuggled my face in the crook her neck.

As she slowly traced her finger on my neck and petted me making me slowly drift into a deep slumber.

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