My computer has been missing for a few days, that is why I haven't updated. Jay said he found it between the couch cushions, even though it's pretty big. I'm not sure I believe him, but whatever! I don't know why Jay would lie to me.

I know why Jay would lie to me.

I noticed my profile said I had updated recently, so I went into my list of posts and found: Hacked! I knew I didn't I write that, so I looked. And there, in all its glory, was a post written by

JAY!

Apparently he read everything! And he knows my password (which I'm changing). I can't believe he would do this! Argh! >>>>:( Jay can be so frustrating. Occasionally I question my friendship with him.

I know this is bad, but sometimes I wish Kai had never become a ninja. I imagine how different my life would be if we had just stayed home. Kai would have ended up completely running the blacksmith shop. I would probably have gone to school. Gotten a normal job. Maybe I would have an apartment in New Ninjago City. I could have a normal relationship. I never would have met Jay, or Cole. Or anyone else of my friends.

Sometimes I think this would be better. To have a normal life. No more danger, or drama, or villains. On the sidelines watching instead of in the middle of the action. No true potential, or powers, or spinjitzu, or airjitzu, or serpentine, or anything weird. Just a normal, peaceful life.

But that's not me. I've felt the thrill of adventure, and I'm not going back. I wouldn't trade this for anything else.

I might get angry or irritated with my teammates. I can pick up and leave if I really want to. But I won't. I like being a ninja. I like being me. I like my friends and family. I like my life.

I don't know what I was thinking.

But Jay is still going to get it for hacking into my computer!