"what do u mean shehnaaz ??" he asks in confusion ...

"kya what do u mean karta hai tere kaaran sabko pata lagta hai main tere peeche pagal hoon, logo ko lagta hai sirf main hoon jise tu chahiye tere liye main matter bhi nahi karti hoon, in every
interview of urs all the time just avoiding my topics or answering it with least interest is something that's bothering me up,Sidharth what's ur problem tell that to me na, don't u feel comfortable enough to talk about, or may be talking about will put you down ?? right !!" she utters shocking him to core..

"why not, I am new not that much experienced may be I not not like all those co actors of urs who works with you that's why u avoid me right?? camera ke saamne tu aise dikhata hai ki tu mujhe jaanta tak nahi hai Sidharth !!" she exclaims with sorrow leaving him speechless...

Is this what she thinks about him ??? he thinks for a while, this time her words hurt him beyond anything...

He don't have that courage inside him at the moment to deal with what all she said, that's something he can't even think about,here he's doing all this for her, for her career and she thinks he's
avoiding her, she says she knows him ?? but this tells a completely different story, he turns again towards the balcony,
not wanting to show him to her...

" dekha nahi hain na koi answer muh bol agar aisa hai toh peeche kyu hat raha hai tu ??" she asks with a loud tone ...

"shehnaaz sleep " he replies in a low tone...

"why because u don't have answers, itne time se tera tha tell me what happened now when I told me won't u justify urself??" she enounces...

" shehnaaz I said sleep and agar yeh baat itne mahino baad bhi tujhe puchni pad rahi hai then I don't have anything to say, think what all u want to, I am done with this, I can tolerate everything
but not this " he states ...

" bhaag raha tu ab mere baato se jawab bhi nahi hai ab tere paas mujhe dene ke liye ha" she says walking upto him and Turning him towards her ...

"bol na kyu kuch nahi bol raha bol ki shehnaaz tu stupid hai tu aisi hai waisi hai dimaag nahi hai immature hai tu..
he cut her in between and says...

"yeh sab nahi bolunga shehnaaz, is baar tu nahi main hi galat hoon, maine hi kahi shayad ek husband hone ka ek life partner hone ki responsibly sahi se nahi nibhai " he states in the lowest tone of his ...

She startles by his tone, this is not what she's expecting this is not him...

"tu kya bol raha hai ??" she asks him not getting what he meant by his words..

Thinking for a while he says,
I am feeling like we are again there from where we both started, aisa lag raha hai hum jaante hi nahi hai ek dusre ko
shehnaaz, disappointed hoon khud se maine kaha galti kar di ki meri concern, meri care, my I.. I mean mere efforts humare liye hum dono ke liye tujhe is way me samjh aaye, main interviews
me tere naam ki baate karne se avoid karta hoon kyuki tu emotions cover up kar leti tu sweet sweet bol deti hai per main emotions hide nahi kar paata hoon shehnaaz main agar tere baare
me baate karu toh sab pata lagta hai, main toh bas chahta hoon
tu abhi bahut kaam kare abhi bahut naam ho Shehnaaz Gill ka
otherwise I have done enough of things in my life and I am at a stage where I can comfortably make my relationship public, but then isse tere liye cheeze industry me abhi difficult hongi ...
she listens to him with all focus...

"main chahta hoon pehle log tujhe, poori duniya Shehnaaz Gill ke naam se jaane, time hai hum dono kuch saal wait kar sakte hai per jaldi me cheeze aur kharab hogi yeh duniya aisi nahi hai ki
abhi bura bol rahi hai toh tu sabko bata degi toh nahi bolegi tab bhi bolegi abhi hi jitna hai vo kam hai main humare relationship ko aur time dena chahta tha in cheeze se dur rakhna chahta tha
but.. he stops in between lacking words...

"mere saath pata nahi yahi problem hoti hai everytime I try to do something aur sabko lag kuch aur jaata hai, mere baare me itna sab kuch sochne se pehle ek baar mere se baat kiya hota mera side suna hota lekin u judged me this time like always just because of ur thinking " he expresses his pain to her, his time
his eyes showed how hurt he's and she could see his eyes getting moist and he looks away..

She stood there all shocked by his revelation ...

She never thought this much, this time her words hurt him to eternity and why it won't, she said all what she should have not even thought in her baddest dream...

She felt her voice stuck in her throat, she wants to go back and just remove that moment where she blabbered all that to him,but she can't, she can't change anything, but now she needs to
assure him, it's not him it's her who's at fault ... It's her stupid thinking, he did his best, she lacked that trust somewhere...

" but u know I am now used to this, may be I have this fault that I never express what I feel that's why my every actions gets wrong, I am sorry shehnaaz I didn't want to hurt u, but it's....
His voice died in his throat, he wants to run away from this situation, coming this far and again going from where u started
is something unbearable...

She snakes her trembling hands around his chest keeping head on his back and mumbles.

"I am sorry Sidharth" these words barely came out of her mouth, her heart throbs not getting any response from him,
and the next moment she feels something wet of her hand that's
around his chest, she gets what's it, she couldn't believe this,,the man who's this much strong, is crying and the reason for
this were her words ...
she curses herself for hurting him...

"Sidharth I am sorry" she mumbles again...

This time too nothing came from his side, she lost her control and turns him forcefully towards her, his eyes moved away not meeting her's but she can see tears in his eyes ...

" baat kar mere se sidharth" she says trying to cup his face but he removes her hands ....

"shehnaaz please leave me alone" he tries to move ...

but she can't Leave him like this offcourse not when he's hurt
and that too because of her she can't, she snakes around around his neck standing up on her toes and hugging him tight..
sorry sorry sorry, main vo sab bolna chahti thi sidharth main main bas pata nahi bas bahut bhar gaya mere dimaag me aur aise nikli cheeze maine mean nahi karti thi, gusse me thi kuch bhi bol
diya per main tujhe hurt nahi karna chahti thi " she expresses herself...

"shehnaaz abhi baat nahi karni mujhe" he says Sternly trying to move away from her...

"sidharth tujhe meri kasam hai please ek baar meri baat sun mujhe bhi bolne de na please" she requests and he didn't
move...

"I am sorry I am really sorry main bolna kuch chah rahi thi per bol kissi aur tareeke se diya mujhe kissi baat ka dukh nahi hota per dar lagta hai sidharth mujhe lagta hai ki kahi kabhi cheeze
kharab ho gayi tu mere se dur ho gaya toh, problem tere me nahi hai mere me hai per main kya karu tu mere liye bahut
important hai main main nahi chahti tujhe khona mera gussa tha waise bahar nikal aaya, main bhi teri sunti hoon na agar tu kabhi gusse me kuch bol jaata hai toh bebu meri bhi samjh main
bas I am sorry mujhe kasam hai main ek bhi cheez mean nahi karti thi per mujhe accha nahi lagta jab apne liye tere
interviews ke neeche posts ke neeche bura dekhti hoon " she confesses her feelings..

" yeh baat mere se bolti na baat karti yeh..

"darti hoon kahi meri baate tujhe senseless lagi toh mujhe bas
rehta hai ki main mere kaaran humare beech ki cheeze kabhi kharab na karu bas isiliye" she says cutting him in between...

she sobs keeping her head on his chest

"tu kahi galat nahi hai tune sab kuch sahi kiya hai main hi nahi hoon waisi main sab kuch bekaar karti hoon I am at fault mere me saari problem hai I am sorry" she utters while sobbing...

This time his hands wraps around her waist and he pulls her close...

" bas ho gaya tu ro mat " he tries to calm her as her tears is something he can't tolerate...

nahi maine tujhe hurt kiya main karna nahi chahti thi per main hoon hi aisi tujhe pata hai koi isiliye na saare time mere saath nahi rehta problem bahut hai mere se " she lets out her feelings..

"problems sabme hoti hai shehnaaz tere me bhi hai mere se bhi hai" he reasons her...

"per mere problems ke kaaran hum dono me dikkat ho rahi hai,aaj mere kaaran tu hurt hua hai main nahi chahti yeh" she
mumbles against his chest and his hands moves up and down her back consoling her...

He knows she did all that because she's hurt and she needs him ...

"accha thik hai baat karenge hum rona band kar abhi chal dono pehle baat karte hai rone se kuch nahi hoga na " he gives her a little time to calm down and once she became quiet he sat on the
couch holding her hands she looks at him being guilty...

"shehnaaz promise kar aage se tu kuch bhi feel karegi toh mujhe usi time bolegi" he asks to which she nods to him ...

"tu mujhe maaf kar de " she says apologizing to him to which he kissed her hands ..

"koi nahi hume saath rehna hai situations ho sakti hai aise " she hums ...

"tu kabhi bhi na mere se baate mat chhupana, na hi main tere se
thik hai" she nods to this.

"hum dono samjhenge ek dusre ko "?" she hums

"tu kuch bhi ho kabhi bhi aisa waisa kuch nahi karegi khud k lagne per" she again hums ...

" bas mujhe chor ke dur jaane ka nahi sochna " both says this together, at the moment and both gets surprised by this..

"nahi kabhi nahi " she says making him smile..

" main bhi promise karta hoon shehnaaz no matter what happens main hoon yahi tere saath tere paas " he says to which she hugs him ..

" maaf kiya mujhe " she asks him ...

"kab ka baby" he says hugging her back..

"phir abhi bas khana khaye hum " he asks wiping her face..

"hmmm tu baith main garm karke laati hoon yahi khate hai" she says while standing up..

"ek plate me laana " this makes her smile widely and she nods to this..

she comes up with their dinner, he indicates her to sit beside him ...

she sits and was going to keep the plate in front of him ...

"shehnaaz apne haatho se khila aaja mujhe " he demands making her chuckle...

"kya ho kya raha hai tujhe " she asks preparing a morsel for him...

" dekh le tu kya kar rahi hai " he says munching his food, she takes one bite in her mouth..

"maine kya kiya??" she asks innocently

"asif u don't know" he says rolling his eyes...

"no I don't know bata mujhe " she asks raising her eyes at him..

he steps a little close to her and tugs her hair strands behind her ear...

"shehnaaz it's too long baby I think we should move ahead in our relationship "he whispers against her ear making her realise what he meant,

"I want u and the whole of you " her body trembles at his sudden
demand but she too wants this..

but agar tu ready nahi hai to..

"I too want this sidharth" she says cutting him in between and they looked at eo intensely that want full of love can be seen in their eyes...