rlly tho ya girl wont have another update for a longgg time just warning you, but good news is im finally begining Ziall!

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Beloved Niall,

Seeing  as you enjoyed the chocolate, I sent more for you. I truly hope you enjoy it, I love to make you happy.

I'm delighted to hear that you are a janitor, although the duties are sometimes repulsive, it seems the least dangerous and intensive job there. I hope you relation with Avery gets better, I'm sure she'll shape up.

No one can resist you, you melt even the coldest of hearts.

I shall take your request of being dressed up as your female courter. I don't mind if I would have to wear 40 inch high heels, id do anything for you and to be with you.

The fountain for the park had a piece broken during construction and requires a new and costly part. Our visitation shall be delayed.

Have you spoken with your headmaster yet? What times shall I come down? This Thursday suits my schedule quite nicely, I would love to see your beautiful face again.

The feeling of loneliness and despair from your departure has left me to cope with a new house guest. His name is Fred, and I enjoy his company vey much, although I will always have an ache for you that cannot be filled by anything else.

Fred is young, and has bright blue eyes that remind me of you. I find myself avoiding his eye most of the time, but I always welcome his embrace.

I long for our times together, and wish you come home soon so all three of us can get together.

I promise my house is more equipped for you than that institute, my door is always open.

All the love,

H xx

P.S. Please do not forget the visitation times, I have very important news to relay to you.

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I take the chocolate that fell out of the envelope and place it inside my dresser drawer for safe keeping.

The note reminded me to ask Mr. Malik about visitation times, as well as reminded me of the gaping hole in my chest without Harry.

The ache in my heart drove me to ask my headmaster about visitation, and about Lisa.

I will have to be more careful when finding information on the whereabouts of Lisa, though. I cannot ask him up front, as I might anger him and be punished myself.

I must use the disguise of being new to feign my innocence on the deeds that take place here. I'm very aware of the mysteries yet I lack my answers.

Maybe I shall approach Mr. Malik in his office, asking about visitation and gain his trust.

Gaining his trust first is important, and will be a long and slow process, but I'm willing to do whatever it takes to bring justice to Lisa.

Once I have the trust, I shall investigate his office and the floors below the upstairs, I will expose Oakdale for whatever monstrosity it is.

I must think, I need more excuses to visit him, to form a bond with him. Asking about the institute rules will only get me so far.

I guess I shall approach that topic once I'm finished with actually visiting him first. Speaking of which, I should begin my meeting soon as it is getting quite close to dinner.

Looking in my mirror, I try my best to make myself presentable by flattening my hair down with my saliva.

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You can do this Niall, just knock on the door and ask about visitation.

Avery could probably do this better than me with her eyes blindfolded as well.

My knuckles hit the cold, wooden door four times before I pause for a reaction.

"Not now, Alice," Mr. Malik responds, "I'm busy." 

Alice?

I don't respond, too afraid to disprove him and knock again. 

"Alice, stop pestering me," He sighs from behind the door, "You know i cant do that." 

What does Alice want?

My hands grow a mind of their own and turn the knob of the door. The door opens with a small creek, revealing a small flight of stairs I have to walk up. 

I hear his chair scoot backwards, roughly scraping against the floor. 

Once i reach the top of the flight, my eyes rest upon Mr. Malik who stands by his desk, waiting for me. 

When his eyes meet mine, he instantly regains his posture and upturns his chin. 

"Mr. Horan, its a surprise to see you here. What can i help you with today?" He asks professionally, folding his arms across his chest. 

He makes no move to welcome me to sit in the chairs that sat parallel to his desk, making me think i have made a bad impression on him. 

"Good evening, Mr. Malik," I greet with a shaky voice, trying to swallow my fears, "I was wondering if i can discuss with you some visitation times. I would love to see my good friend Harry soon." 

"Ah, I'm sure you would just be delighted to see Harry," He says in a bitter sweet tone, "However, if you read chapter 57 of the Oakdale handbook then you would have found an answer to your question already." 

What is with me and making bad impressions?

"Oh, yea i was just getting around to that," I stutter, mentally choking myself, "Harry is a very good friend of mine, he wouldn't damage this place at all." 

"I'm sure he wouldn't, Mr. Horan, but the answer is no," Mr. Malik says, turning around to enter his desk again, "I bid you a good night." 

"Please, sir. He already had a tour here, he knows Florence!" I try, gripping my logic from thin air at this point. 

"No." He cuts me off, focusing his attention on the book in front of himself rather than bothering with me. 

Quick, Niall! Think of something!

"He's interested in working here." 

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Neil u dun fucced up. 

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Have happy holidays :) also rippp on my bio and math final tomorrow :'(