"What?" I ask, a little shocked that he apologized to me.

"I said I'm sorry, for you know bumping into"

"Oh" I say and I look down at the ground.

"Listen Ramona can we talk?"

My head snaps up at him and my eyes widen when I remember what Lola had said.

"Uh, no that wouldn't be a good idea" I say quickly and rush back to my room ignoring him calling my name.

I close my door behind me and I lock it and then I run towards my bed.

I belly flop onto my bed and I pick up my diary...

September 20, 2016 (It's still Tuesday)

How's it going diary? Are you doing good? Because I'm not, I'm not doing good at all.

In fact I'm doing horrible, first things first I'm not allowed to talk to Jackson and if I'm not allowed to talk to Jackson then how am I even going to get us near the friend zone.

And it's all Max's fault, he just has to see Jackson get in trouble all the time.

Oh and here's another thing, so Lola and Jackson's been dating for like a week now and Jackson slept with a girl just last night, Max even told Lola this and Jackson and her are still okay. He cheated on her and those two are still making out with each other like there's no tomorrow.

It makes me sick.

Anyway, Jackson's birthday is tomorrow so DJ is going to give him his mini surprise party for him. Speaking of DJ, Jackson got into another argument with her.

It's not really a surprise, but still.

And I want to know what she said to him because he apologized to me, he went from calling me a loser to apologizing to me. I think this is progress.

Then he wanted to talk to me but we can't because Lola says I can't talk to him and I'll admit I am afraid of her, so I'll just obey her orders even though I really want to talk to him but it's for the best I mean I don't want to be known as the girl who tried to steal someone's boyfriend, thats just wrong, also I don't want to know what Lola is going to do to me if she figures out I've been talking to Jackson, I'll probably be the joke of the school.

Okay so I got school tomorrow so I better get some sleep goodnight diary.

~Ramona

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"Okay the school has an elevator" Zoey informs me as we make our way to the cafeteria.

"Really? And they can't afford an art program?" I ask getting a little annoyed.

"Or a track field, and I don't really see the point of the elevator there are only two floors in this whole school, well three if you count the roof" Zoey says, and I nod my head in agreement.

We walk past this set of lockers and I speed up my pace when I notice Jackson and Lola are standing near them.

"Hey Ramona!" I hear Jackson's vouce and I stop and I look at Zoey.

She mouths go, but I continue to stand there and look at her not knowing what to do.

She yanks me closer to her and whispers in my ear. "Don't let Lola control your life, go get your man"

She then released my arm and pushed me towards them making me stumble a bit, I finally gained my balance and I stood in front of Jackson.

I waved at him not being able to bring myself to talk in front of Lola.

Zoey walks up and stands next to me.

"So Ramona, I'm going to the movies with Lola, Bobby, and Andy. And I wanted to know if you wanted to tag along? and you can come too Zoey" Jackson says, and Lola scoffs and rolls her eyes.

"No thanks we'll have to pass, and why are you talking to Ramona all of a sudden? I got my eye on you" Zoey then grabs my arm and drags me away from the couple.

"What's the point of pushing me over there, saying go get your man if you're just going to reject his offer and pull me away" I whisper to her when we're out of ear range from the two.

"It's called playing hard to get" Zoey sighs "you have a lot to learn my innocent child, if I were you I'll start taking noted"

I nod my head and reach into my back pocket to get my phone.

"What're you doing?" Zoey asks me.

"I'm pulling up my notepad so I can take notes" Next thing you know my phone isn't in my hands no more and is now in Zoey's.

"I didn't mean it literally, gosh you're such a nerd" She hands me my phone back and I place it back into my pocket, and we finally arrive at the cafeteria.

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I decided to try out the new elevators at our school to get to my last class of the day, once I'm on the elevator I watch the dorrs close and I hear a bunch of smacking.

I turn my head to see Jackson making out with some girl that isn't Lola and she's not even the girl he was with at the party.

Ugh, he is such a player. Why do I even like him? Oh yeah, I know why, because this isn't Jackson this isn't the Jackson I grew up with, this isn't the Jackson that I used to tell everything to, this isn't my best friend.

I clear my throat trying to get them to stop, and that doesn't work.

So I take a deep breath and I decided to speak, in the presence of a girl I don't even know.

"Can you guys not maKEout?" I clear my throat as my voice cracks.

And they pull away from each other. Jackson's eyes widen as he see's me but the girl just apologies to me saying she didn't know I was there and she gets off the elevator, I was about to get off the elevator too but a hand on my wrist stopped me.

I was pulled back into the elevator and I watched the doors shut, before I finally spoke again "you have a girlfriend" I remind him.

"I know, and what she doesn't know wouldn't hurt her, now would it?"

I backed away from him and I stared at him in disbelief. "What is wrong with you?" I ask him.

"What do you mean?"

"I mean, ever since you started hanging out with Bobby and them you changed a lot, you get in arguments with DJ, you hang out with Max and Tommy less, you sneak out the house a whole lot more, and you stopped talking to me all together, why are you even trying to talk to me now?" I cross my arms and I look at him waiting for and answer.

Then he sighs, "listen, you know when I went upstairs to finish that argument with my mom? Well she told me-"

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Haha Cliffhanger, I feel so evil.

Okay long time no see, yes I know I haven't posted in a while but this week has been a very busy week our end of grade report cards are coming out at school, and I had to make sure my grades were up so I wouldn't get my phone taken away also...

I turned thirteen four days ago.
*dabs*

So what do you guys think Jackson was going to say before I evilly put a cliffhanger there, muhahahaha

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