Guys i'm so sorry but this chapter switches pov part way through it. I am so so sorry!

LINA'S POV-

When his tongue is on mine, I feel a strange sense of belonging.

The kissing probably would've turned into more if my phone hadn't buzzed not once, not twice, but three fucking times throughout.

Now, he's sitting in the car as I stand outside, looking to see who was contacting me.

It's an understatement to say the shock and surprise I feel as I click on my missed calls.

Abuela.

The weight I had knocked off my shoulders the past few months instantly smacks back on, crushing my fragile body into a million pieces.

My fingers are shaking as I press on her contact- why would she call me after all those years?

"Hello?" I stutter, before swallowing my nerves and masking them with confidence.

"Catalina. Hola." She responds, I can tell she's expecting me to speak Spanish but as I live in England because of her, I will piss her off by only speaking my second language.

"Hello? Why did you call, I'm out?"

She tuts. "Have you forgotten Spanish, Catalina? Just like your madre, I see."

"I said, why did you call."

"Don't speak to me with that attitude, I am your abuela-"

"No," I spit back, "no you are not. You lost that title, and any status to me when you disowned me and decided a fucking care-home could raise me better, understand me? Now, tell me why you called, as I am out with a friend and it's rude to be on the phone." I reply angrily, regretting it almost immediately as I'm aware of the backlash it'll cause.

She sighs from the side of the phone. "No rudeness to Abuela. Still your Abuela, we share blood."

"Blood means nothing."

"Please, Catalina, stop the rudeness. I am very stressed out-"

"I'll help with that then. Fuck off, don't call me again."

I end the call angrily, chucking my phone onto the front seat of the car before heading over to the back where Sin sits.

I open the door and stand at the edge of it, enjoying the fresh air, not wanting to leave this moment of escape- even if someone from my past did ruin it.

"Are you okay, Lina?" He asks me, his words smothered in worry and fear, the concern and care obvious.

I roll my eyes. "Fucking fan-fabulosa-tastic. Can you get out the back seat? Let's drive, it's what cars are for."

"Your in a good mood then." He says, sounding pissed off as he crawls out the car, now standing in front of me.

"Maybe I'm not all cheerful and happy Sin, because life isn't all shits and giggles."

Sin rolls his eyes, placing a hand on my shoulder, looking me in the eye. "What's wrong, little red? You're doing the thing where somethings wrong so you act all sarcastic and rude-"

"This isn't an act, Sin. I am sarcastic and rude. Just in the rare moments where someone isn't pissing me the fuck off, I can be sort of nice. Sort of. But this isn't one of those rare moments, okay? I'm mad, Sin and I mean mad, so don't make any witty jokes with me, don't piss me off, pretty much just shut the fuck up, please."

"Make me." He responds with a shrug, as his tongue sweeps over his lips, his eyes directed onto mine.

I shake my head.

"I'm not going to use you, crybaby, you deserve more than that. I can't use you as my personal sex toy whenever I'm angry or anything."

"I mean," he murmurs as he lowers his head towards me, "I would much rather be more than your personal sex toy, one day I will be, but at least that's a start."

Fuck.

His lips are close to mine, hovering in front of me, taunting me. I sigh and give into the temptation as our lips connect as he lets out a groan of relief and pleasure.

"Fuck, Catalina." He groans as I press against him, pushing him into the backseat as I climb onto of him, positioning my legs either side of his waist.

I pull his top over his head, my fingers tracing along his ab line as he kisses my neck, causing little moans to escape from my lips (which are suffering withdrawal) whilst he tells me I'm beautiful.

"Don't talk."

I put my finger to his lips and he nods, as he takes off my top, undoing the clasp of my bra (why am I always wearing it at wrong times?) before flipping our position, so he's dominating me.

However, despite this dominance he continues ro follow my instruction- not a word escapes his mouth as his kisses on my neck trail further down.

-SIN'S POV-

Her gasp of euphoria encourages me as I suck on her swollen nipple, remembering the taste as for all I know it could be the last time I enjoy her.

I am not using her for sex, although I fear that's what she is using me for.

I lo-

I like her. I like her a lot. I may not have known her for even a year yet, but I'm with her every godamn day.

I see her stupid eye roll, her smile, her laugh- god that laugh - everyday.

When I get home from work, she's normally there and it just feels fucking right.

She lets out another gasp as her hands claw my back, her nails digging in to my shoulderblades as I move my mouth to her other breast, continuing to stroke the one I already teased.

I move my hand to her bottoms, moving the obstacle as my tongue leaves a wet pathway down her stomach.

"Sin." She moans as my tongue connects with her sensitive spot.

A benefit of once being a fuckboy- you know that clitoral stimulation is the way to a girls mind.

Sliding my tongue between her folds, I continue to rub her clitoris with my other hand, as I feel her release.

I go to kiss her, but she pushes my head back down.

"I can handle more."

Fuck. But can I?

She releases three more times before I decide I need her. I 'snog' her one more time (god I hate that word) before going to undo my trousers.

"What are you doing?" She sits up, grabbing the nearest pieces of clothing to her and putting them on- my top, her thongs.

I tilt my head in confusion. "I was going to fuck you."

"Your gross, this is Jagger's car, Sin." She shakes her head before climbing into the passenger seat.

I sit there, in my trousers, stunned. What the fuck was that?

"Fine." I spit, sitting in the drivers seat. We've spent a lovely fucking day together but as per fucking usual, she has to ruin it with that attitude of hers. And not to mention she gave me fucking blue balls.

I drive, the anger making me noticeably speed down the road back towards the college.

"Sin. Sin. Slow down." She tells me, her leg bouncing.

I ignore her and continue to go at the pace I'm driving, not out of spite but I cannot seem to
stop.

"Sin! Please, Sin, your scaring me!" She screams, and I put my feet on the brakes as I come to a halt.

Thank god the roads are empty.

"I'm so sorry. Fuck. Lina, are you okay? Shit, little red, I don't know what I was doing. I'm sorry."

Lina sits on the seat, now wearing her bottoms aswell, her leg bouncing as she fiddles with a hairband on her wrist.

"I want to go. Now. Please." She whispers, her eyes fixated on the dark, empty roads in front of us.

For once, I don't fight back and drive 30MPH the whole journey home.

*****
When we arrive in the flat, I head instantly to my stashed vodka, in which I nearly down but then change my mind and pour down the sink.

Lina watches as I do this and nods at me in appreciation. I've also noticed she has only smoked ever since that meal- no hardcore drugs, which impresses me extremely.

"Sin." I hear her call out to me and I walk over to her in surprise.

"Yeah?" I ask, sitting on my bed opposite her, instead of her bed as I know I've already made her feel uncomfortable today and don't want to make her feel even more so.

She looks at me, the coldness in her eyes gone- all I see is a fragile little girl- then she leans in and plants a gentle kiss on my lips.

"Goodnight, crybaby."

I watch as she crawls into bed, pulling the duvet over her head, yawning whilst she does so.

"Night, little red." I whisper back as I turn the light off, pulling my own duvet over myself.

*****
"Morning." I say as I hand Lina a cup of tea, trying not to grin as I notice she slept in my top and a pair of small, silk, red shorts.

She takes the cup gratefully and crosses her legs, facing me. "Morning."

"Missy is coming tomorrow. Do you wanna come out with me again today?" I ask reluctantly, I want to spend the day with her but sometimes you never know which Lina you'll be conversing with.

Lina sips her tea, then puts it down as she starts to tie her hair up into a high ponytail.

"Sure. Where do you wanna go?"

I pause and think of a few places. "Southend? Or London?"

"They're two very different places." She comments with a raised eyebrow as she takes another sip from her tea.

Laughing, I nod. "Yeah. I know, beach town and city town. Both dodgy though."

"A place isn't dodgy, don't sterotype." She tuts, but I can see the smile she's trying to suffocate.

She finishes her tea and I take her cup, walking over to the kitchenette and placing both our cups in the sink.

"Thanks for the tea." She says as she stands up and walks towards the kitchenette, presumably heading to the fruit bowl.

I grin, I'm loving the Lina she is today.

"That's no problem, little red."

She grabs two apples and hands me one, I'm not normally one to eat fruit in the morning (I swear it tastes better at night) but I receive it with a smile, because she gave it to me.

"Hmm, healthy breakfast. You know what I'd rather eat though?" I wink, teasing her.

She hits my arm, rolling her eyes once more as she takes a bite out of her apple. "Your a perv."

"And you love it." I shrug with my iconic wink as I take a bite out of the apple she gave me.

After we're both ready, which doesn't take long- I just arrange my blonde/brown hair into curtains and whack on fresh clothes, we leave and head to Jagger's car.

"You look nice." I compliment her as we plug in our seatbelts.

Her hair is tied into a high ponytail, her brown roots now appearing through her dyed red hair. She has a flick of eyeliner on and has lip gloss and red liner on her lips. She's wearing a black top with the nirvana logo in the middle, a black pleated skirt paired with red fishnet tights and black boots to the knee.

Also know as: she looks fucking hot.

"You don't look too bad yourself. Shirt and everything, are we going somewhere fancy?" She asks, with a slightly mocking tone but mostly just curious.

We have a conversation as we drive to Great Yarmouth- not one of our original ideas, but Lina randomly thought of it after seeing someone post of a photo of the aquarium on Google.

"Have you ever been to Yarmouth?"

I pause, then remember a caravan holiday with my old adopted family.

"Yes. California Cliffs. It was 2009. I performed in the talent show there, the one they have every Wednesday. Almost got into the Park resorts huge talent show thing, but this bitch in braids beat me."

Lina's jaw drops.

"Did this bitch in braids happen to sing Not Fair by Lily Allen? With another woman?"

I nod. "How the fuck did you know this?"

"Your looking at the bitch in braids, baby." She flicks her hair and I almost stop the car in surprise.

"You bitch! You ruined my chances of being the next Justin Bieber."

She laughs, a noise I could hear all damn day. "Was Justin Bieber even a thing then?"

"2009? I think so, yeah."

"Fair enough. I started my slutty ways young, I was desperate to be Lily Allen after that song. God, I bet I didn't even know the meaning of what I was singing then. I remember crying about how the people had such appalled faces when I performed. Like yeah, no shit little Lina."

"You called yourself Lina." I beam, proud and happy that my nickname is rubbing off on her.

She rolls her eyes, looking out the window. "Get over yourself Sin, I spend most my time with you, of course what you're calling me is going to catch on."

"Everyone else still calls you Cat."

She shrugs, looking at me momentarily. "Everyone else isn't you."

"Awe, how adorable." I tease, before she sticks her finger at me and turns to face the window again.

"Shut up, else when we get there I'll push you off the pier."

"You'd miss me too much."

She laughs, before turning the radio on. I can't remove the grin from my face, whoever this alien is that has taken over Lina's body is fucking amazing and I finally feel like I'm getting somewhere.

When we arrive at Great Yarmouth, I park along the sea front and make a mental note to thank Jagger for having a car and letting me borrow it.

"Where to then, little red?" I ask as we walk along the sea front.

She skips along the path. "I wanna go to the aquarium. I brought money."

"Sounds like a plan."

Luckily, there was spaces for the aquarium so we managed to get in. We took some photos, my favourite being Lina's face when she held a starfish, it was priceless.

Now, we sit in a chip shop by the pier. I'm eating fish and chips, which Lina claims is 'evil' after going to an aquarium.

"Come on, Lina, dance with the devil."

She grins. "We all know I'm going to hell anyway, bur I hate fish. Cannot stand it."

"How? It's amazing. It's delish."

"Please never say that again." She responds instantly, to which I return with a chuckle.

The weather isn't amazing, it's England for christs sake, but it actually isn't bad for Spring so I haven't complained.

A family consisting of a woman, presumably the mum, and four kids sits beside us.

"Excuse me. Can I just say, you are an adorable couple." The woman gushes, her kids nodding in agreement.

Lina shakes her head. "I'm not dating him."

I gulp, pretending not to be offended as I lean back into my chair.

"Can I have his snapchat then?" The oldest of the children asks, eyeing me up and down.

Lina puts a hand on my shoulder. "Sorry, I was just kidding. We've been together a year now, could you believe it? He was so supportive when I was going through a hard patch and I guess he just completes me." She lies, glaring at the female who was flirtatious with me.

"Sin, baby, can we leave?" She bats her eyelashes at me, continuing the act until we are at least five minutes away.

I made sure to politely say bye before catching up with her.

"What the fuck was that?"

She shrugs innocently, looking up at me. "I don't know what you mean."

"Yes you do, don't act dumb, little red, it's embarrassing. You got jealous."

"What? There's nothing to be jealous of, I just knew you could do better than some cheap slut like that."

"Don't call her a slut, you always preach stereotype shit and gender fuck blablabla but now your going against yourself. Stop."

Her eyes glaze over. "Your right. Shit. I didn't mean that. Do I need to apologise to her? I should apologise to her, right? I shouldn't have said that. She's not a slut. But I didn't get jealous, honestly. I just don't like when people try to ruin my day. We were having a day our. God, you were so stuck-up thinking I was jealous, why was that your first thought?"

Jesus christ. This girl's mood swings are worse than...

I don't know. Something that changes a lot.

I shut her up by the only way I know how to- kissing her.

She leans back, looking up at me. "What was that for?"

"You were annoying me."

"If that's how your gonna act whenever I annoy you, I might have to do it again, personal sex toy." She grins, mimicking my words from yesterday.

"That'a fine by me." I murmur, kissing her again.

She responds hungrily, putting her arms round my neck. I chuckle and break the kiss, picking her up.

"What are you doing?"

"We're going to have sex in Jagger's car."

She shakes her head. "I told you that's disgusting."

"Well it's either that or the toilets, your choice sunshine."

"Sunshine?" Lima shakes her head, "something definitely isn't right up there." She comments, tapping my head to make sure I know what she's implying.

As we head to the car, Lina sees a slush place that she just has to go to. My dream of sex in the car is ripped apart when that follows with her and I obsessing over the adorable shops in the town.

"I think we're near the joke shop. Missy told me about this place, she brought me some spicy- ass sweets-" I tell Lina, "and mixed them in with my boiled fruits. To say I was pissed was an understatement. My face was boiling red and I was sweating like a pig-"

"Do pigs sweat though?"

I look down at her. "Shut up. Anyway, as I was saying, my body was raging red but even that didn't describe how mad I was."

"Awe, poor you." She says sarcastically, before ruffling my hair and running into a shop that sells chocolate and rock.

"Did I ever tell you that you're a bitch?" I say, as I lean against my knees panting, after running to catch up with her.

Lina grabs some candyfloss and bubblegum rock off the side, before collecting a chocolate fish.

"Way too many times. But it got boring, so I told you to shut up."

"Well I haven't listened, because your not the boss of me."

She smirks, putting a hand out to help me up. "Your acting like you don't love it when I'm in charge. Is a woman in dominance too scary for a little boy like you?"

That makes me shut up until we get to the joke shop, where I can't stop talking.

"Sin, just shut up, okay? As amazing as your views and opinions are, I don't really want to hear them on every fucking thing in this shop," Lina says before yawning, "I'm bored. Can we go home now?"

I let out a sigh.

Every time I feel like I'm getting somewhere with her, her mood and attitude changes so it's like I'm talking to a brick wall, or she just criticises or mocks every single bloody thing that comes out my mouth.

The car journey home is a silent one, unlike the one we had here, where we were constantly speaking and bonding over the past and who we are. Now, it's painfully silent, like the moment just before a fucking funeral.

When we enter the apartment, she races to her notebook, the locked one, and starts writing.

Maybe it's a diary? Who knows.

Me, on the other hand, has a job to go to.

I head to my wardrobe and pull out my work clothes, changing now. I'll be early, but Zachary will be there so it won't be a problem. Zach is a proper good lad, I care for him a lot, he makes work so much more interesting.

"Bye Lina."

She ignores me, chewing on her pen, quickly writing whenever something pops into her mind.

I sigh as I leave the room, closing the door behind me.

Now for work.

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