~POV Jisung~

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Han Jisung to Han Jisung, do you receive me? 😎

5/5 me. But what do I do?! 😶😵😲

Be fast, discreet and zippy as a flying squirrel ! Go ! 😎

Dear god... What am I doing?!! 😱

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A few hours earlier...

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Ah, me... The day had yet started normally. Well, as normally as possible. After all, today was Saturday. Weekend, finally. Time to rest, to take a breath. My first weekend since I had started work at Skz highschool. If only I didn't have to deal with this appointment which I couldn't escape... But we were Saturday, November 7th.

This afternoon, at 3:30 pm, I should have to go to the police station in order to... well, I didn't know. They hadn't given me any explanations. But since I had committed no crime, tort or anything reprehensible, I imagined it was because of the robbery I had witnessed at the minimarket several days ago. So, I was stressed. Hugely.

All week, I had been able to think about something else. I had even thought they had forgotten me and I was going to avoid this, but when that policeman called me last night to remind me of the appointment, stress fell on me like a water bucket in my face.

Anxiety immediately took hold of me, but what had kept me most awake was the intolerable din coming from opposite flat. No fight this time, but Minho's uncle had invited some "friends" for a football night, and it was hell. I could hear them shouting as if they were in my home. His TV' sound was so loud my walls were shaking. A torture.

Other neighbors had even come knocking on his door to require he stop this noise, but he continued without caring. Furious, he had even gone out to face the neighbors, his face red and puffy, a beer in one hand and a chicken leg in the other. He was totally drunk, so much he could barely stand on his legs, but his gaze was that of an animal.

"If you call the cops, you know what's waiting for you!"

That's what he hollered before he let out a fat and unpleasant laugh.

The way he looked at us scared me.

My only consolation was knowing his nephew wasn't there. Indeed, when I had met him at class' end, he told me he was going to spend the weekend at a childhood friend's house in Daejeon. I had been so surprised and relieved to learn he had a friend I had tried to pat his head... probably because Minho reminded me more and more of a little cat. But of course, he hadn't let me.

Then, he left without saying goodbye. But I was happy to know he wasn't so alone, because with Hyunjin... it was really weird. I didn't know if they got along or if they hated each other. Their class seemed to be asking themselves the same question, but I didn't know any more because even though we were neighbors, I hadn't seen Minho outside highschool again after that night he came to my house.

On the work side, after that eventful week' start, things had settled down. I was trying to avoid Mr. Shin and his forced smiles, while getting to better know my other colleagues. I had understood why everyone was fan of the male nurse and his little bro. I knew better the places, people, except for Seo Changbin, the sports teacher who had been on sick leave for a fortnight and who would be back on duty Monday.

Apart from my bad night and that stressful summons to the police station, I was quite fine. I just needed to find something funny and relaxing to do today, so I wouldn't spend my day sleeping or worse, unnecessarily stressed out.

So, me... we go shopping ? 😍

Of course ! 😘

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I liked do window-shopping. Plus, I wanted to buy clothes, go to a bookshop, stationery shop... Outside, the weather was cold and grey, but nothing troublesome. Just autumn, in its entire splendor. 

It was about 10 am, in the bustling and crowded shopping district of Dongdaemun, when I had given in to my most irresistible temptation.

Hummmm~~~~ I loved that so much...

♥I Loved Cheesecakes♥

All of them.

And no, it wasn't because people constantly compared me to a squirrel I had chosen nuts' cheesecake... It was because I liked it.

Delicious.

Perfect.

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Comfortably seated in the coffee shop, I still remembered the subtle, delicately sweet and caramelized taste of the last bite I had just swallowed.

The spoon still in my mouth, I sighed from ease, looking out of the window when I left my mouth open, bewitched.

Wow...

Is that... 

a love shot ?

Blinking like an idiot, I followed with my eyes the young man who had just passed in opposite street.

My god...

What a dream of man...

Tall, slender, he wore faded jeans trousers, black jacket and boots, a long black scarf around his neck. His silhouette was sexy, perfectly proportioned. Long, finely sculpted legs, both masculine and graceful style... I was almost drooling...

Right, I had seen him pass quickly, above all from the back, and the black mask and green cap he was wearing were like the wrapper on a lollipop... but fearing I would lose sight of him, I paid and left the coffee shop in a hurry.

Han Jisung to Han Jisung, do you receive me? 😲

5/5 me. But what do I do?! 😶😵😲

Be fast, discreet and zippy as a flying squirrel ! Go ! 😎

Dear god... What am I doing?!! 😱

It was completely stupid. I knew it. But he had bug me.

Of course, with a so covered face, you could easily think you'd run into Kim Taehyung and end up with Freddy, but love at first sight was blind... and I had a good feeling. This guy had a too much great body, too much hot to not have a pretty face. And if it wasn't... I'd take a good slap of my karma in the face and ask forgiveness to life.

It wasn't my type to dwell on people's appearance... but this guy had caught my eyes. He attracted me like a magnet and now, I couldn't take my eyes off him. So, what could be more exciting and fun than... following? stalking? Imagining things ? about a handsome stranger in the street?

Well, if he joined his girlfriend, I'd go back to my shopping crying, but for the moment he was alone and there was something quite exciting about this little improvised tailing. 

If my students saw me... 😫

Nobody sees you! 😎😎😎

Fortunately! 😳

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Avoiding thinking of my neighbor who, if he saw me acting like a 15-year-old kid, would make fool of me, I walked behind my target at a reasonable distance... in other words very far away.

Somebody called Jisung the wimp? 😒

Here! 😫

Literature teacher, but no talk skill... Gifted at inventing hot romances in his head, not at doing anything for real. I didn't deny it: I was BAD at flirting. But I wasn't giving up. I was going to follow him until... hmm. Until stars alignment allowed me to attempt a discreet but effective rapprochement.

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❝Hey handsome, can I call you "I'm so sexy "? 😘

Hn. I prefer "Be my baby".❞ 😎

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Aaaaah, I was already dreaming about it.

Seriously... I didn't have seen such a hot guy since...

NO.

I shook my head nervously.

My neighbor wasn't a "guy". He was my student. Minor. A being not living on the same astral plane as I did, unlike Mister "I'm so sexy" who...

Waaaait ! Did he just walked into a stationery store?! Seriously?! 😲

Yes... Yes !!!! It's destiny ! It's FATE I tell you ! 😮😮😮

You were supposed to go to a stationery shop... He goes to a stationery shop... 😍

He looks at the office supplies department... I like office supplies... 😍

Isn't this fucking FATE???! 😍

In the middle of the shop, I nodded like a fool.

My stupid conscience was right. And if 1+1 did 2, I was already dreaming he and me become 1. Yes, I was putting the cart before the horse, but I hadn't had a crush like that for... for too long, that's all.

My only and last experience (if we could call it that...), was that weird night with a stranger in Malaysia, 2 years ago, I barely remembered. I didn't know his name, his age, or anything except he was also Korean, and our meeting telling was as simplistic as deplorable.

I wanted to join some friends in a nightclub, but the bouncers refused to let me in, even though they saw my ID card. The guy then let me in with him. He offered me a drink, then two. I was in romance need or rather, I had never had any. 21 and still a virgin, I was fed up with this. He, was depressed. Both drunk, a bit lost and disillusioned, we had discussed for hours before waking up the next day in a little dingy hotel's bed.

My back hurt more than my butt, but neither he nor I had any memory of what had happened. Since we were both naked, we deduced we had done it, before parting like two longtime friends going back to their daily lives after making a stupid mistake.

#what a first time... A wet firecracker, so memorable I didn't even remember it... 😑

I swear to you... 😫

However, I remembered very well our faces that day. Between shame and hangover. Just miserable. Still, this guy was quite nice, but except to share our states of mind, there had been no intimate chemistry between us. Nothing transcendent.

He wasn't the right man for me.

The one I was looking for.

Yes, I was the romantic type... I wanted to meet this person. 

The one who would put butterflies in my belly, make my hands sweat, my heart beat like a fairground drum... The one who would make me think of him day and night. The one who could make me give up a cheesecake just for his beautiful eyes. The one who would fill every space in my world with his voice, gaze, perfume... The one who would make me happy just with a smile...

I wanted Great Love.

That was probably why I hadn't had a relationship since that unknown. What had happened with him had made me understand I didn't want a one-night stand. I wanted something else. And "I'm so sexy" had suddenly awakened that so naive and carefree dream.

The more I followed him, the more I found him charming. I liked the way he walked, both casual and assured. He had taken the shop escalator and I followed him, trying to be as discreet as possible. Luckily, there were quite a few people around. From hiding place to hiding place, I enjoyed watching him.

I liked the way he would stop, bend over or crouch down in front of the shelves to look at the supplies. I didn't dare to follow him closely, but he had a beautiful profile, deliciously white skin. The mask + cap combo maybe had something to cooled my ardors... but I didn't care a bit now. My heart was in my socks.

This legs... this thighs... 😍😍😍

This... this butt... 😲😘😍😋😶

Delicious from head to toe... 😋

Maybe he was an actor, a model or a K-pop idol... that's why he was covering his face ! So that nobody recognizes him ! 😲

My god... The teacher and the K-pop idol!! Could this couple work ?! 😍

Couple ?! Don't exaggerate !! 😵

You, stop it !! And come closer to him !! Do something, for God sake !! See, those girls are looking at him now !! 😫😫😫

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I swallowed with difficulty.

Indeed, my handsome stranger had attracted a schoolgirls' group attention, who were now whispering by giggling like magpies without taking their eyes off him. No... Was I angry? Against some little girls? I, an adult? A teacher? At my age? As he had just get up, comparing several pens carefully, I felt like I had a fever. I was going crazy.

Jisuuuuung !!! We saw him first ! Do something!!! 😫😡😭

Listening to my conscience, without thinking, I grabbed a pen from a random shelf before taking a deep breath. I had never hit on anyone in my life... at least never like that. I felt like a stupid teenager... but at the same time, I wanted to try. 

If you don't try, you don't get anything, right? 😘

But... we're both men... 😳 

And ?!! That's too late to think about that !! We're already fallen for him !! 😫😭😭

😳😳😳

As Dynamite from BTS resounded through the shop, I tried to focus on the music good vibes while I was chewing my lips nervously. I was going to get a little closer to him. Then, I would invent something...

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❝Ah, excuse me, looks like you dropped this pen... 😇😚

It's not mine, but you... 😘😎❞

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Yes!! I wanted it!

Determined, clutching the pen in my hands, I was walking towards him when the schoolgirls walked ahead of me, suddenly surrounding him to ask him a whole bunch of questions. Immediately, he turned towards one of them, allowing me for the first time to see his face a little better. 

In an instant, as my whole body froze, my voice got stuck in my throat, like a miserable mouse's cry.

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"M-Minho...?"

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Han Jisung to Han Jisung... are you receiving me? 😨

Hey, fucking me... you suck.

And I'm not receiving anything now...

He just saw me... 😫

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Hello! Here is the 1st chapter of the story arc 2! I hope you enjoyed it! The style is a bit different, I want to have fun with several ways of presenting things. I stay in intern POV, but I could do extern POV sometimes. I hope you liked it! :D We're learning a little bit more about our squirrel. What do you think about it? I hope this chapter has made you smile! 😄 Thank you for your support! Let me know what you think! Kisses! ♥

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