yes I am crying, I am crying about friends who I have lost in a fight.

Crystalwolf25 and CCGSofie were my friends yes. but they were more then just friends.

I know I am childish. I know I stole. Emily is all I have left.

I wish I didn't steal I wish I didn't even publish art.

I do wish I haven't discovered wattpad. it wouldn't make my life horribly go in the wrong. but it would mean I didn't meet the amazing people to support me in my wrongs.

They understand me. but now, they don't.

then I lie. I lie horrible things.