-I don't hetalia or this stuff would quickly be considered normal030-

      "I don't wanna get up" I mumbled into my soft my so, so soft, pillow.  My alarm clock started to buzz Star Spangled Banner. At least if I have to wake up,I get to wake up to the most amazing song ever written! Still, I meant to hit the snooze but I may have slammed my hand down a little to hard....or way to hard. Either way that is the fifth alarm clock I broke...this week. Never mind, I'm just going to start usually my my cell,and put it out of my arms reach.

     I finally open my eyes to see that I cut my hand....great. Lazily I rolled off the soft hotel bed onto the hard floor. I grumbled as I got up from the ground, because if I didn't get up now I would end up falling asleep on there too. Trust me I have fallen asleep once on there. 24 more minutes of sleep is not worth Germany and England yelling,bossing, or complaining for the next hour...or,more realistically,  for the rest of the day.

     I held onto my hand, some of the plastic decided to cut me hand deep...great I think looking down at my hand. I'm sure am glad I always take a first aid kit to my room for these meetings. Just in case I, or someone else, gets hurt. I can be so clumsy sometimes...Anyways I went into the sparkling bathroom. Canada went all out for deciding on the hotel. Four star, ha, nice my butt! This place was dang beautiful!

I walked in and started to wash off the blood off my hand. I got the bandages and started to wrap it around my hand. Most likely it will heal in about an hour. When I finished I looked into the mirror.

I have to be dreaming, right? I mean I have seen some crazy and impossible but this was unbelievable. I had dirty blonde cat ears that matched my hair color but white tips. Instictively, I reached down to my butt and felt around that area. My hands quickly found a think, and extremely fuzzy tail with the same color scheme.

I wanted to scream at the new appendages that grew from my body. Sadly, even I knew that wouldn't help me in the slightest bit. I sighed as ran my hands through my hair. Which at first, I admit, only freaked me out more at first.

Calm down, Al. Your making a mountain out of a molehill here. I mean, it totally could be worse...actually that thought doesn't help. Because I don't know what happened therefore I also don't know what could happen! I don't want them to treat me like I'm different or a monster! After that I continued my internal rant, or my mini panic attack, for a good five minutes.

Come on what can I do to prevent the others from finding out? I don't want to be laughed at! Ideas, ideas, ideas...Ding ding ding, and the small light bulb glows! I ran to my suit case and grabbed my suit, tie, bomber, and a black beanie.

When I got back into the bathroom I brushed my hair like normal then I put on the beanie to cover my ears. I looked in the mirror to make sure that nothing odd was sticking out. To this point I figured out how to keep my ears down, so as long as I did this I could get by. Next I just put on my suit and tie like normal. Finally, to finish, I put on the bomber jacket and stuck my tail inside and zipped it almost all the way up. I checks back in the mirror, I let out a sigh of relief. It's fairly hard to tell anything different, and I know what I'm looking for.

I checked the time on my cell it was, wait, no! Not again! I am going to be late! Why does the world hate me so much?! I asked myself as I grabbed a notebook and pencil. Then I sped out the door and ran down the stairs.

I had to run down 11 flights of stairs, so I was only slightly out of breath. Deciding to straightened up my tie, beanie, and calm myself before I went in was a good idea so I did that. As soon as I opened the door I was met with a wonderful chorus of groans. That only hurt me like, a ton of bricks would. Still I smiled and laughed as I took a seat next to England and Canada.
"Why must you always be so late, you bloody idiot?" Arthur asked, obviously annoyed. He never tried to hide to it.

"I just had something to take care of! Stop worrying Iggy!" He just snorted in my face.'True gentleman' my butt, you couldn't fool a fly with the way you act. I turned to Canada"Hi bro how are yo-" he just cut me off with a 'really' sort of look. The meeting hasn't even started yet and still they call me late!

"America?" My head snapped up "Vhy are you so late?" Oh...it was Germany.

"What do you mean? The time said 900 hundred hours sharp. Its 56 after eight!"

"Ja, buy ve sent an email stating zhat it vas going to be held at 8:30." He said glaring at me with cold,icy blue eyes.

"I didn't get it...." I said simply,and slightly embarrassed. I heard a mixture of 'of course he didn't', laughs, and groans. I really don't like this feeling I thought to myself. I herd the door open.

"Ah~ I thought I was going to be early. It started earlier, дa?" Russia asked walking through the door. Germany didn't even say anything to Russia. Nobody snickered or groaned like they did to me. I bet you all of them are afraid of him. Ha! Now there's a joke! Dude wouldn't hurt a fly. "America"Oh, it's still just Russia.

"Yeah,dude? Something you want?"I asked spinning my chair around to meet him.

He looked me over with an hard to read gaze. I could tell there was something else in that gaze though, something that no one else could see. There was confusion, and...worry, maybe?

"You seem...different..."he said raising an eyebrow at me.

"Yeah,I wore a hat today, okay?"I said turning back around. What I didn't know was that Russia was still wondering. The gears were turning,for that fact was absolute. He grabbed the black hat off my head. I froze, I was horrified, the entire room was dead silent. I hate this, don't hate me, so please don't la-

They burst out laughing. They were laughing at something I couldn't control. Every single person in this room was laughing at my misfortune. I was horrified, I couldn't move like I was some figure unable to control myself. I hate this, they don't care or else they would ask something. Tears started to peck my eyes. This went unnoticed because all the laughter rang in my ears. I ran, I just ran out of the room throwing my bomber jacket off too. Let them laugh at me all they want to. I don't care...lies, it really hurts when they do that. Anyways, still I ran and ran to the one spot where I can think.

*Russia's Pov*^J^

I just stood there staring at him. All the others laughed at him,yet he jut stood there frozen. Like a deer in the headlights. The hat was in my hand but I dropped on the sight. He had these little kitten ears on his head. To be honest, they were so cute! What was there to laugh at?

Before I got the chance to say anything Alfred ran right past me. I could hear him crying, which honestly made me a little sad too. He threw off his beloved bomber jacket onto the ground, reveling his tail if the same color. The door slammed after him then, then,they stopped.

I turned to them,and they all showed just a little regret. "Is that how you treat someone? That is a horrible way to live comrades"I said. They all started to look down or protest. Though I quickly cut their protests off. "Have you ever thought of how you feel if one of your fears came true?"I raised my voice at them. I know something that they don't. What America truly afraid of...

*Le flashback;)*

America and I are having to get together at small cafés to get over our 'cold' intentions. We have been having these chats to get better along. Well, that and our bosses made or forced us too. I forgot which cafés we are at today though its somewhere in America's house. As of late we have been getting closer. Currently we agreed we say our worst fears. I was up first.

"Well....besides being frighten to the bone of the though of Bela- Natalia and I being marred."I said, yet which we both shared a laugh at this for a few minutes."Honestly though....I hate being alone for an extremely long time. I don't like it, I had to face it way to much. I still do. I also don't like how cold and deadly winters are..." I said looking down. "They all think I am just like my winters..."

America stayed silent looking for the right words to say. "Your not like that bro. Your a lot nicer than what it may always seem. Frankly, I hope you never be lonely again."he stayed quiet for a short moment." Also if it means anything, for a former commie you're not that bad, dude" he joked. I looked back up at him and smiled.

"Really...?" I asked.

"Definitely, dude" his blue eyes sparkled with happiness and honesty.

He sigh and looked down. "My turn right?" I nodded in return. "Ok..." he sighed. "I...I'm afraid that others might hate me. I don't like it when they laugh at me. I mean if they laugh at something I can't control. I don't mind when I say a dumb idea, or try so people will laugh and get along better. Like....I don't know.....I just don't like when laugh at my misfortune. It's not like all my miscomings I mind but I don't know...." he finished. Amer-Alfred, ran his hand through his hair. It was poorly put, but yes I get it.

"I understand. Like you want them laugh sometimes,but you don't want them to laugh when you are...you are right this is head to explain,дa?" I said. We both shared a laugh at this. It was something we never liked but Alfred's fear is more of like...disapproval. It's something we all know,but is hard to explain what it exactly is.

I held up my glass, today I just got coffee. Alfred realized what I was doing,and smiled as he raised his own cup which was hot chocolate. "To our fears..."I started.

"...And to attempting over again at overcoming these. Even if we fail, even if we let them control us, we will be there for each other." We smiled and laughed at the 'bump' of the cups. To each other I thought as I took a drink of my vodka spiked coffee.

*End of Flashback*

They started to talk about it. What I know. Only a few were brave enough to talk, one courageous enough to talk to me. "What the bloody 'eck are you talking about?"Arthur questioned.

I turned my back to him as I picked up his bomber jacket. I walked to the door, but right before the knob I stopped. "You are all blind. Everyone has their own fears,дa?" It was more of a rhetorical question.

I walked out of the room and slammed shut the doors. Then I turned and tried to think. Where would I go? Where would I go? Нет, I'm thinking wrong. Better question, where would Alfred go? Oh, best view there is for a former flier.

I took the elevator to the highest it would let me. Next,I ran up the 4 flights of stairs remaining. Now I'm on the roof, it was a beautiful day out in the city. There he is, he was sitting right on the edge. I walked over calmly, but the closer I got the louder the sobs were...he was still crying.

His ears perked up, probably my footsteps tipped him of. "What are you doing all the way up here, Ivan?" Alfred asked raising his head,but not turning around so he couldn't see me.

"How did you know it was me?" I asked tilting my head.

"Apparently my senses also increased. To be honest you smell like strong vodka and a light sunflower sent." he replied rubbing at his eyes. "Now,why are you up here?"he tried asking again.

I sighed at him."I am up here to bring you your jacket...and check on you. Now what are you doing up here?" I asked back at him.

He was looking at the sky"....I'm up here to think. Also to calm myself, but mostly to think about how this happened,why they-"

"-Simple, because they are stupid. They should start thinking about their actions too"I said cutting him off and sitting next to him.

"If your right, then you are right... are you still interested in astronomy?"he asked suddenly.

I laughed at this obvious question"Of course"

"Great! Wanna look at the stars tonight?"

"Definitely!"

That answer led to conversation after conversation. We laughed at the stories we told and shared. The time flew but we didn't notice. It was now 3pm but we didn't notice till our stomachs growled. The others have been looking for us, yet none off them had found us. Soon after we went down, just talking like life long friends. We didn't care about past disputes, or how strange it was. Ignorant to the strange looks from the few countries still here and how the rest weren't here. We just enjoyed the others presence. 

Later that night we went up to roof again. We talked about the stars, their history, and how they received their names. We spent the entire night up there just talking to one another. Both of us ended up falling asleep up there also. I must admit, I haven't had so much fun in a while. Today I think both of our fears have subsided. Well at least for the time remaining that is. 

~*~**~***~****How was this? I think I did pretty good. Hope you like it! Vote and comment! Share the love people! Draw me some pics please! Also if enough people want it I might a pt 2....it might not be as fluff-tastic though.Te amo!