He just basically told me that he loved me, but I'm not about to just run into his arms. No matter how bad I really want to, I know I shouldn't because he JUST cheated on his girlfriend, and I'm on a date right now, so if he wants me then he's going to have to prove that he can have me.

"I'm sorry Jackson, but if you can excuse me I'm on a date" I interlock my arm with Will's and we walk off.

"I can't believe he just did that" Will says in shock.

"Oh trust me there are a lot of things he's done that no one can believe" I sigh.

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"Thanks for tonight" I smile at Will.

He gives me a quick kiss on the cheek "No problem, see you tomorrow" Then he walks off, and I turn and walk inside my house, with a goofy smile on my face.

"So how was it?" Max ask, walking in front of me blocking my path as he crosses his arms.

"I feel like I'm on a cloud" I say chirpy, and I skip all the way up to my bedroom to see an angry Jackson sitting on my bed, killing my vibe immediately.

"Leave" I huff, as I step out of the way of my door.

"No" Ugh, I hate it when he's stubborn.

"Why?"

"Because I want to apologize-"

"You've been doing that a lot lately" I say lowly under my breath.

"I shouldn't have cheated on Lola, and I shouldn't have told you that I love you, because I don't I mean I do but only as a sister...and I just wanted to let you know that you have my permission to go on another date with Will, because as your big brother I have the power to tell you if you can go on a date or not"

"Oh wow, so you're trying to be the over protective brother now?" I roll my eyes.

"I'm not trying to be I am"

"Hilarious" I say sarcastically.

"Whatever, now if you excuse me, I will show myself out"

"Please do" I flash him a fake smile, and he rolls his eyes at me as he leaves my room, causing me to close my door behind and him and that's when I pounce on my bed grabbing my diary from under my pillow.

September 22, 2016 (Still Thursday)

First things first, I went on my very first date tonight and it was amazing, well if you count out the part where Jackson cheated on Lola and then said that he loved me.

Yes you read that right diary, Jackson Fuller said that he loved me, but when I got home today he just like sister-zoned me...AGAIN!

He was going on and on about how he is now a protective brother and more things like that, and here I am wondering if that was all a lie because he's trying to hide the fact that he really does love me and wants to go out with me, and that him confessing that he loved me at the carnival was on an accident and he didn't want to confess to me yet, big word there is YET.

Also diary, my brain has finally comprehended the fact that Jackson (excuse my language) is a duck boy, he is a major DUCK BOY! (Just turn the D in duck to an F and you'll get what I'm actually trying to call him)

How do you go on a date with someone and cheat on them, literally right in front of there face, and if Lola stays with him after this then there is something wrong with her because I know that this is not the first and sadly not the last time he'll cheat on her if they stay together.

Oh and another thing diary, don't get me wrong I still am head over heels in love with Jackson (call me crazy) but I feel like if Jackson and I get together then he'll just cheat in me multiple times, so if he wants me then he's gone have to prove it, because I Ramona Gibbler will not date a duck boy, and that's why I am now focusing more of my attention on Will.

Until next time diary.

~Ramona

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October 14, 2016 (Friday)

Okay I know what you're thinking, why haven't I been writing in a while? Well here's the thing I have had nothing to write about, well until today that is.

Will asked me out, and of course I said yes, he took me to the Hollywood sign and he had a picnic set up there, and it was just so romantic.

Now let's talk about Jackson, let's just say he's been distancing his self from me again last time we talked was in school because we were partnered for something in science, and I don't know if he noticed that Max and I knows he comes home high more often now, and I also noticed that he has a tattoo on his neck, Lola and him finally broke up like one week and a few days ago, and do not get me started on how many girls he's had over.

Just in case, you might want to bring some ear buds if you ever come over.

Speaking if people coming over Zoey is coming over, well I mean she comes over like everyday but she's coming over today to help me get dressed for Lola's sweet 16 Halloween party, which I don't know why she invited to, since she's bad it out for me even worse since Jackson broke up with her.

Yes, you read that right. The cheater had to break up with the her...which I think is just sad.

Someone just knocked on my door, I think it's Zoey, later diary.

~Ramona

I shove my diary back under my pillow, "COME IN" I yell

Zoey walks in my room, "HEY HEY BEST-AYE!!!"

"Nice costume" I say referring to the one in her hand.

"Awww sweetie, thats cute, you think this is for me. It's for you" she throws the costume at me "I heard Jackson is coming to the party tonight, and you're going to wear that, it's guaranteed to get his attention."

"Zoey, I have a boyfriend"

"Okay and? I ship you and Jackson and I know deep down inside that you still do too, so put that costume on and show him what he's missing"

I sigh, she does have a point on me still liking Jackson, I guess it wouldn't hurt to make him a little jealous.

I loom at the costume in my hands , here goes nothing

😄😀😄😀😀😄😀😄😀😀😀😀😀

Two diary entries in one chapter, go me.

Also I have something very big planned for the next chapter *evil laughs*

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