A/N went and published chapter 47 instead of chapter 46 because I am the biggest idiot ever to walk this earth lmao. No spoiler alerts in it really, it was only like four paragraphs of nothing so anyways, hope nobody saw that and enjoy the chapter that should have went up!!

"Niall, why this all of a sudden?" Jenny asked, puling back and looking at me a little taken aback I guess. I hadn't professed my love to her in a long time. It shocked both of us to say the least.

"Because Jenny, I can't do it." I said, shaking my head. "I can't marry Laura." I bit on my lip, awaiting her to yell at me but it never came.

"Why?" She asked.

"I don't want to be with her. Jenny, I can't picture my life with her. There's only one person I can picture my life with, and thats not Laura, that's you." I said, taking her hand again. She smiled softly and squeezed my hand. She liked hearing these words as much as I enjoyed expressing them.

She pulled me into a tight embrace and I never felt so content in someone's arms before. "I love you too." She whispered which made the butterflies in my tummy go untameable. Only she had this affect on me.

"But what are we going to do?" She asked. "You're not just going to leave Laura, are you?"

"I don't know what to do." I whispered. "That's part of the reason I came here." I said and began to pace the floor. "Jen, she was looking at wedding dresses and pointed out one like you had but she can not have anything like you had because only you will ever look that good in a dress like that." I rambled on which made her smile softly. "I don't want her to get a dress at all because I don't want to marry her but I can't just dump her because I would feel bad and I just don't know what to fucking do." I sighed, putting my face in my hands and sighing deeply.

Jenny came around behind me and wrapped her arms around me, rubbing my back gently which calmed me slightly. "I can't marry her Jenny." I shook my head, looking up at her with watery eyes. She smiled softly, although I knew she probably wanted to attack me with hugs and kisses right now.

"Then you don't have to marry her Niall, don't be silly." She smiled reassuringly at me.

"I don't want to spend the rest of my life with her. I would much prefer to spend it with you and Bella." I looked up at her to see her smiling brightly. "You know I'm so sorry for what I put you through. For being stupid and letting you go and-"

"Look, Ni," I smiled at the nickname. It'd been a while since she had called me that. "we both done stupid things, we both were stressed with everything and we both made mistakes, but it's all in the past." She assured me.

"God, I do love you so much." I said and wrapped my arms around her, pulling her body closer to mine and starting to kiss her again. She hummed against my lips and I moved my hand, playing with the string on the dressing gown, allowing it to loosen and slip down her shoulders slightly. One of her breasts soon popped out and I was more than mesmerised by that.

"Niall," She whispered and closed her dressing gown again which made me pout slightly. All I wanted to do in that moment was reach out and grab her boobs, maybe bury my face in them a little and suck on them. God, I just love her boobs.

"Is the water in the shower still warm?" I asked, pressing my lips to her neck. She moaned quietly under her breath but then pushed me back.

"Niall, as much as I would love for you to join me up there, you're still technically with Laura and as much as I may dislike the girl, I'm not going to allow you to cheat on her. Break up with her and then we can do whatever you want." She declared as she tied her dressing gown shut.

"How will I break up with her?" I bit on my lip, eyeing her chest area again, silently hoping that her boobs would pop out again, but much to my dismay, they stayed in their designated area.

"I don't know, that's what you have to do, not me." She shrugged. I sighed and ran a hand through my hair.

"Can we at least make out for a little bit? That's technically not cheating, right?" I asked to which Jenny gave me a dumbfound expression and shook her head.

"Niall, no." She chuckled. "We aren't doing anything we would do together as a couple. That means kissing as well." She told me. "Now go upstairs and read Bella a book while I finish washing my hair." She told me.

I pouted slightly but nodded and went upstairs, opening Arabella's room door to see her standing up in her crib, throwing all her teddies out. "Daddy!" She squealed when she saw me.

"Hiya baby, what are you doing?" I chuckled, picking up her teddies and placing them back in her crib with her. "Isn't it nap time for you?" I asked to which she just giggled, falling back onto her bum.

I smiled brightly at her, thinking of the prospect of getting to live with both her and Jenny again. Neither of us would miss out on any of Arabella's milestones and we would be able to watch her grow together.

I smiled as I picked up a book and began to read it to her, watching her through the corner of my eye as I did. She lay down and sucked on one her dummies, falling asleep halfway through the story. I put the book away and then leaned down and kissed her forehead gently before leaving the room and going to find Jenny.

I found her in her room, half naked, much to my excitement. Her boobs were out which made me smirk as she scrambled to find a bra. She has an amazing set on her, Laura's may be slightly bigger but I much prefer Jenny's, more perky and firm whereas Laura's are a bit more... hmm.. how do I put this nicely.. saggy.

"Niall!" She squealed as I just stood with my hands in my pockets, smirking as she turned around to put on her bra.

"Bella is sleeping." I informed her. "Nice, now get out while I finish getting changed." She snapped back.

"I've seen it all before." I shrugged, coming in and laying down on the bed, smiling up at her as she shook her head at me. I put my hands behind my head and just smiled smugly, enjoying just being able to tease and joke around with her again. I missed this, all of this.

"Go home to Laura." She rolled her eyes. "Go break up with her and come back." She said which made my smug smile disappear at the realisation that I had to go home now.. to my home.. where Laura is probably sitting angrily waiting for me as I did ditch her at the shopping mall. She's probably been ringing me, but my phone is in the car. God help me when I get home. I am not looking forward to this.

"I don't know how to do it." I sighed, sitting up and picking at my nails. Jenny took a seat next to me and looked up at me.

"There's no rush. I'm not going to pressure you into doing this if you don't want to. Don't break up with her if thats what you want, to be with her and-"

"No, I don't want to be with her, I want to be with you." I confirmed which made her smile.

"Do it whatever way feels right. Let her down easy." She said. "I don't want any harsh feelings between any of us, she is my employee after all and she's next in line after me."

"You are such an amazing person, how did I ever get so lucky?" I asked, shaking my head. I was so lucky to ever meet someone like Jenny. I don't know why I ever let her go.

"Niall, are you sure you want to be with me? What if you come back home in a few weeks and we start bickering constantly again and can't be happy?" She asked, looking slightly worried. "I don't want you to break Laura's heart for nothing."

"It's not for nothing Jen, it's for love. I don't love her, I love you. I only have lust for her. I mean, she can be a good fuck but she isn't my ty-" I stopped when I realised what I said.

"Ew, that's disgusting oh my God I did not need to hear that." Jenny covered her ears and grimaced at me while I blushed.

"You were always better in bed." I nudged her.

"I'd hope so." Jenny smirked.

"It wasn't just sex, or a good fuck with you. It felt like love making because it was always full of love and passion. Not beer and horniness." I chuckled which made her smile slightly.

"Well to be fair, you drink beer a lot and we both got horny a lot." She pointed out.

"Yeah, but sex with you was always different. It was better." I told her. "And, we did make that beautiful little girl down the hall. We do make a good time. We make cute babies." I chuckled which made her smile as well.

"We didn't do too bad Horan." She patted me on the back.

"Laura talked about having a baby before." I almost gagged at the thought. "I almost shat me pants when she was talking about it because I was so not ready to have a baby and definitely did not want to have one with her." I chuckled.

"Imagine a mini Laura." Jenny scrunched her face.

"Hey don't be mean, she isn't that bad." I nudged her, although in saying that, I wouldn't want to have a daughter who was like Laura...

"Okay, I better go home and it's time to get slaughtered. I know she's going to kill me for leaving her there today. I'll just tell her I got a work call or something and had to run." I shrugged.

"See when you break up with her, you're not going to tell her it is because of us, are you?" Jenny asked and my eyes widened.

"Jenny are you crazy? She would kill the two of us." I stated which made Jenny chuckle because it was probably true.

"Okay, so after you break up we should probably lie low for a few weeks about everything before starting anything serious again?" Jenny asked and I nodded, just glad she had understood.

"Yeah, we probably should but I can still come over because sure we have Arabella so it won't be that suspicious." I told her to which she nodded.

"Okay, right, I'm going to go off then." I told her, coming over and giving her a quick hug. "Wish me luck because I'm going to need it." I chuckled into her neck.

"Look, don't stress yourself trying to break up with her. I'm not like all those other girls who would make you drop her right away. I can wait for you, but we aren't doing anything until she's out of the picture." She firmly stated to which I nodded. It was a fair deal, I couldn't disagree. It wouldn't be fair to cheat on Laura like that. She doesn't deserve it.

"Okay, thank you so much, I love you. Don't text me though, unless it's about Bella, we don't want to make anyone suspicious." I told her to which she nodded.

"Okay, good luck." She smiled, holding out her hands for me to come give her another hug.

When I did, she wrapped her arms around me and buried her face in my neck. "You know," She started whispering into my neck as she spoke "I've been waiting for this day to come for a long time." Jenny quietly said. "I always knew deep down you would come back." She informed me. "Because when you love someone, you let them go, just like we did."

"But if it's meant to be, they'll come back." We both finished the sentence together and then smiled at each other.

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