I need to rant about this book okay

I'm being forced to read it in class it's called Jacob Have I Loved but?????? There's no Jacob in it??????

Anyway I want to draw attention to this particular paragraph

Ft my tablets awful camera quality but try to read at least the first paragraph

This girl is FOURTEEN

He is EIGHTY-SOMETHING

I feel UNCOMFORTABLE I am YOUNG I don't need to SEE THIS

I used to relate to Sara Louise but now I CAN'T because THIS EXISTS

WHO THOUGHT IT WOULD BE A GOOD IDEA FOR A FOURTEEN YEAR OLD GIRL TO DISCOVER HER SEXUALITY THROUGH AN EIGHTY YEAR OLD MAN

I SNEEZED 13 TIMES TODAY AND THAT IS LESS THAN USUAL I HATE ALLERGIES

YESTERDAY I SNEEZED AND HICCUPED AND YAWNED AT THE SAME TIME

I REALIZE NOW IM JUST COMPLAINING ABT RANDOM PROBLEMS

im sad and angry please help