Realisation

Dedicated to Antisocial-Emo blxrryfxced smol_bean_childx

Otto's POV

"It's too fucking hot!" I glanced down at my complaining girlfriend and hummed, nodding in agreement. Her knee length flowery dress laid flat around her legs, resting on the emerald green grass. The summer heat beat down on our bodies, making us squirm in discomfort.

I ran my fingers through her thick blonde hair, her head rested in my lap. "I agree. It's really warm." I said. "Can we not like get a day off or something? It's like too hot to work and concentrate." She then proceeded to rant about how unfair it was and how fucked up the education system was.

Don't get me wrong, I love Grace and all but when Geoff and Awsten approached us I was thankful for their arrival. They both joined us under the comforting shade of the tree and flopped down beside us. "What are you guys up to?" Awsten asked, fanning his face.

"Just hanging with bae." Grace replied, taking my hand and intertwining our fingers. I leant down and kissed her softly before going back to stroking her hair. "Hey Aws have you got all the project data together?" Geoff asked, yawning. A sudden look of realisation crossed Awsten's face. "Oh shit!" The purple haired boy jumped up and grabbed Geoff's hand. "Come on bitch, I can't do this alone."

"I did." I heard Geoff mumble before he was dragged away. "Hey babe can we go shopping after school? I want some more summer dresses and possibly some skirts?" She looked up at me and batted her eyelashes. "Yeah sure! If that's what you want, I could do with some more summer clothes too." I gestured to the only pair of shorts I own that happened to be on my legs.

A refreshing breeze brushed through the leaves and ruffled my hair. "Ooh that's nice." Grace moaned, wriggling around in my lap. "Hey Grace, can you not?" She just grinned and wriggled more. "Sorry bae." I pouted and rolled away, causing her head to hit the grass.

"Otto!" She rubbed her head and sat up, throwing a ice cold water bottle at my head. "Where the Hell did you get that from?" I frowned and stared at my girlfriend, amazed by her ability to pull objects out of thin air.

"Magic bitch." Grace winked and kissed me before retrieving her bottle. I stood up and brushed my legs, getting rid of all the grass sticking to me. Grace held her hands up and made grabby hands at me. Sighing I helped her up and placed my arm around her waist, pulling her body closer to mine.

My lips met her soft ones and I melted into her touch. "I love you." She mumbled against my mouth. "Love you too." I kissed her again before taking her hand. Together we walked back towards the building, heading to graphics.

"Ok so I have a theory." Grace randomly blurted out on our way inside.

"Shoot." I said.

"Awsten and Geoff should totally fuck." I almost choked on air at her blunt suggestion.

"This is why I love you Grace. You say it as it is." I managed once I had caught my breath. She smiled and bumped her hip against mine. "Love you too bae."

Awsten's POV

"Awsten Knight and Geoff Wigington." Mrs Patel called from the front off the class. Chair legs scraping across the floor made me teeth shake inside my skull as Geoff stood up. "Come on." He whispered out the corner of his mouth. I hesitantly stood up and followed the brunette to the front of the room.

All eyes were on us, judging us on our every move, every breath. Geoff cleared his throat and opened the rainbow covered folder in his hands. "Our social experiment was about how school children and, in a sense, society acted towards physical abuse caused by severe homophobia. Our studies showed that a majority said and did nothing, just walked past as if nothing was going on whilst others either tried to join in or encouraged this behaviour. If you have seen my colleague, Awsten, here "abusing" or "bullying" me around school I can assure you it was for educational purposes only. Awsten does not feel that was towards me or anyone else."

As Geoff continued to talk and explain a bit more about our results, I found myself staring at him, taking in every single detail. The way he was able to switch to academic mode so smoothly, the way he smiled whenever he said my name, the way his eyes sparkled with intensity and passion, the way he impatiently flicked his soft hair out of his face whenever he looked down and back up again.

I drank in every little detail and found myself admiring him in a way I had never admired anyone before. I found myself falling for Geoff Wigington and falling hard.

"...in conclusion we decided on this topic and idea to raise awareness about this sort of behaviour and acts of violence. It is against the law and is considered a hate crime. Now my colleague here will play a song he wrote himself. Take it away Awsten."

My hands shook as I pulled out a stool and took my acoustic guitar from Geoff's outstretched hand. I nodded at him gratefully and took a deep breath before starting.

"It's kind of messed up
The only time I write
Is when I'm stressed or sad
And turn out the lights
I'm afraid I messed up
And I'm not worth my blisters
Because birthdays and Christmas
Are not on my wish list

I like happy songs
With titles that don't match at all
So spin the bottle in your brain
And match your weakness with a name

You're so cold
I've got to know
What made you so
Scared to be alone?
I've got to know
Who chilled your bones
That wasn't me

When I feel brave
And gather my words
My speech I gripped
Starts to slip and slur
I don't want this black cloud anymore
I don't want this dead doubt anymore
Weighing me down
Stressing me out

I like happy songs
With titles that don't match at all
So spin the bottle in your brain
And match your weakness with a name, oh

I like happy songs that sound nice
Even with their words like dog bites
Cutting through my hands
'Cause feeling is a rare thing for me
On my ceiling

You're so cold
I've got to know
What made you so
Scared to be alone?
I've got to know
Who chilled your bones
That wasn't me
You're so cold
I've got to know
What made you so
Scared to be alone?
I've got to know
Who chilled your bones
That wasn't me

I brought a knife to a gunfight
I brought my words to a fistfight
I brought my hell to you
And now the boys are back
The boys are sad
I brought a knife to a gunfight
I brought my words to a fistfight
I brought my hell to you
Now the boys are back
The boys are sad
The boys are back
The boys are sad
The boys are back
The boys are sad
The boys are back
The boys are sad

You're so cold
I've got to know
What made you so
Scared to be alone?
I've got to know
Who chilled your bones
That wasn't me
You're so cold
I've got to know
What made you so
Scared to be alone?
I've got to know
Who chilled your bones
That wasn't me."

Geoff's POV

Awsten, Patty and I parted ways once we reached our seperate streets. "Bye Aws, see you tomorrow!" I waved goodbye and both Awsten and Patty waved back. I felt like Patty had started to accept me more which was a comforting feeling seeing as though I was seriously falling for his best friend. Once I got home I texted by best friend and just told her everything.

Me: Chlo help!!

Chloee: what's up Gee? Xx

Me: I mighta, kinda, sorta have a crush on Awsten x

Chloee: the purple boy you were telling me about? Xx

Me: yes! Xx

Chloee: if I recall correctly I'm pretty sure you said that "his eyes are made out of the stars themselves, as if an unknown being stopped creating the universe and the rest of creation for a year just so they could perfectly sculpt his body and his chiseled features. The sunlight pales in comparison to the brightness of his smile and his beauty makes angels and demons alike swoon." Xx

Me: stop judging me x

Chloee: I'm not! I think it's cute and I ship it and I want it to become canon Xx

Me: he's so amazing! His voice is pure heaven. He sang a song he wrote at the end of our presentation today and I swear the whole world stopped just to hear him Xx

Chloee: damn boi you got it bad Xx

Me: I do Xx

Chloee: then stop texting me and do something about it!!! Xx

Me: will do, thanks!! 😘😘

Chloee: anytime babes ❤❤

I laughed and closed our conversation and opened mine and Awsten's to reveal he had already messaged me.

Awsie 💕: hey can you come pick me up from my house ASAP? I need a lift.

Me: sure, what's up?

Awsie 💕: Gracie's in hospital

A/N for you reference bean xox

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