Wtf am I even doing?

He heard his voice cursing himself from the back of his head.

I must have lost my mind or what? Why I even broke it ? For fuck's sake why can't I know the reason of this dominance of sudden emotion ?

He continued cursing himself while he heard quick and hasty footsteps coming towards him, exposing the door open they already came inside to witness what actually happened in this broad day light which made their heart frantically shake at shock.

He was standing their holding the pieces of broken glasses of photo frame  in his hand, red thick fluids coming out fresh from the newly made wounds. His face was wearing disappointment mixed with frustration.

"JEONGGUK!"

Yiana yelled while running towards him , looking at that much blood oozing out of wounds made her frightened. She immediately held his hand tight, made him sit on the bed while his mother rushed out to take out the first aid kit.

"What, H-how this happened son?"

Mr.Jeon came and sat beside him keeping on of his hand on his son's shoulder, squeezing slight to give him assurance that it's alright no need to be frustrated of this sudden action.

"Dad, it just happened mistakenly. I am very sorry."

They saw his eyelids dropping down as he said that. Fade colours of guilt was painted in his eyes. Sadness taking over his face. He let out a sigh as he said that.

"Jeongguk, it's alright. We can frame this photo again. But the matter of worry is your wounds. Let me dress it quick"

She said as she saw her mother-in-law came with the first aid box quick and she took it intending to Sanitize his wounds well.

He winced a little in pain while she was applying those sterile on wounds, noticing him she blowed some air to let him feel a little ease.

He smiled looking at her sincere eyes travelling over his silly little wounds of hands to cure it well. His lips tucked upwards and she noticed that at a very little glance.

Her cheeks immediately wore a pretty shade of peach pink, while rosy lips turning in to crescent moon; that pretty smile of her.

"Son, come let me feed you? Your hands are hurt you won't be able to eat alone"

He soon tilted his head upward as she heard her mother's best offer while feeling her soft hands patting his head. He smiled looking at her.

The way I am loving this feeling~ huh~

He thought in his head and went to downstairs for food and a cheerful family dinner.

They laughed, they loved it. He saw his wife laughing, eating dinner with his parents, loving and caring him. He saw his mother loving him like always. Everything felt so home then.

But all of a sudden , an urge to demolish all this happiness gushed in him again. What was it ? A devil in himself with whom he was fighting every day? But this is what he always wanted. A happy family, a beautiful and loving wife so that he can enjoy the emotion love every time afresh.

But what was that leash in him then making him feel like that very often ?
His face posture went noticeably strong, clenching his jaw and forming a tight fist, he breathed. Breathed out the rage of sudden anger and malice intention.

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Next morning was not good enough for Yiana as her sleep broke with a sudden thud and with precise glass breaking piercing sound. She got up suddenly from the bed and saw the place beside her for her well built man was empty.

She flinched with a sudden shout coming from his husband from the downstairs. Getting out of bed, with brows crashing against each other she more of ran to the down floor to see what happened.

Rushing there, he could see her husband in apron cooking breakfast for them but also a frowned face while talking to someone through a phone call. She also saw pieces of glass broken on the floor.

He looked utterly irritated and annoyed. She wondered what happened to him. Slowly she approached from behind and a little fear in mind because she never saw Jeongguk this angry or talking to someone like this.

It feels like she is discovering new aspects of his character every now and then as their married life is counting more days and adding more hours of togetherness.

But wasn't it supposed to be this way? It certainly was. No one knows the whole of some one until they know each other more.

Thinking all that she shrugged off all the negative thoughts and tried to calm down his husband on her own way. She wrapped her thin arms around the waist of him and held his shaking body tight.

She steadily rested her chin in his back and she could hear his racing beats of that organ named heart. She closed her eyes and squeezed him more between her small grip.

He was quiet.

As silent hills.

He felt cold.

As ice.

She was not sure of her self but she finally smiled a smile of affirmation as his hands crawled upon hers, smoothly gripping her hands soft. She could feel his beats being normal along with his physical appearance being normal too.

"I am sorry"

She heard a weak voice from him. They didn't move.

"Why you are sorry?"

"I thought I would make breakfast for us but something was messed in office and it ruined my mood and I end up doing all these shits"

She also heard a sigh after he finished talking. She, without responding, quietly came in front of him looking into his guilt coated eyes.

She softly pressed her lips on his forehead while standing tippy toes. A gush of unknown emotion wiped his soul.

That's what I always wanted. That's what is deserved only by me. Only me. And she's mine, forever now. Maybe for this you will be fine.

He mentally talked to himself before yanking her with his arm and making her sit on the kitchen counter. Their eyes were locked, locked to an infinite galaxy.

But the eyes she used to look at had a lot of softness, a tint adore saturated with lots of love was seen their. Today she saw something more. His eyes were wearing a metallic gaze, a stare as strong as iron, his orbs dark and intimidating yet had a soft tenderness which made her relieved.

Realising that her cheeks were wearing rose color till now she broke the eye contact and quickly pecked his lips with a smile. His eyes went wide and he couldn't but smile.

That relieved her more than ever. She held her hand, softly brushing his upper hand with her thumb.

"It's okay. You already made me breakfasts a lot. We can just order something to eat or I can make us some food. Don't be sad please ?"

Her words made him smile more. He nodded placing a soft kiss on her cheeks and also on her lips making her cheeks flush crimson.

"I will go get ready for office hm? I need to settle things there today and please you don't have to clean the mess, the appointed person will come from today to work at house. So you don't have to worry or over work yourself"

Saying that he took her in his lap in bridal style so that the glass pieces don't prick her feet. He carefully passed the mess and took her to their room. Yiana felt the butterflies rushing in her stomach strongly.

She couldn't but feel a heavy gratitude inside her when she noticed how much he cares about him.

But the question was did he really cared ?

A/n: hi guys! I actually got a lot of response in this book of mine and I can't imagine I got 1.2k views in this book only with 6 chapters. I mean that's huge for me. Thank you so much. I don't know yet that I will be able to satisfy you all with my forgotten writing skill and messed storyline but I will try my best to do so. Though there is a huge difference in the story processing now.

Hoping for the same response and tons of comment. I really like them.
So here's an update. I will update more often now.  Love ya <33