Disclaimer: I do not own Attack on Titan or any of its amazing characters!!

(Warning: this chapter includes a lemon. If you don't know what that is, it's basically sex. Fathers Day special at the end of this chapter!)

(If you want to skip it, you'll see another bolded sentence later on that says its safe to read it. Honestly, this is my first time writing one of these...so bear with me. ;-; Otherwise, Enjoy this chapter!)

"Realisation"

Levi

Location: Levi's house, late at night. June 2nd.

You see, I could look at the long term effects that could happen because of this.

Maybe betrayal?

No, I can handle that.

Forget it. That's not what matters right now.

Eren is what matters right now. Not only his body, but his everything.

I fell in love with Eren the moment I saw his Instagram account. That innocent smile and those beautiful green eyes.

I want to taint him.

So badly.

I may have went overboard when I bit into his skin, I drew a little blood, but it won't kill him.

"Ow! Levi what the hell!" Eren whined as he held his shoulder and looked at me.

"Oh shut the hell up, you weren't complaining when I did it. Were you? No. You were too busy moaning." I snapped and Eren only rolled his eyes.
He smiled towards me and with that he wrapped around me with his arms and kissed me.

Not one of those short pecks, no this was a deep kiss. Just like before. Only this time we won't be stopping any of our next movements.

(This is where it starts, so those of you who want to skip or who are eating while reading this chapter, should skip now.)

His hand slid up my shirt while I grabbed a lock of his hair, kissing him back hungrily.

It always starts like this, with the kisses and the touching and the biting. Then it grows hot in the room and suddenly, clothes are flying off.

I took off Eren's shirt quickly and I got to admire his chest and his everything. He was better than I had imagined. Eren did the same, his kisses trailed off towards my neck and before I knew it, my shirt was on the floor.

Eren

At first I wasn't fond for the sex thing, hell, I didn't even know if we'd get this far. But we did. And I like - no I love it.

Seeing Levi like this, and having feelings like these are just amazing. I want to be in charge. Oh, I will definitely be in charge.

Levis hands traveled from my hair to my sides. Honestly my tongue felt like traveling else where..if you know what I mean. While Levi practically got hypnotised with my chest I went back to his lips, roughly kissing them.

He winced in surprise. Good. I'm glad I got the surprise on him. I traveled down his neck, leaving small and various bites across his neck. His breath was hot, and I could feel it against my skin.

It only made me more aroused. Fuck him for making me stoned like this, oh well. It'll get taken care of.

He let out a growl and I'm sure I heard a moan in between that. I grinned against his skin and licked softly up and down his neck. I felt his back arch and I gladly put my hand behind his back to hold him up.

His knee rubbed in between my legs, the friction itself caused me to shiver. I let out a moan and I saw him grin because of it. I moved my hand down to his pants, slowly unzipping them.

Levi used his foot to kick me down on my back and he got on top of me, instantly getting the control I desired. I looker up at him and he looked down at me. I'm not surprised about his strength.

His mouth went down to my chest licking it and sucking it in places. It started to get really hot in here, and is it just me or are my pants really, really tight right now? I let out a moan as I felt his tongue lick my left nipple.

He smirked and then soon he started to suck around it, pinching the other one as he did this. "Do you like this Eren?" He said with a grin. My face grew pink in my cheeks and neck area.

He moved towards the other one and did the same thing. When the cold air hit the other one I shivered under him. "Ah!" I moaned as he pulled away. Once he did this I somehow gathered the strength to push him on his back.

"No, this isn't how we're doing this. I'm in charge. And its going to stay like that." I scolded and Levi raised an eyebrow.

"A virgin like you? Topping me? When hell freezes over" He scoffed.

I leaned down next to his ear while my hand was working its way inside his pants. I whispered lowly, "Just because someone's a virgin, doesn't mean they're a saint, sweetheart".

Levi suddenly gasped in pleasure, and he saw that my hand was oh-so-happily wrapped around his(A/N: I call it member, others call it dick. Tomatoe tomato.) member.

"Does it feel good Levi?" I teased as I tugged his pants and underwear down, then straddled his legs. Looking at it in all of its glory, I looked at it longingly.

It was...not the depiction of his height, definitely not.

"Why don't you take a picture it'll last long-ah" I interrupted Levi by wrapping my mouth around his member. I slowly licked around it and I looked at Levi as he shook and clenched his fists.

I started to suck and I wanted to do it just enough so that it was good, but not too much to make him release. I let my tongue go around his member and lick it up and down.

I heard Levis countless moans, and when I looked at him, his cheeks were red. It was a cute color that suited his usually pale face.

I used my hand to pump it up and down when I took my mouth off of it, and I heard him curse.

"Shit..agh..fuck!" He said. He bit his lip as he he arched his back and moaned louder to the motions I was doing.

After a while of that I could tell it was time to stop because he looked on the verge of coming. I stopped and he growled.

"You're such a tease" he mumbled and I only chuckled. I took off my pants and underwear before knocking them to the ground. I lifted up Levis legs and I positioned myself. "Ready?"

Levi nodded and I eased myself inside of him. He let out a loud moan and so did I. When I was all the way in I stopped to pant and collect myself. After that I started to thrust inside him and then I progressively went faster and harder.

"Shit Eren why are you so fucking good at this." Levi cursed as his cheeks burned red. I slammed into him, resulting in him yelling out in pleasure.

"I guess I'm a good Virgin" I said as I chuckled and then moaned loudly as I kept ramming into Levi fast and hard.

After a while of that I was close to being at my limit. My ears turned red and so did my cheeks, and when I looked at Levi, he looked as ready as I was. "Ahh! Fuck! Eren!"

I slammed into him a few more times before we both yelled out at the same time and released. I panted as I looked down at him, sweat traveled up and down my chest and his. I pulled out and collapsed on the bed.

I was exhausted.

(A/N: It is now safe to read the chapter. I'm sure it sucked, since I never wrote one before. I'll get better maybe, but the smut is over now! For those of you who skipped.)

After everything that happened, I fell asleep. Considering that I kind of took control there, I deserved the sleep.

We slept until the afternoon of the next day. I woke up with a terrible nightmare. I screamed as I awoke and I quickly sat up, unfortunately hitting my head on the ceiling. "Ow!" I yelled as I held my head.

I had forgotten how tall I was. Levi sat up, as if he wasn't asleep at all. "What's wrong Eren? Do you need help? Is someone here?" Levi asked all of those questions in a row and I just shook my head.

"No...no I'm fine." I said as I looked towards the bed. "I just had a bad dream.."

"What was it?" Levi asked and I just sighed and rubbed my eyes. "It was stupid. But...scary. I was in this house and all of a sudden it got dark and I saw my friend getting killed. And then two more other people...then the person came for me and put a gun to my head.."

"One of your friends?"

"Yeah, it was Sasha."

"...."

"Which is crazy I know, there wasn't a food festival around in my dream so I don't know why she was there" Eren joked as he chuckled softly. "Thats a good one, I should call Connie and-"

"You can't call Connie"

"Why not?"

"I forgot to pay the telephone bills so they cut it off." Levi said as he sighed and sat up. He turned his back and grabbed a towel.

"Wait, what are you doing?" Eren asked as he watched him take the towel and go to the bathroom.

"To take a fucking shower, what else would I do?" Levi said as he wrapped the towel around him and walked to the bathroom.

"Wait!"

"What?" Levi said as he held the bathroom door open, the side of the door was a little loose, but the lock still worked. I looked at him and then I guess my cheeks started to redden because Levi raised an eyebrow when I stopped him.

"Was the..." I said and I mumbled the rest.

"What?" Levi said as he stepped forward to try and hear.

"Was the...sex good?" I asked him as he clenched my fists and looked him in the eyes.

Levi smirked and replied, "If it wasn't good, I wouldn't have been moaning like I was."

I grinned widely and looked at him happily. "So it was good?!"

"Better than good, brat. I'm still surprised you're a virgin."

"......well.." I mumbled under my breath. Levi stopped in his tracks when he heard me. "Excuse me?" He said as he sharply turned around with a glare.

"Are you not a virgin Eren? Did you have fucking sex with that blonde-haired coconut?" Levi hissed, anger was literally oozing from his body.

"No no!! Chill, it was only a joke! Me and Armin are just friends....or used to be friends.." Eren mumbled.

Levi's breath steadied as he almost lost himself there. Almost. He sighed as he went into the bathroom and I could hear he turned on the hot water.

After a little while, I got out of bed and went downstairs. There was another shower, one in the basement. I grabbed new clothes and I went downstairs into that bathroom.

I quickly showered, rubbing the rose scented soap all over my body. I quickly stepped out with my new clothes on. I hopped on one foot as I slid on my socks and listened for any movement upstairs.

I didn't hear anything but water from the shower upstairs. Good.

I quietly went upstairs and tried my best to keep my noise level down. Levi never let me leave the house, so I think its time I decide to just sneak out.

I grabbed a post-it note and an ink pen before quickly writing down a note to Levi. After doing so, I placed it on the counter and then put on my shoes.

"Where are the keys?.." I whispered to myself as I looked for them. "Fuck."

Levi must've hid them somewhere else. I should've known....whatever.

I don't need to drive everywhere. Right? Right. I'll just walk. I think I'll go to the mall. I have coupons!

I grabbed some of my coupons that I hide in the very back of the cabinet. I stepped out of the house and then quietly closed the door behind me.

"Yes!" I said as I quickly ran in the direction of the mall. "Finally, I can actually go somewhere for once." I said to myself.

Once I was a safe distance away from the house I kept walking towards the direction of the mall. Then I noticed something.

People were giving me weird looks, as if they were trying to see who I was. It really gave me the creeps.

"Take a picture it'll last longer" I said to this one lady, and sure enough she pulled out her phone. "I didn't mean it literally!" I yelled as I covered my face and started running.

Why is everyone looking at me? What did I do?? I haven't even been out here for I don't know how long!

Thats when the coupon blew out of my hands and started to blow away. "Shit!" I cursed as I ran after the coupon and tried grabbing it several times. No way was I losing it.

Levi

"Eren!" I called as I stepped out of the bathroom and dried off my hair. "Eren?" I yelled and I started to lotion my arms and legs. I sighed as I put on my shirt and then my pants.

I raised an eyebrow as I heard nothing from the brat and I went downstairs. "Eren. Are you in the basement?" I called. Nothing.

I went in the kitchen and saw a note, this is when I started to get nervous. Not to mention, furious. I snatched the post-it note off the read it.

Dear Levi,

I know when you read this you'll probably be really pissed off, but I needed some fresh air and I went to the mall. I'll even bring you back some stuff, and I couldn't find the keys so I just walked there. Love ya~

Sincerely, Eren

"Eren. You've gotta be fucking kidding me." I said as I slammed the note on the desk and put on my shoes. If anyone takes a picture of him - no. If anyone SEE'S him..they might recognise him.

I slammed the door behind me and got in the car. I pulled the keys out of the tissue box in the glove compartment, and I hurried in the direction of the mall. I had to get him back here, before it was too late.

Eren

"Come back here!" I yelled as I almost had it in my grip. The coupon slipped out of my hand as I tried to catch it. "Almost!"

I ran into some other guy, a man with brown hair just like mine. He held a bouquet of flowers in his right hand. "Sorry, my bad" I said as I kept running and the guy just looked back at me and kept walking.

"Now where did it go.." I mumbled and I saw the coupon fly right into the local cemetery. I sighed as I went inside the gate and then saw it land towarda few tombstones.

"Finally..." I mumbled as I knelt down and grabbed it. I noticed something weird as I looked at one of the tombstones.

"Hey...he has the same name as one of my friends." I said as I looked at the tombstone closer. "And...last name.." I mumbled as I looked at it.

"Connie....Springer.." I mumbled as I looked at the tombstone. My blood ran cold, and I laughed to myself.

There's not just one Connie in the whole world, you know. There are other Connies..

I examined the tombstone and looked at the time span. I looked at the year this person was born in, and when they died. I clutched the coupon as I looked at it carefully.

No...this can't be right. Thats the exact same year Connie was born in..and the exact same day..

I stepped away from the tombstone, running towards the first person I saw. "Please! Can I use your phone?!" I yelled at the woman.

"Oh, um, sure I guess..hey aren't you that guy who-" she mumbled, but I snatched her phone out of her hand and dialed Connies phone number.

"Connie?!" I yelled into the phone.

"This person is unavailable, to leave a message press 1..." I hung up and dialed again, hoping and hoping that I would reach him.

That I would reach something.

I got nothing in return. I pressed my hand against my mouth. There was too many coincidences, it would only make sense if it was really Connie that was 6ft under.

"Are you okay?" She said and I gently gave her back her phone. "Yeah...I...yeah." I mumbled as I pushed the coupon in my back pocket.

"Eren." I turned around and saw Levi in the drivers seat of his car. I wiped my eyes and I looked at him sadly, he gestured his hand to me and I slowly walked to the passenger seat.

The lady's eyes widened in shock, but she quickly hid her emotions when Levi made eye contact with her.

"Let's just go home..I think....I think one of my friends are dead." I mumbled as I got in the car.

Levi didn't say anything, he just pressed his foot on the gas pedal and kept going.

I kept my head out the window as I watched the trees and people go by.

*short woman's pov*

Once they rounded around the corner I went around to the side of a shop and pulled out my phone. I dialed 911 and I waited for them to answer.

"This is 911, what seems to be the problem?"

"Yes, hello, um..I think I just saw the man that disappeared at least 2-3 months ago."

"You think you saw a missing person?"

"Yes!"

"Who did this person look like, ma'am?"

"Umm..I think his name was Eren Jaeger! Yes! Him! This guy came and picked him up in the white car!!" I yelled as I looked around me.

"Do you remember the license plate ma'am?"

I told them the license plate, or at least what I remembered. After I told them this information, I hung up the phone. I hope they get him.

*end pov*

Armin

"How long has it been...2 months? 3 months?" I said to Mikasa as we walked from the mall. Mikasa only looked down to the ground.

I didn't expect her to respond. Mikasa cared for Eren so much, and so did I. Its been terrible ever since Eren was kidnapped. We visit Eren's mom sometimes, just to make sure she's alright.

"He'll be okay. I know he's alright." K reassured mikasa as we both headed to a place to eat.

Mikasa suddenly froze as she looked towards the Cemetery that was across the street from where we were headed.

There was someone kneeling down with his back turned towards a tombstone.

"Eren!" Mikasa gasped as she dropped her things and ran towards him. She knocked everyone next to her out of her way.

"Mikasa!" I called and I ran after her, grabbing the things she dropped. I ran and ran, and I almost lost her from my sight.

"Eren!" She yelled as she ran in the cemetery and threw her arms around him. He fell to the ground with a confused look.

"Eren! Eren oh my god!" Mikasa said. I watched from behind her and my hopes soon faltered.

That wasn't Eren. Mikasa must've soon realised this when she stopped hugging the person. "Who are you?" the man asked as he held a bouquet of flowers in his hand.

"I'm...I'm sorry. I thought you were someone else" Mikasa said as she quickly got off of him and walked towards me.

"Mikasa.."

"Let's go Armin." Mikasa said as she took her things and walked away. I sighed, wherever Eren is, I hope he's safe.

Eren

I leaned against the window, trying not to burst into tears. I didn't understand what was going on. Levi stopped in front of his house and he seemed to relax. "Alright. Let's go back inside" he said.

I climbed out of the passenger seat and opened up the front door. He walked inside and took off his shoes. I did the same and walked inside. Levi shut and locked the door behind me.

"Careful, the ceiling is--"

I hit my head. Hard.

"-Low." Levi finished as he watched me hit my head.

"Ow! Fuck!" I yelled as I held my head. Then it hit me. Everything hit me. I stopped as I remembered everything necessary....and I clenched my fists.

Connie wasn't just dead, so was Sasha. I was kidnapped, I was kept here against my will. This maniac kept me here. He's been lying to me..

I need to get out here..I--

Oh god...we had sex...no. Don't show any new emotion. Just.. Pretend. Then when he least expects it, you can get out of here.

I watched him put the house keys in his front pockets. I need to get those keys.

"Eren I was thinking about making steak tonight. What do you think?" Levi asked. I turned around and smiled at him.

"Sure! I'm starving! Steak would make me very happy." I said as I went in then kitchen.

But really, I was not happy.

(A/N: THANK YOU ALL FOR WAITING SO PATIENTLY. CAUSE GOD I HAVENT UPDATED IN WHILE. But guess what, schools out for me!! You know what that means! More updates! Thank you all for being so patient, don't forget to tell me what you think of the story so far! Arigtato~♥)

Fathers Day Special(this actually connects in the same timeline of the story)

"No...no no Thats not right.." He mumbled as he paced the room. He grabbed a beaker and he poured it into another valve. The solution turned green when he did this and he stopped to watch.

His face lit up, and he smiled as he watched it react. "Could it be..." He mumbled as he watched it stay the same color.

Thats when the color turned from green, to blue, to purple, until it finally bubbled over and fell all on the plate.

"No. NO! NO!" He aggressively yelled as he slammed his fist on the table. His hand knocked over the remote control and it fell face first, turning the TV on.

"The case on trying to find Eren Jaeger is still underway. Almost 3 months have gone by and there was no sign of him. However, a witness said that they saw him when he was asking for a cell phone? Sam." One for the news Anchors said as they switched off to the field reporter.

"Yes Dean, we're here with the woman now. Tell us ma'am, was this guy truly the man you believe has been missing for so long?" He said.

"Yes! I swear, he looked just like the missing man. He took my phone and tried to call someone, then another person came in this car and took him away!" She said.

"Thank you ma'am, back to you Dean." He said.

"Thank you Sam. Police had gotten news of this and was given an apparent license plate number, hopefully they can catch this person for good." He said. The TV was turned off and he sighed deeply.

Memories flooded back to when Eren was a small child. Eren's laughter filling the house as he ran around in the kitchen, and Eren's laugh as he played in the park.

"Don't worry son, I promise that everything will be okay. I just have to finish this formula to cure your mother. Then we can be a family again. The police will find you, and when they do, you'll be reunited with a healthy mother." He said as he put back on his glasses and restarted his research.

Grisha Jäeger. Driven to find a cure for his wife. To be a hero.

This was his 8, 500, 784, 883, 264, 821st attempt since the day he had left his family and he was getting no where.

"They'll see. They'll all see" he mumbled.