i love the ferris wheel
but i used to love
the merry-go-round
just spinning
to total oblivion
like nothing could go wrong
except it then
made me feel like
running after something
unknown
chasing after something
that can never be mine
untouched
deceived
alone
it was chaos
confusing
and tiring

—i had a friend, mary is her name.
she used to be merry. not anymore.

date: 02 December '17
signed: the girl on the ferris wheel

"Did that...did her change affected you?"