I now have P.E, my least favourite class. I don't hate it because I have to play sport, even though sport isn't my specialty, I hate it because my bullies are also in that class. Luke, Caleb and Hunter, all three of them are in my P.E class. They know I'm friends with Oliver and they know that Oliver will protect me, that is why they never hit me or when they do it's only a swift kick to my shins. They verbally bully me, they call me names and only during sport class because Oliver can't get to them there.

I get dressed into my sport uniform then go out onto the oval. The coach waits for the rest of the class to come out before starting. "Ok, today since it's the first day we are going to be doing laps, then we are going to play a quick soccer match." Everyone groans, and Coach blows his whistle to shut up everyone up. We start running the laps, I hang behind everyone, so I can see where Luke, Caleb and Hunter are to make sure that they don't do anything.

After half an hour of running laps everyone is puffed out and chugging down their water. "Ok two-minute break then I'll be picking two captains for the soccer match." I chug my water but not all of it. "Hey faggot!" I hear then I'm being pushed to the ground. "Hey, we're talking to you faggot!" I turn around and see my bullies standing behind me. I stand up only to be kicked in the shins. "you're a useless piece of shit." "No one wants you." One of them kicked me in my knees then they went away. "Ok Hunter and Cameron, you two are captains." Coach said. Where was the Coach when they were beating me? Why was no one helping me? I stand up straight and wait until all the other students have been picked to see who ends up with me, the useless one. I end up on Cameron's team which means that Hunter, Luke and Caleb can hurt me while making it look like they are just marking me, great.

P.E was filled with harsh words and kicks to my ankles which ending up with me on the ground. It's now the end of the day and I finally get to go home away from the harassment. I walk the half an hour walk home and when I get home I instantly go to my room. I put my earphones in and listen to music to block out the voices. I lay still on my bed thinking about tomorrow, I think about how I have to go through this four times a week for the rest of the year.

I know I shouldn't do it, but I had to. The voices wouldn't stop, and I started talking to them. I sounded crazy. I'm glad my mom isn't home. I hadn't done it in years but today my skin was itching for it. So, I did it. The voices didn't stop after that. They kept screaming at me. I have to block them out somehow. I put my earphones back in, but it wasn't helping. I guess I'll just try to go to sleep. Goodnight.

short chapter sorry

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-Chase