-Chapter 47
Niall's POV
When I arrived home I tentatively walked to the living room, seeing Laura perched on the couch with her arms folded. She was obviously angry that I left her.
"Niall! Where did you go? You just left me!" She exclaimed.
"Sorry.. had a business call, had t' leave." I mumbled, looking down at my feet as I walked in.
"Well you could have told me." She sighed. "I had to.." She began to tell the story of how she got home but I wasn't listening. My mind was on other issues, like how I was going to break up with her. I had absolutely no idea how.
"Niall, are you even listening?" She questioned after a few minutes.
"Great." I replied. "I mean yes." I stammered when I realised what she had said and what I had responded. She rolled her eyes and sighed deeply then, shaking her head at me before she just left the room.
"Laura," I called out. She turned around and peered back at me as though waiting for me to apologise or something but she would be waiting. "We need t' talk..." I trailed off and looked down at my feet again, not really wanting to face her.
"What do you mean?" She frowned, coming over and sitting down then, looking rather worried. She should be worried, I'm worried. I need to break it off with her but I seriously don't know what to say or how to do it. Maybe I should get a few beers into me first... I wouldn't have proposed to her sober. I can't seem to break up with her sober so maybe I should get drunk.
"I uh.. I have something to say.." I quietly said and began to pick at my nails nervously. Think of Jenny and Bella, Niall, this is who you're doing this for. So you can be there for them, and not this monkey.
"Well, then say it." She rolled her eyes and sighed, running a hand through her hair. I rubbed the back of my neck and scrunched my face up a little in thought. How could I word this nicely..
a) Laura, I just don't think we are right for each other anymore. We fight, bicker and disagree about most things. I am so sorry, but I think we should maybe end this before we make a mess.
b) Laura, it's not you, it's me. I just can't handle the commitment of marriage yet. The thought is honestly scaring me and I think maybe we should take a break.. (and never get back together) just so I can get my head together.
c) Laura, you're a whiney ass bitch I occasionally can't stand. I never really loved you properly, only your pussy (sometimes) now move aside while I go back to my true loves, Jenny and Arabella.
I would love to say option c, but it may be a little too harsh.. I don't want to be an asshole, even if I am one.
"Laura, I.." I bit on my lip, not knowing how to word it now, just starting to panic. I bit down hard on my lip and ran a hand through my hair as I attempted to control my breathing that was beginning to pick up in speed rapidly.
I can't do this right now.. I need to plan it out better.
"Laura, I just wanted to know if you want chicken or pizza for dinner?" I asked to which she frowned deeply and gave me a confused look.
"You sat me down here to talk, just so you could ask me if I want chicken or pizza for dinner?" She raised her eyebrows as though I was being absurb. Well, I can't disagree, I am an idiot.
"Yes.." I slowly said and peered up at her nervously.
"Neither. Go fuck yourself you asshole. You just abandoned me today." She stood up and left the room, allowing the living room door to slam on her way out. Jeez bitch, how would you have reacted if I broke up with you when you freaked out just because I asked what you wanted for dinner.
The knowledge of this just made me freak out internally even more. I'm not good at breaking up with people, especially when I know it won't be on good terms. Jen and I agreed basically, I know Laura will want to cut off my balls when I break up with her.. and that's me being lucky.
I sighed deeply and ran a hand through my hair. I need to do this soon though, before it's too late. Can't break up with her while she's walking down the aisle, can I? Maybe that would be more interesting for everyone, you know, a scandalous wedding for them all. Hah. Okay Niall, stop it be serious. If you can't break up with her when it's just the two of you without panicking, there's no way you can break up with her in front of a crowd of people. Don't be ridiculous.
Either way, I need to end this soon. And the sooner I do it, the sooner I can be with Jenny. And her boobs.
Jenny's POV
"Andrew, Andrew, Andrew!" I squealed as I ran into work the following morning. I basically jumped into his arms and hugged him tightly.
"Wow," He balanced us. "what's all this about?" He peered down at me questioningly and raised his eyebrows at me. "Did you get laid last night or something?"
"Ew no." I scrunched my face up as I pulled back from the hug. "I have some amazing news." I giggled.
"Oh what's that?" Laura asked, popping up behind me and smiling at me. My eyes widened and I got rather anxious. "Can I know of the amazing news?" She smiled. I eyed her suspiciously, wondering if Niall had broke up with her or not and she was suddenly suspicious of the two of us.
"Uh yeah, I adopted a uh.. a lion for just five pound a month." I stammered. God Jenny, couldn't you have just rescued a freaking dog.
"Oh my God really?" She squealed as Andrew just looked confused.
"Really?" He said in a tone which conveyed he did not believe what I was saying and was rather let down by the news.
"Yeah, get to name it and they send me pictures every month." I said, remembering the commercial that used to always be on the telly when I was younger. Does anyone even adopt the animals?
"What did you name it?"She smiled.
Fuck, what would someone name a Lion? What's related to a lion? "Uh, r-roar..Roary.. " I stammered and then felt like slapping myself. "Rory!" I then exclaimed, feeling as though I deserved a pat on the back for coming up with that one.
"Oh okay, I hope you bring the photos into work. It'd be cool to see." She said and I gave her a thumbs up, smiling.
"Course." I nodded as she walked off while Andrew eyed me.
"Okay, what was that all about?" He questioned.
"Well, I didn't adopt a lion, that's for sure." I responded, leaning against his desk.
"Hmm. yeah, I caught that much." He rolled his eyes, taking a seat again and gesturing for me to continue, as though telling me to inform him of the news already.
"Niall and I are getting back together." I whispered, wanting to yell it, but at the same time I didn't want to risk Laura hearing us.
"What?" Andrew exclaimed. "How? What? When? How? Why?"
"Okay, well yesterday he came around and was like he can't do it with Laura anymore and anyways long story short, he's leaving her for me and we're getting back together." I squealed and clapped my hands.
"Oh Honey," Andrew began. "Honey, honey honey." He shook his head at me.
"What?"
"You do not take back a man like that. After how he treated you? What he put you through? He choose that skank over you and decides to come running back now when it suits him. No, you make him work harder for you than an 'I'm sorry I love you please take me back', because that's how it went.. wasn't it?" He raised his eyebrows at me. I nodded silently, my smile suddenly vanishing.
"Well, you make that bitch work for you. You deserve more than a fucking apology for what he put you through. Abandoning his daughter after she was born and-"
"He didn't abandon her." I defended. "He loves her."
"Jenny, don't be so dumb. Look, you shouldn't have taken him back that easy. You don't deserve to be messed around with like that. You're basically giving him the key to play with your heart. "Oh I don't want to be with you we need a divorce" but five minutes after the divorce he's like "I can't do this er mah gawd I hate Laura i love you take me back" and you do. Well you're stupid." He rolled his eyes.
"Well, what do you expect me to do? Make him get on his knees and beg?"
"Yes and he can scrub the fucking floor while he's down there." Andrew added.
"But I've already taken him back Andrew, I can't make him beg now and anyways, I want him back. I want to be with him, I want us to be a little family, you know the family we never really got to be." I sighed, running a hand through my hair, feeling a little torn now and wishing I hadn't told Andrew. As much as I hated hearing it.. he was kind of right.
"Well, you're a girl, girls can change their mind whenever they want and as many times as they want." He pointed out. "Make that cunt work for your ass. Your ass is so much more deserving than just a shitty apology." He said which made me sigh deeply. "You worked for dat ass for a reason." He gave my booty a slap. I quickly moved his hand and glared at him.
"But I love him. I don't want to waste time. Life's too short." I frowned.
"Yeah, and he wasted how many months with that hoe? And then decides when the time is right to just throw it all away and he expects you to be there waiting for him? I would be like nah bitch and make him fucking work for my ass." Andrew stated.
"Yeah, but I'm not like you and I wasn't the nicest to Niall either. Look, I just want to be with him. I don't want to waste time anymore." I sighed deeply which made Andrew roll his eyes.
"Okay, I'm not going to stop you but you're being a stupid hoe." He said and turned his attention back to his computer. I sighed again and groaned before just leaving and going to my office, slamming the door behind me which could have ended badly considering my office is made of glass. Luckily, it all stayed intact.
I began to think over what Andrew had been saying. Maybe I did take Niall back too soon and too easily. After all this time I probably did deserve more than just wan apology. Maybe at least a bouquet of flowers.
He left Bella and I and immediately started to date Laura and now when it's not working out with her he's decided that he wants to be with me again. God, why am I so desperate? I just took him back right away like the idiot I am. Andrew is right, I should have made him work for my love again.
After all, I'm worth more than a sorry. I know we both done stupid things but ugh. I don't even know what I'm thinking anymore. I don't know what to do now. God Andrew, why did you have to confuse me like this?
But why do I have to be so stupid.
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