They sat beside eo on the couch, for the very first time after their marriage they sat this close to eo, the feeling was weird, they were able to feel the differences between them their relationship
everything none of them uttered a work ...
SID- I wasn't prepared for this

( he spoke taking his time )

SANA- main bhi nahi thi

SID- mom wanted us to get married

SANA- meri mummy bhi yahi chahti thi

SID- marriage ka maine dur dur tak kuch nahi socha tha pata nahi it's just that I didn't want it..
SANA- hmmm

SID- I just don't know but mujhe yeh karna hi nahi tha ab jab ho gaya toh mere se nahi hota yaar I mean I wasn't prepared and still I am not
His answer made her smile..

SANA- explain kyu kar rahe ho mujhe ? maine thori na explanation
maanga sidharth ek baat jaha tak main samjh paayi hoon vo yeh hai ki tumhe pata nahi kyu aisa lagta hai ki shadi ke baad main tumse bahut saare expectations lekar baithi hoon aur tum poora nahi kar rahe ho aisa nahi hai maine kabhi tumse kuch expect nahi
kiya tha na karti hoon ...

SANA- I respect ur feelings tum shadi ke liye ready nahi the
but I was also not at fault tum mana kar sakte the cause it's easy for u but main nahi kar sakti thi mana, mujhe kissi baat
ka koi bhi dukh nahi hai bas ek baat ka hai that maine jaisa marriage ke baare me socha tha real life me marriages
completely different hoti hai, aur may be meri aisi hai (she smiled a bit )

I am not ur type this I know sidharth tumhe mere se shadi nahi karni thi yeh bhi jaanti hoon sab kuch jaanti hoon, saari feelings ka respect karti hoon main but please don't think that I am disappointed from u uske liye humare beech kuch hona bhi chahiye, main nahi hoon tumhare jaise and I am not
asking for anything take ur time jitna bhi tumhe chahiye...

SID- don't u wanna say anything I mean aise mere se shadi karna tumhe bhi pasand nahi hoga na we had an age difference tumhe koi Tumhare age ka

SANA- nahi sidharth I am good with accepting the reality
alright so I don't have any problem with anything, infact I am thankful to u mujhe ek bahut pyaari family mili hai, I am
trying that main apne side se jo kar sakti hoon karu u take ur time ...

SANA- and one more thing sidharth In same way I am here agar
kuch bhi ho main hoon tum mujhe bol sakte ho I am got gonna judge u at the end of everything we are husband and wife
someday somehow we will have to expect the reality, toh tum
kabhi bhi khud ko rokna mat mere se kuch bhi bolna jo share karna ho ok
(she was the most humble person he ever met in his life and he
realised this now, the way she was accepting everything was so
impressive)

SID- can I get a cup of coffee ???
SANA- sure main banati hoon

she walked out from there feeling a little bad..

SANA'S POV
what was he trying to say I know we both were not ready for this marriage main bhi nahi accept kar paayi hoon there was no need to highlight that

she shrugged away her thoughts putting the pan on the stove...

SID'S POV
main yaha Mahan banne ke liye nahi bula raha tha use I mean main apni feelings share karne ki koshish kar raha tha she should be also like that but phir yeh bolke that she's ok aisa kyu dikha
rahi hai jaise maine hi koi galti ki ho bolke was it a mistake
starting a conversation with her ???

SHEHNAAZ'S POV

I wanted a simple life really when I say simple that means simple, I was very happy with my work that I used to do in
the Punjabi industry, they were not that big roles neither I
was so famous, yet I was happy, very happy in those small
things, but then this marriage, my parents with so much of love asked me for this and could not deny to it, cause when I decided to go ahead in acting they didn't liked my this idea yet
they supported me and now when they wanted something
from me how would I have denied, I agreed and here I am, an arrange marriage I used to think that completely different come together and they start developing feeling, but in our
case he's barely at home I am not saying that he's doing it
purposely but atleast we should have thought about this, I
know he's a big name he's doing big projects and I am far away from him, hhh why am I thinking this much this was my destiny may be life aisi hi honi thi jo thora mora khush thi
life me ab mere paas vo khushi bhi nahi hai, lagta hi nahi
sidharth ko jaanti hoon main hum saath rehte hai per aisa lagta hai main in deewaro se hi poore time baate karti hoon, main aisa nahi bol rahi ki vo kuch intentionally karta hai but
hurt toh bahut hoti hoon main ...

SIDHARTH'S POV

I don't know about her why she agreed for this marriage but for me marriage was the only thing from which I kept on
running all my life, I had a lot of relationships may be this is
a reason too that I don't believe in girls that easily I am not judging her, but there is nothing for which I should think
about her differently, I know she's my wife but I don't think she too even consider this, I know that both of us should work on this and when I say both that means both but here
she seems to have to interest and I don't want to sound desperate, she's good but she's not may be whom I wanted
but honestly I never thought of a kind of girl whom I want
then this can't be a parameter for judging our efforts in this
marriage too...
But something is different a slight difference I mean she could have asked me to help her in her career but she never did that she denied my offer why? I don't have an answer, may be
because of her ego, I don't think this also that she has ego,
actually I don't know anything she's very complicated to understand, I won't put myself into this if she's not
interested simple, I wanted someone around whom I found peace but I don't feel any such thing regarding her ...

They are wrong at their places, the thing that was stopping her
was the professional difference between them that should never be
a issue in between couples, and him thinking that she's
complicated is wrong and she is then also he should at first try to know her about her feelings and he should work on those complications, marriage isn't like u will sit for few minutes and
discuss out things and it's done ...

It takes time for both to accept the reality and be habitual to it,
and they will have to do it, in marriage I u want to run away then also u will be pulled back, as without ur realisation ur partner will become ur need....

She came back into the room with coffee ...

SID- thankyou ( he thanked her taking the cup)

SANA- ur welcome sidharth
SID- tum nahi peeti ???

SANA- not actually and at nights definitely not
(she answered with changing her expressions as if he was doing a sin by having coffee at night)

SID- mujhe pata nahi tha
SANA-ha jaanti hoon mujhe bhi nahi pata tha that u like having coffee this time ...

SID- hmmm

SANA- time ke saath shayad hume sab pata lage ...

she's right time is the most important, it depends on them how much time they will take but it will definitely decrease the differences between them

They were pretty much ok with sleeping on the same bed but with a distance the distance that they never crossed or they didn't feel like crossing
SID- shehnaaz

(she turned towards him he forwarded her phone to her and she found that her mummy was is calling her )
She took her phone recieving the call and walked out of the room ...

SID'S POV
what was the problem if she will talk in front of me I mean I won't mind leave it ...

She walked out of the room as she was going to tell a lot of lies to her mummy about their marriage and her happiness with sidharth...

All what matters for her the most was the happiness of those who loved her no matter if it's her family or his ...
He didn't wait for her and slept....

she came after few minutes and laid on her side of the bed, today
her mummy told her one thing that u will be only happy when u
find ur happiness in the things u have, that means sidharth, but
how? the answer she herself doesn't know...

More time they will take she thought before closing her eyes ...
They thought staying away from eo won't affect their mind much about this marriage but they were wrong...

One fine day she was in the kitchen when she heard him shouting her name loudly as if she did something wrong...
keeping the chopped vegetables aside she walked into the room
in hurry,
SANA- kya hua sidharth ???

SID- shehnaaz who washed my clothes ?

SANA- maine hi dhoye the kyu ???
SID-u know what if u don't know how to do it then please leave it for god sake we are that much affordable to afford a
household alright because of ur stupid mistake my watch that
was in my jean's pocket got ruined ...

she was stunned by his tone it was harsh and painful for sure...

she understood that she did mistake and she should have been more careful but there should be a way to talking she's his wife not any household on whom he was bashing...

SID- kuch bologi bhi tum abhi ??

SANA- sunna kya chahte ho tum? ( she asked in a low tone)

Before he could speak she spoke
SANA-I am sorry (her voice chocked) I know u are very much capable of keeping the household and if u want then u can for sure, but as I think I did it my mistake not intentionally that
can happen with anyone may be the household can also
sometimes do this, it can happen if someone is in hurry or
something else, I don't have any problem in doing anything yes I say one thing that I will be more careful the next time but I
can't assure that I will never do mistakes again, so tumhare
upar hai agar househelp rakhna hai rakho I don't have problems
in both and once again I am extremely sorry maine galti se kiya
(she voice showed how hurt she felt by his harsh tone, he
wanted to apologise as in anger he became to harsh but before
that she left from there feeling disheartening)
He stood there with a quilt as he saw how hurt she was in her
eyes...

she controlled her tears in front of him that were fighting from
her to come out ...
and it happened it did happened once she reached at the place
which she loves the most her kitchen she broke down, her tears
made their way down her eyes and a sob left her mouth ...