The core cause of insecurities in a relationship is often a lack of
self-love, like being afraid of failure or thinking that they don't deserve love, they won't be able to trust completely - and trust is the foundation of any relationship...

sana was having the same feeling, these days with increase in her closeness with sidharth she was going through so many
wierd thoughts, she wasn't someone who complains over small things, she's definitely not and she will never ever let these stupid thoughts come in between her and Sidharth...

At first she wasn't ready for this marriage but by time their relationship started growing, he became very important of her, she can't think of spending her complete day without
him ...
But still their relationship wasn't that strong they have to face more...

He was in his vanity in between the break, he opened his social media and saw her yesterday's post, offcourse now they started following eo, she was looking beautiful it was her pic
from their song shoot but his eyes got stuck on that pic, she's beautiful more than beautiful he thought, he knew that she was upset but for which reason he didn't know that...

He thought of calling her ...

She didn't answered his call in the first go ...

He tried again this time she answered ...

SID- " kya kar rahi hai "??

SANA-" kuch nahi bas aise hi "

SID- " Shehnaaz tu royi hai "???

he questioned as her voice came in a slow whimper, here she took a sharp breathe...

SANA-" nahi main kyu roungi "

she replied back trying to soundnormal...

she was hurt and the reason she herself wasn't getting may be she was getting affected after viewing his pictures with her co-stars and the way her friends and everyone were drooling over him wasn't going well with her...

she faced a lot of negativity but this wasn't that she read his articles about his affairs and she cursed her decision for hiding their marriage and she can't tell all this to him ...

SID-" jhooth shehnaaz bata kya hua baby"?

she felt like having him beside her so that she could hug him tight...

SANA-" bola na kuch bhi nahi hua aise hi thora abhi mummy se baat hui toh main miss kar rahi thi bas "

SID- " shehnaaz tu subah se aaj tho... accha shot ke liye jaana hai I will call u later "

he disconnected before she could reply...

she tried consoling herself it's normal in this industry, but still she wasn't convinced after reading the comments under his pic with his female costars made her extremely sad, their
relationship wasn't that strong yet, she wasn't wrong she needed much more assurance from him but she can't ask for
it, she felt stupid at her own stupid thought and kept her phone aside trying to distract herself....

she went into kitchen and thought of preparing dinner for them ....

Hours passed with a great difficulty she wanted to go to meet mom but she didn't felt like going so ...
May be she's thinking all this because of this reason also that they were together in last week shooting for their song all the time and suddenly she's feeling alone that's why she's focusing on all this a lot ...

he's her husband and this is what should matter to her, she convinced her mind and just then the bell rang, all whatever
she was feeling forgetting everything she literally ran out of the kitchen opening the door in hurry, and she saw him standing,,this made her more than not wasting a single second she
jumped on him hugging him tightly, he felt himself getting unbalanced by her intensity of hugging him ...

She nestled her face in the crook of his neck locking her hands tightly around his neck while he held her protectively muffling his hands around her back, she felt her peace back ...

SANA-" sidharth kiss me
(she demanded breaking the hug looking into his eyes directly without any shy this time she asked for this putting all her rights on him)

Lifting her a little he stepped into their flat and closed the door behind with his back gazing at her intensely....

Their hearts begins to pound. she stood there, feeling a desire run from her heart, to her chest, and down toward my inner thighs just by his gaze, he has a different effect on her and she was
aware of it ...

His finger touched her neck, and the hair as it was moved away nearly gave her chills. His hands went from the sides of my head and down to her neck, out to her shoulders and down to her
hands. He grabbed her hands gently yet firm, put them in front of her and paused. I felt safe, he spoke no words. her heart is about to beat out of her chest and she close her eyes and take a deep
breath out.

He kisses her shoulder, and runs his lips on her lips she tilt her head and after his deep breath out he bites her gently taking her lower lips between his teeth. It doesnt hurt, it only makes her
want more.

She was feeling much better while serving him dinner and he was
in full mood to tease her...

SID- " baby agar yeh baat thi tu subah bolti na main tujhe acche se kiss karke jaata "

she frowned making annoyed face...

SANA-" bahut nahi bol raha hai tu "???.

SID- " bahut toh abhi ek baar bhi nahi bola tu chahti hai main bolu"???

SANA-" tu chahta hai tu khana khaye toh chup kar jaa samjha na "

SID- " accha sorry abhi bata kya ho gaya tha "???

SANA-" Kuch nahi "

SID- " jhooth

SANA-" are agar main apne pati se kiss maangu toh koi problem hai "????

SID- " tu kuch bhi maange koi problem nahi hai pati tera hi hai "

SANA-" mujhe pata hai tu mera hai aur mera hi hai, phad ke rakh dungi main sabko "

she uttered venting out her angry with her insecurities...

SID-" wohhh baby aaram se itna gussa kis baat ka "???

SANA-" kuch nahi mere man me aaya bol diya "

SID-" accha shehnaaz tumhe pata hai aaj main jab upar aa raha hai toh kya hua "?

she nod in, while sitting beside him taking her plate...

SID- " building ka ek working staff tha bol raha tha mujhe ki shehnaaz
mam ka poster dekha bahut pyari lag rahi thi, aaj set pe mere gifts aaye the they are still in the car, usne me bahut saare tere liye letter hai and saare yahi bol rahe hai ki shehnaaz is going to
rock "

SANA-" mere liye "??.

she asked being the happiest one knowing people loving her that too before the song release...

SID- " ha be tere liye"

SANA-" kha kasam"

SID- " main kya jhooth bolunga baby nahi na"

Her lips curled up with a bright smile, this indeed made her feel more
than better

SANA-" mujhe saare letters dekhne hai

SID- " abhi raat ho gayi hai baby and I am also tired kal dekh lena"

SANA-" sidharth tu jaa so jaa main jaake le aaungi phir dekh lungi "

SID- " koi zaroorat nahi hai main mangwa deta hoon per mujhe pareshan nahi karegi na "?

SANA-" ha ha nahi karungi

she was more than while receiving the packets full of gifts for him,
this happens regularly but this time she was excited while holding all
that as she wanted to read whatever people wrote for her ...
he was in their room on their preparing himself for sleeping and here
she came into the room after collecting her letters and gifts from his one's
and that was tough...

She was so happy with those things, sitting beside him she read
every single word whatever was written, people praising her cuteness, her beauty, her smile and her chemistry with sidharth all this made her extremely overwhelmed, she didn't need
something big small things are enough to make her happy and
these letters were precious for her for sure, he saw her keeping those letters in a box and then putting that into the cupboard
that smile on her face was showing how happy she is...

SID- " itna band karke kyu rakha kaun sa koi lekar jaa raha tha baby "??

he asked once she seated beside him on the bed.

SANA-" aisi baat nahi hai sidharth vo mere liye bahut khaas hai

she replied pulling blanket over herself...

SID- " Logo ka pyaar khaas hota hi hai ab saare ko kya tu aise rakhne waali
hai "???

she nod in no ...

SANA-" saare precious honge but yeh jyada isse pehle mujhe itna pyaar kuch likh kar kissi ne nahi bheja mere liye bahut badi hai baat hai aage kuch aur aaye bhale hi but yeh teen inki ek alag
importance hogi isiliye inhe rakh diya"

her answer showed how down to earth she is, here people do so many things to be happy and she's happy in this only...

PREETI-" shehnaaz aaja tu bhi "

SID- " abhi use ek ghanta lagne waala hai pakka se likh ke lelo"

SANA-" jyada kyu bol raha hai tu ha "???

SID- " tu taiyaar ho gayi "???

she nodded standing in front of him,

Preeti di was also there, and they
were all set to have a small dinner party at Preeti Di's place with some of their family members as his jiju returned today so his friends and some close family members were coming for the party, shehnaaz wasn't that much comfortable with this idea as she still didn't know much about everyone but she can't avoid it, with time she will have get into this...

PREETI- " bahut pyaari lag rahi hai tum dono aa jaao main chalti hoon "
Preeti di left from there...

SID- "Kya ho raha hai tujhe shehnaaz "?

he questioned her standing beside her rubbing her arms with his hand...

SANA-" main saare logo ko jaanti nahi hongi na"

SID-" toh kya shehnaaz tu toh mujhe bhi nahi jaanti thi per abhi dekh aur main toh hoon hi na waha tere saath "

SANA-" mere paas hi rahega tu "

SID- " taaki sab bole mujhe ki biwi ke peeche pagal ho gaya hoon haina
"??.
she chuckled making him smile...

SID-" tension kyu leti hai baby chill karne ka in baato ke bhi koi dimaag kharaab karta hai kya aise hi nahi main tujhe gadhi bolta hoon "

SANA-" main lag kaisi rahi hoon "???

SID- "room me bataya toh tha baby tujhe"
she blushed remembering their incident that happened a few moments before..

FLASHBACK

she was tying her hair but he stopped her, she was wearing suit looking so alluring, he was getting more and more attractive towards her these days...

SID- don't (he removed her hands from her hair) khule rehne de

SANA- per..

she clutched her eyes as he removed her hair aside from her back his lips brushed nape softly, delicately, like butterfly wings, just long enough that he could hear her inhale breath, feel the warmth
of her skin, and the softness that he felt against his lips made him loose his dam control...

SID- "u look to bewitching shehnaaz "

he mumbled against her earlobe and was about to proceed when the door bell rang ...

SID- " ab dekh kya hai na ki hum late ho rahe hai toh Sharma baad me

SANA-" hhhh "

They headed towards Preeti Di's flat with smiling faces, she was nervous but she knows he's with her and he won't let her feel a bit uncomfortable, yes ofcourse she started trusting him ...